so like when i started this blog i was a lesbian and now im just ✨queer✨(or if you really wanna force a label bi or pan works too i don’t have a preference hence just “queer”) and let me tell ya having a male attracted part now is so weird LMFAO
not at all in a bad way, it’s like discovering having a crush in general for the first time. like that butterfly-y feeling and blushy and giggly.
-You ladies still go to the restaurant where you had your first date, at this point, they all know you two by name and know what you like and don't like.
-Those date nights always end in watching disney movies, ones she may have missed while she was away or rewatching old favorites. Her new favorite is Moana or Frozen. But her old favorite is Alice in Wonderland.
-Every morning when she has to leave early, she always kisses you goodbye, either on the forehead when you're completely passed out or when you're half awake and can barely remember it. It's usually the latter.
-You'll visit the tower around lunch with food, either takeout or something homemade, it's usually takeout because it's hard to cook for a bunch of hungry superheroes.
-They call you Momma Y/N, which makes Carol roll her eyes but she enjoys the fact that you get along with them. Especially Tony which freaks her out.
-Because you and Tony are best friends and you guys babysit Morgan all the time, as well as being practically an avenger, he invites you both to the banquets.
-You tend to wear the dress and she, a suit that makes you want to delay your arrival to the party.
-You tie her tie.
-She doesn't like doing her own makeup, she finds it tedious and annoying. But since you love it, she asks you to do hers.
-When you wear dark red lipstick all she wants is to have those lipstick marks all over her body.
-After the party you tend to crash, after getting into your pajamas and forgetting to take off your makeup, so Carol takes it upon herself to take your makeup off and do her best to wash your face and apply skin products.
-You're the bigger wine drinker, since she hardly feels an affects as it is. If she wants to feel tipsy she has to drink harder stuff.
-She loves to kiss your cheek, feeling you smiling is a happy feeling to her. Knowing she's making her girlfriend happy.
-After a rough day when a mission doesn't go well, she'll hug you tight and inhale your scent.
-You can beat her at any board game. Your favorite to watch her loose at is Cards Against Humanity while playing with the rest of the avengers. Because she is so filthy minded and you aren't compared to her, seeing her lose is one of your favorite things. Her innocent little Y/N (innocent to others) beating her ass at one of the filthiest games.
-She'll destroy anyone to get you back.
-You texted her once that you got hurt because you fell down the stairs from your own clumsiness and she was overprotective for a week.
"I sprained my ankle, I didn't break it!"
"Sit your ass down L/N." She huffed propping your foot with a pillow and an ice pack, "you could've broken it."
You sat there smiling as she fretted over you, enjoying every second despite your complaints.
-You say "fight me" to her quite a bit.
-Saying fight me tends to lead to sexual activities.
-She's the top. Some days (rarely) you are, those days are when she has a rough day.
-Her favorite lingerie on you is pink, it's not her color but on you when you're all flustered and needy, she loves it.
-She doesn't get sick, but you do. Of course, she knows about sicknesses but it still scares her.
-All you want is her cuddles and Disney, of course she gives it to you but the entire time she's worried, checking your temp and giving you medicine.
-She loves monopoly. (brie loves monopoly so i have to put this in)
-She also loves animal crossing (brie also loves animal crossing) and usually you'll find her playing it on the switch when you get home (after she begged you to teach her to play)
-When you're mad at her, you don't hide it. You tell her straight up what bugged you and she listens.
-But when she's mad at you, she pouts. Big ole scary Danvers pouts. You usually kiss her pouting lips until she forgives you.
-Meeting Maria and Monica was scary, you knew they were protective over Carol.
-But luckily, they loved you instantly, especially Monica since you brought her candy.
-Goose loves you.
-She'll cuddle up with you and Carol will come home to find her curled up on your belly, you passed out to the Golden Girls.
"Hey, Goosey." She said petting her, Goose started purring, "you watching over her while I'm gone?"
The cats answer was shutting her eyes on her stomach, now that Carol was home, she was off guard duty. Carol smiled at the two of you, she found it the sweetest thing.
Carol:
Did not see them as a "useful" task, she found it odd, doing nothing in the tub while stewing in your own "filth" didn't see it as something that was fun or relaxing.
But you made it worth it for her.
She didn't get to spend a lot of time of you, and since you both worked in the Avengers most of that time was basked in chaos.
But nobody disturbed you in the bath, for many reasons. One of them being the fact that if anyone came close to you while you were naked Carol would lose her shit.
She loved sitting there with you while music played in the background, the scent of vanilla and lavender in the air as you two just enjoyed each other's company.
She would always laugh at your santa clause impression and whenever you two wore face masks it was a giggle fest.
But it was calm, it was peaceful and it was very romantic (sometimes got a little sinful, do you blame her? she finally got alone time with you she's not gonna waste an opportunity)
And you two were together.
Wanda:
You two owned a cabinets worth of bath/self care products. From bath salts, bath bombs, bubble bath to face masks, hair masks and oils.
You two would take at least two hours out of your week to spend this time together, again, working for the Avengers doesn't leave you relaxing time. So you make it abundantly clear that you two are not to be bothered unless someone's dying, or the city is about to fall off the face of the earth.
And truthfully, they were scared of you two separately, let alone when you worked together to get what you wanted. Which was peaceful time together.
You two would pick out an audiobook to listen to on a speaker in the tub while a bunch of unscented and one scented candles were lit around the room. The room was dimmed and you two were in each other's arms.
Maria:
She does not have the time to take a bath, from working at SHIELD, she has to be prepared for leaving somewhere on the spot.
Also taking care of herself is not Maria's thing.
But you being the Queen of self care days made her try some of the self care tactics herself. Face masks in the bath are her favorite. She always laughed at how ridiculous the two of you look and you insist on taking selfies of the face masks because it's rare to see Maria so relaxed and free from the pressure in her work place.
She's always the big spoon because she says "nothing beats the feeling of you relaxed against me, I know you feel safe." That melted your heart and made you blush, which she loved.
You loved seeing Maria so soft and relaxed, so you relished in the feeling of seeing your love so content.
Natasha:
Like Carol, she thinks they are pointless. She can't take a bath because she can't allow herself to relax and feel safe. She's always used to having her guard up and is physically unable to let it down because she's waiting to get sniped for staying in one spot too long.
But that all changed when she met you.
You got her into baths quite quickly because they are a favorite of yours and insisted she try it. She wouldn't get in until she locked all the windows and doors and even left a gun and knife in your bathroom before she got in, in case someone broke in and attacked.
But you got her in the tub and she managed to doze off while she was against your chest. You had light music playing with a diffuser going with the scent of lavender.
You smiled in pride while holding her tighter, happy to make her completely relaxed to the point where she fell asleep.
Shuri:
She doesn't take a break unless it's for the necessities and taking a bath/self care is not a necessity for her.
She also doesn't take care of herself, so you conspire with T'challa to force her to take care of herself.
He cleared her schedule and "ordered" her to go to you in your apartment to have a relaxing night away from the lab.
When she found the rose petal trail to your bathtub, you sitting with a giant t-shirt on the floor against the tub with a smile and glasses of wine, all her annoyance at the day fell away.
She let you undress her and after her taking your shirt off, you guided her into the tub and against your chest with glasses of wine.
Music played while she talked about her day, how T'challa is an annoying big brother who only wants the best for her.
But then she told you how much she loved you and admitted that she needed to take care of herself for. "But, I want you here by my side, it's rare to see you this relaxed, love." She said to you.
"I wouldn't miss this for the world," you said kissing her temple as she hummed happily.
-When T'challa had mentioned that Y/N L/N-Stark was coming to Wakanda for the summer; she was quite excited but yet, worried that you'd take over her lab.
-So in a way, yes, she was dreading it. Dreading of losing one of the places she felt most at home to a Stark. She had nothing against the Starks, it's just how intimidating the simple name was.
-You had arrived in the middle of the night, the quinjet you took was running very behind schedule and Okoye was quite stressed over the whole ordeal, but you had arrived.
-She went to your bedroom that you were staying in and found you with your nose in a book, and it wasn't an "intellectual one" your father would've been caught reading. It was a book she had never heard of (and there were not many that she had not heard of)
-She made a bad decision when she said, "what's that one about?"
-Because you didn't look up like you had known she was there, in fact you got scared so bad that you had dropped the book and let out a little screech from your desk chair.
-"what the fucking hell is wrong with you?!" You shrieked, ignoring how absolutely pretty the girl was.
-Shuri shrugged, "you're the one staying in my house." She laughed.
-You sighed, of course this would be how you met the freaking princess of Wakanda. Your friend Peter told you how smart she was but he had failed to mention how pretty she was as well. "Well, don't sneak up on them then, I thought princesses were supposed to have manners." You smirked a little bit.
-She laughed, there was the Stark she had heard rumors of. "Nice to meet you Y/N."
-You let out a soft smile, "you as well Shuri."
-Since that meeting the two of you became close, she respected the fact that you didn't judge her for choosing technology and being the smartest person in Wakanda. You had said to her, "God I wish you came to America, I'd love to see you kick the old white dudes on their asses."
-She taught you about technology but design was more your expertise. You had designed the Iron Spider suit after all which made Shuri totally fangirl and start to fall for you. She asked for your help (she totally didn't need it, she just wanted you in the lab with her) to add some things to the Black Panther suit.
-You two actually ended up making out that night and becoming official. A month into your visit which Tony and Peter tease you two endlessly about it.
-Okoye actually found you two in the midst of it all, she had walked past your room and found it empty and vacant, a book fallen onto the floor (you got excited to go work with Shuri so you threw it down) and she raced to the lab to ask Shuri where you had went.
-Only she walked in to find Shuri sat on the table, her legs wrapped around your waist as you squeezed her back to bring her closer to you. Her hands were wrapped around your cheeks.
-Okoye shook her head, "you two should learn to lock the door. You have no idea who I could've been." You two pulled away breathless, you didn't even bother to pull away from each other.
-"Don't tell-"
"T'challa, yes I know what to do." Okoye then walked away without another word.
-You were shocked and then turned to her, "just wondering, are you out?"
-She laughed, "yes darling I'm a proud Pansexual, you?"
"_____" (fill in with your own)
-Then the two of you continued making out.
-When cuddling, she is definitely the little spoon, her head is on your chest (she loves your boobs) and just you in general.
-T'challa was more wary of you because you were a Stark, their mother adored you and had assumed you'd keep her out of trouble (you became her partner in crime instead whoops)
-But when Tony found out, he was fucking ecstatic. You were dating someone he could get along with. Which even though it wasn't his relationship he was happy it was with someone he didn't hate.
-You two kickstarted a LGBTQ+ youth foundation, safe houses were opening all over the world for LGBTQ+ people. You ran that mostly and Shuri specialized in her life changing tech for trans people to get easier access to correct medications and clothes and binders.
-Eventually you moved to Wakanda, much to your fathers dismay (because he'll miss you) but he was happy because he knew you were in the second safest place (the first being with him, cause he's your dad).
-Five years after you two started dating (so you started when you were sixteen as she is sixteen in the black panther movie. So you two are 21) You two get an apartment overlooking the city and it's a fucking penthouse because you two are the top rich bitches.
-When you two move in together, your library takes up a full master bedroom of just books, two giant bean bags sit in the middle of the room for you two to sit and read. Fairy lights are strung up on the bookshelves and candles rest on the bedside tables next to the bean bags. It's easily your favorite part of the penthouse.
-Who's the worst cook? Her. She tried to make your favorite chinese dish but ended up mixing up the spices horribly. But you loved her enough to keep eating it, then kindly suggested that you should cook more. And since then you have.
-When you get drunk (you're the partier out of the two of you) she'll take the makeup off of your face and make sure you drink water and get into pajamas.
-You give her back massages after a long day in the bent over a project in the lab.
-You two send each other dumb videos of dogs all. the. time. Especially when Shuri is in royalty meetings and wanting to blow her brains out. It drives the Elders and Grandpa "delete that footage" T'challa nuts.
-FACE. MASKS.
-She steals your clothes more, you have more baggy, modernized clothes. They're a great change from the corsets she often has to wear (it's the best of both worlds for her).
-But once you wore a fancy Wakanda outfit that actually killed her cause you looked so damn good.
-But since so much of your lives revolve around tech (you being a CEO of the Wakanda LGBTQ+ Youth Foundation and her being...well... Shuri) you two have two hours of no phones or tech every single night.
-Late nights are a NO GO. Everybody in your lives knows about your relationship so they know not to make you two late for anything. Because they know how much work you two put in to insure things go as smoothly as possible for everyone involved. You made their lives easier so they make yours and even have late nights themselves (in secret of course, they won't let the boss wives know they stay late cause they know your selfless asses and know it'd ruin date nights)
-But you two know anyway (cause, duh) and sneakily add more money to their workers bank accounts.
-You two are both prideful, of course she's a genius and so are you. But, you two have no problem admitting you're wrong to each other and apologizing.
-Fights are healthy, in means you communicate. But you two don't fight very often, unless you count fighting over watching Supernatural or Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
-In the end, you two have one of the most communicating relationships in the world. You were teenage sweethearts and stayed together since.