thank you all for being here for my crisis of remembering the good things in sad times and having to pull myself out of the bodily remembering that i am dealing with
im 24 next year im not that depressed teenager who hid in their room all the time and made friends only on the internet (not that i dont love my internet friends BUT it has set me back socially in a lot of ways)
i have the same interests but a better and different appreciation and understanding of them
and i have grown emotionally as an individual
sometimes its hard to remember that
but also its fucking crazy that my old chromebook sent me down this spiral 😭 i need to go back to therapy dude this is awful LMFAOJABQIDVOG
i do not miss quotev despite having so much love for the vibes it used to be. i miss the creative outlet that quotev was for me at one point. it stopped being that for me a long time ago, though.
ok this is your friendly reminder that even though it doesnt feel like you've made any progress as an individual, you have. yall are growing and learning and please never stop growing and learning 🩵 thats what us humans are meant to do.
