#sarah blabs

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When you try not to keep your hopes up but end up getting hurt anyway

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when your friends don’t invite you to an event by post tonnes of videos and photos of them having a grand old time for you to see really fucking bothers me. like I know I live a while away and you can’t be fucked visiting me but fuck, invite me and I’ll come, I will make the effort. just a simple invite would have sufficed. fuck like it’s not like I moved states

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it’s always swell when you’re constantly thinking about how depressed you are and how no one cares about you and a customer comes along and tells you how invisible you are :) :) :)

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When your friend lies to you and says they can’t hang out because they’re studying and then posts up snapchats of them going out to the city 😊😊😊😊😊

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I’m really struggling to hold it together right now. Like people think I’m some fucking stupid dense idiot when in reality my social anxiety is through the roof but there’s no way I’d be able to tell anybody so work pretty much sucks.

Uni wise I have so many assignments due and I’m just drowning and can’t seem to start anything and I hate myself even more for putting things off. 

It also seems right now that every time I plan any kind of social gathering no one wants to fucking go so it really feels like I have no friends. No one from school regularly talks to me and if they do it’s because I was the one who started the conversation in the first place. And I’ve found it hard to find friends since I moved. I’ve only made about two or three but one has forgotten about me since she got a new bf (ALREADY). 

I feel like every day is so fucking hard and I just feel like a useless human being. All I want is to disappear and I feel like no one would care or notice if I did. I feel like no one likes me or even cares about me and I just feel like everything I do is bullshit. I don’t even know what to do anymore.

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do people assume that I’m always busy or have they just totally forgotten about me?

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1D A RE INC HIC AGSO W AHT THEBF CUK

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tbh if ur following me and not the beautiful amazing loml audrey cliffoconfidence then u are truly missing out she's so wonderful a+ cute and funny and the sweetest ever and i love her so much