#sarahchirping

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Are you really into it?

If there’s no hell, no heaven,

would you still do kindness things?

would you still worship your god?

would you still pray 5 times a day, or go to crunch every monday?

would you?

If there’re no so-called ‘72 bidadari’ waiting above,

would they keep bombing everywhere, everyone?

kill themselves?

would they?

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Dear God

Dear God I think I wanna quit with things that ruin in my life. I wanna quit with my boyfriend. I wanna quit with my sick mom. I wanna quit with my school. I wanna fly like a bird.

Sincerely, me.

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Why people always judge (with just-only) by another’s clothes?

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What would you do?

Sometimes you just need sanity

You feel so much shit on your mind, you feel alone and so depressed You feel that living far away from your mom and dad and lovely miss sister makes you feel... I don’t know, even you can’t describe it.

You say you need holiday You need holiday because you so tired for doing nothing.

even you know that you didn’t do anything but you feel so tired more than just physically.

You try to be a good and nice and happy person because you know not everybody in this world as lucky as you but what you feel is everybody going to judge to you. they judge you, they judge another, they never tired. You feel that you are a loser You say that you are a loser

Place that you’ve been and being there is a place for a loser. They’re not popular, they’re not beautiful, they’re not rich, So you are.

and what would you do?

You have one person as a place that you can be yourself, but you realize he have his life, you gotta get a life to. So, I don’t know. Is that he is your home but you’re not sure, or is he place for you after escaping but the other side, you know that you must be tired for run and escaping one day, you need to stop and then walking in your life, see your right, see your left, enjoy the ‘landscape’.

What else?

Religion? god.

Oh, please. you are 19. and you feel a mess. you afraid to god, but you don’t know what to do with god. It really a thing to be grateful you don’t join a radical group as a girl who lost in life.

So what would you do?

Me? writing a post.

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Still fight and I don’t know why if our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

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Stop competing with another, with human, with your social, 

Love your self, love your body, love your mind.

 stop compare yourself with another.

It is your life, no one can drive yours.

 You so much though by compare your self with another, so much useless mind and thoughts. 

So please love you, love your self, because no one will love you in this world, no once care about you in this world, but - your - self. 

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"Disini lo harus punya agama. Lo gak bisa gak milih agama selain dari 6 agama ini. Apa aja macam 6 agama ini, gue yang nentuin." Kata sebuah negara.

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Regrets are pointless. It's too late for regrets. You've already done it. You've lived your life. No point wishing you could change it.

Lemmy Kilmister