In where you look back on how your life was 6 years ago- starting with a question.
Sasara Nurude x gn!Reader
Warnings for angst, mentions of blood and bruises, a passed out Samatoki makes a cameo, mentions of Hypmic plot and lore. Mindhacked Sasara is a meanie :(
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Six years ago, Sasara asked you to be his.
You knew him long before then. Before he asked you, alone, to meet him at the amusement park in your city. Before you replied with the second most enthusiastic yes of your life.
He held your hands in his and you saw his eyes for the first time. Shining, golden orbs hidden behind his typical fox eyed expression. You remember remarking that it wasn’t fair of him to keep them hidden from you for so long.
Beautiful, you called them. He picked you up and twirled you around- laughing in pure youthful joy.
Under the twinkling nighttime ferris wheel of Yokohama you two shared your first kiss. Soft and shy- unbecoming of someone of his usually mischievous nature. He drew away first in embarrassment- shy to display the true extent of his ever growing feelings.
Immediately, you went in for another kiss. Immediately, he fell deeper in love.
Five years ago, Sasara asked you to stay.
When the H act passed you were given two options- stay in Yokohama or leave for Chuuoke. Life in Yokohama seemed to get more and more unstable as the days went by. The choice seemed clear.
You brought it up to Sasara. The idea of you leaving for the better. You saw him cry for the first time that day. Shining with tears, his golden eyes wept at the thought. He begged and pleaded for you to stay- stay in Yokohama, stay with him.
Unsure of your future, you couldn’t say anything in turn. Sasara stayed beside you, rooted in place, silent with sniffles and cries.
In his cheap apartment, with thin walls that barely blocked the fighting from the outside- you asked him what his plan was. If things became worse, if you stayed with him in Yokohama. Sasara said he would protect you, he said he’d stay by your side no matter what was thrown your way, he promised.
He asked you again if you would stay. As you did a year ago, you said yes.
Four years ago, Sasara asked you for help.
After a year of living together he was determined to prove just how much of a provider he could be. He never asked for help with bills, matinence, groceries, whatever the sort.
He never asked for help out loud, that is. You’d help him stitch himself back up when he comes home bruised and broken from a day out with his friend (that he never let you meet). You’d help him with cooking because god knows he’d hurt himself even more in the kitchen.
But one day, Sasara comes home with a half passed out man on his back. Help him, he asks you.
Desperation shines in his golden orbs. A million times over, yes, you reply. The two of you care for the man to the best of your ability. There, you see Sasara cry for a second time. Once he wakes up- the man, Samatoki, is appreciative but comically furious at his friend for letting him get to such a state in the first place.
The two of them argue in front of you and Sasara calls out a lighthearted help your way. Your only reply is a fit of giggles as you feel the connecting sense of warm relief fill the room.
Three years ago, Sasara asked you for forever.
He takes you back to the ferris wheel, the one that brought you together years ago. With the same unusual shyness as then, he asked you for an eternity by your side. Then, you replied with the most enthusiastic yes of your life.
As he slipped the ring on your finger, the widest smile you’ve seen on his face- he looked into your eyes. Golden, shining with adoration and pure unadulterated happiness. He brings you in for a hug before you can see him cry for a third time.
You called him cheesy when he told you he spent days thinking of the perfect place to propose. He called himself appreciative of history.
The wedding was set to be a year from then. Sasara said he had the perfect plan. Samatoki as the ring bearer, Ichiro and Kuko as the flower throwers down the aisle- all of his and all of your loved ones- all in one place. All so he can show them just how much he loved you- show you just how much he had loved you for all those years before.
But, that perfect plan would never be. Because the same year, he changed.
Suddenly.
Completely.
You remember it perfectly.
Then, three years ago, Sasara asked you to leave.
He called you out to the ferris wheel, an unwavering serious tone to his messages. He was turned away from you when you came. Unusual, unmoving, odd.
You tapped him on his shoulder, asking if he was okay, asking what had happened. Slowly, he turned. Slowly, he put his engagement ring in your hand.
Then, it started. And it poured.
I hate you. You’re annoying. We’re through. Done. These past few years were a waste of my time. You should have left when you could. This was a mistake. You should leave. You have to leave. You need to leave.
You tried looking in his eyes for any sense of rationality. For any answer as to why.
It was the last time you saw his eyes. And all you were met with was a dull, icey glare. Those beautiful golden orbs that would shine with every emotion he tried to hide were lost. Lost in whatever dull coldness took over him. Whatever cruelty took your Sasara from you.
You asked him why he was saying those horrible, cruel things.
He never replied.
You asked him if he really meant it, if he really wanted you to go.
He said yes.
And three years ago, you never saw Sasara again.
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You guys are lucky. I wrote this instead of publishing my rambling analysis of the Glory or Dust MV nyehehehe
Hope you enjoyed this !!! I really liked writing it :3
Everyone knows Sasara Nurude is afraid of storms. Rosho is well aware of his unfortunate fear. He knows from the way his friend subtly trembles at the slightest show of turbulent clouds. He knows from the way he tries his hardest to get home way before the forecast states rain.
Everyone knows Sasara Nurude doesn’t smoke anymore. Samatoki is well aware that his old friend quit once their partnership ended. He knows from the way his nose scrunches up whenever he or someone else lights a cigarette around him. He sees the way Sasara reaches for the candy bag in his pocket whenever it happens.
Everyone knows Sasara Nurude loves okonomiyaki and hates monjayaki. Rei is well aware of his insistence. He knows from the first time he threw a fit like a toddler when Rei ordered monjayaki for their table to share. He knows from Sasara’s face when he opens his bento- joyous and excited- even if the okonomiyaki is a day old.
There isn’t much the public doesn’t know about him.
Sasara Nurude has one secret to him.
Rei doesn’t know of you- you who greets him at the end of particularly long days with a homemade spread of okonomiyaki and accompanying dishes. Who sends him off in the morning with leftovers from the night before. Who texts him during lunch to see if he ate and enjoyed his meal- who he texts back messages upon messages with a billion emojis of excitement and praise.
Samatoki doesn’t know of you- you who has been by his side since the break up of Mad Comic Dialogue. Who supported him as he made the effort to quit smoking. Who buys candies way before he’s set to run out. Who made him feel whole once a part of him went missing.
Rosho doesn’t know of you- you who comforts him during his lowest points. Who holds him at night when storms reign over- who let’s him hold you as tightly as he needs. Who texts him warnings if a storms coming to his area. Who meets him back at home with enough cuddles and kisses to make up for missed.
The public doesn’t know about Sasara Nurude’s beloved partner. Surprising- considering his loud mouth. But he would like to keep you his little secret, because Sasara Nurude wants just one thing to call his own.
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I imagine Sasara would text similarly to how his seiyuu posts on Twitter LOL. But like 1000xx as hard on the emojis. Just like:
You: Did you have enjoy your meal today?
Sasara: ✨✨Yes yes yes✨✨ I ❤️❤️❤️loved❤️❤️❤️ it ‼️‼️so‼️‼️ much✨✨😁😆😂🙏💋💋💋✨✨
hi hi! just wanted to request nsfw headcanons (or a drabble, whichever you prefer!) about sasara having a submissive + easily flustered s/o? thank you!:)
Sasara with submissive s/o
NBreader, oral (reader receiving), teasing, begging, dirty talk (a little?), mention of matting press
NSFW UNDER THE CUT
-Sasara quite.. a ambiguous character, if you ask me
-He can be pretty cute and adorable. Also a little bit shy, giggling awkwardly every time when his arms slowly taking off your shirt, revealing soft skin of your chest and tummy. How can he not be nervous when he look at such beauty?
-So your first time with him would be so gentle and caring, as he can see just how much you nervous in this moment
-Always asking is everything okay, tenderly holding your hand during sex, his lips leaves small soft kisses all over you face and neck, as he tries to soothe you
-Of course he also quickly notice how submissive you are, and he actually really likes that, much more than he shows it in the begging of your relationship
-He continues to be soft goofy boyfriend, not changing his behavior in bed too..
-..but when bond between you two would grow more, he will slowly reveal his more.. dominating and naughty side
-Sasara always loved to tease you, just a little bit, especially when he get down to you, holding your thighs as he kiss your crotch
-Well, now he will play with you even more, his grip on your hips more tight then usual as his tongue greedy licking all your private parts, so rough and fast but in pleasuring way
-Remember his intimidating gaze from "Glory or Dust" video? He will look at you like that, smirking between your thighs, as you can feel that you almost on edge, just a little bit more
-"Don't try to look away now, darling. Or I will stop immediately.." - he whisper then, as he keep staring at your blushing face
-Oh, just how much he love that blushing face! Your red cheeks so adorable, and that needy but shy eyes with little tears of pleasure.. You whine from embarrassment, really wanting to look away, ashamed of this passionate deep gaze, but his tongue feels that good..
-And he know how good he makes you feel, your little noises just a music to his ears. Don't even try to hide your face or close your mouth with hands, he will immediately hold them and push away, scolding you playfully
-And as time passes, he will try to add more and more.. interesting things in your bedroom
-And one of them is begging. How can he not try at least once to make you beg for him? Smirk on his face grows wider as he imagine just how flustered and shy you will be, your trembling voice so quiet as you ask him for more..
-So one day, as he mating press you in his bed, his thick cock so deep inside you, his hot body so close to yours, his face just inches aways from yours.. He suddenly cups your face with his hands, looking at you with the most mischievous expression you ever seen on his face
-"You clench around me so hard.. Someone really wanna cum, huh..?" - he smirk playfully, his eyes, that darkened from pleasure, was fixed on your surprised gaze. You always make such a cute face when he start talking dirty with you, just so flustered and coy..
-"If you want to cum, you need to show me just how much you actually want this, sweetie.." - he continue, whispering with such soft but quite mocking tone, enjoying every small reaction in your bright red face
-Only after you beg him, just a little bit, he will speed up, thrusting inside you roughly as he finally bringing you to the edge, let you cum as much as you want
-Absolutely love to overstimulate you, enjoying view of your cute face in sweat, you just so lost in pleasure and call his name so desperately
-Of course he will ask you after if that was too much and even willing to apologize if you not really into stuff like that. He just.. snapped a little, your whines and moans always makes him go crazy, and your submissive behavior just push him even more
-But if you actually like being teased and don't mind begging sometimes, than he's more than happy to play with you more and more, scolding you naughty behavior
-"Ah, just look at you.. Such a precious little thing, already so needy and whiny just for me, huh? Who would have thought that such quite and shy angel can get so wet just after few touches, huh?" - he grins, seeing how quickly your cheeks becomes red after his words. You just asking for more teases with that ashamed adorable look on your face, aren't you?
-But, despite he's more dominating in bed now, he still care for you very much, and after every session he'll treat you with some good aftercare, bringing you a cup of water, kissing softly all biting marks, he's even willing to give you a small massage after..!
-Sasara really loves you, so he's always open to talk if you want to try something new and conversely, if you want him to stop doing something
-After all, he also value gentle passionate sex without any games and teases, just slowly thrusting inside you, as his arms caressing your back, holding your hands, playing with your hair.. His voice quieter than usual, and you can see that he can be pretty flustered too, looking at you so lovingly
-You're his pretty shy darling, and he's ready to do anything to make you feel good, to see this beautiful blush on your cheeks and to hear more of this sweet voice of yours, as you call his name once more
“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?” with Sasara? It feels like the perfect prompt for him.
it perfectly fits him! this was so so cute; hope you enjoy 🧡
soft sentence prompts : “when you laugh like that, it's just - you're so beautiful, you know that?”
sometimes, it seemed as if your boyfriend’s number one goal in life was to make you laugh, no matter how corny he may be. sasara often joked about that at times, saying how he’d be such a bad comedian if he couldn’t even make his partner laugh at his own jokes. he’d have failed then.
and he was telling you his routine one day, a joke he had come up with just the other night. perhaps it wasn’t even that funny of one, but there was something about it. maybe it was the way your boyfriend sounded so silly, cracking jokes so easily and naturally; or maybe it was the atmosphere, how you felt rather good that day and the laugh came out so easily.
and he’s never heard you laugh so hard before, wheezing and so out of breath. you’re holding your gut, doubled over, and desperately trying to regain your sense of breath again. but it’s difficult as you keep falling back into a fit of laughs. your stomach is in pain, definitely, but you can’t stop yourself for a while.
but sasara is enamored.
he’s a little flustered, actually. he never expected a laugh like that out of you for some reason, never having heard such a hard one from you. but it’s beautiful, his favorite now. it doesn’t stop the warmth from spreading to his ears and the blush on his cheeks.
it’s loud, but so is his heartbeat. it resounds in his ears, playing over and over, and sasara can feel his heart beat to its melody. your laugh was so warm, like none he had ever heard before, even in a room full of audience claps and cheers. it’s so distinct, so you. it was a hearty laugh, a warm loud one.
he’s fallen in love with you all over again.
“when you laugh like that, it’s just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”
his dialect comes out a little, and his smile is big. sasara is cute, of course, but he’s a bit shy (as foreign about sasara as that sounds) and pink now even. how come you’ve never laughed like that in front of him before? it’s so pretty, he thinks. and you shine, as if some sort of mythical spotlight on you.
and you just become even cuter when you become embarrassed by his heartfelt comment, telling him not to make remarks like that. it feels a little strange when he becomes so serious so suddenly—you can only recall a handful of times or so he switched up so fast. but you can’t deny how his words affect you all over, how you end up just as flustered and surprised as him.
“you should laugh like that more often!”
he’s a bit too giddy and jolly now, too energetic and on a high right before his nightly show. but sasara can’t exactly help it. your laugh was contagious, and sasara was definitely going to try harder to hear it again from then on. it was his favorite sound.
headcanons of what the osaka division members would gift their s/o in christmas? love ur writing!! 💞
Ahh tyvm!! Feel like my hc writing is a little rusty hngg, but regardless, I hope you still enjoy! Thank you sm for the request and pls enjoy 💕
christmas gifts w/ dotsuitare hompo
-pairings: sasara nurude x gn!reader, rosho tsutsujimori x gn!reader, rei yamada x gn!reader
-genre: fluff
Sasara
hm i think sasara is the type to get maybe like a generic gift, such as typical clothes or even stuffed animals and plushies and all, but he picks them out with a lot of care
don't think he goes all out on buying gifts, but sasara does very much care for you, as his s/o, of course, so he does put thought into every gift on whether you'd like it or not
for instance, if you love plushies or stuffed animals, he'd buy you one of your favorite animal, maybe even have his very own voice recording inside which was more likely than not some sort of pun of his (for when you missed him and needed to hear his voice for comfort!)
or since it's the winter season, i can see him getting some sort of gift such as weighted blankets or cozy sweaters that fit with the cold weather, so that it's something you could use
i could also see him maybe trying to get you something that you've expressed you've wanted before, though more often than not, i do think he'd buy a sort of gift that'd express his love for you
it's a very simple sort of gift but also very thoughtful
could also see him maybe get you some sort of gag gift?? as a joke alongside with the actual presents lol
can def see him buying matching ugly sweaters for the two of you guys as well. his fashion sense isn't the best as it is, and he does think it'd be a little funny if you guys matched, especially since he knows how much you'd hate it, in an affectionate sense that is
the look on your face when he gives you the sweater while he's wearing the matching one is priceless, and sasara can't help the contagious laugh that erupts
but seeing your bright smile when you open up his actual gifts, the immediate happiness in your eyes and genuine warm thanks that you give him, sasara can't help that smile of his own
it's cliché, but he does feel that warmth spreading in his chest as well, and it's his own joy as well
(though the entire atmosphere surely dissociates when he starts cracking his puns and jokes)
Rosho
he's definitely the type to buy a practical gift or something that would be of use to you
rosho doesn't want to buy you any gift really just for the sentiment of having bought you a gift; he wanted to put thought into it and get you something that he knew you'd use many, many times
he's gotten his fair share of useless gifts after all, and rosho knows how disappointing they can be surely, whether standing in lines to return it or sitting in some dark space collecting dust
besides, if there's some appliance that you needed or expressed how much you wanted, then rosho would love nothing more than to help you out and buy you one
(heard air fryers were popular now so maybe that? or even a stand mixer if you were into baking and all)
seeing the smile in your face and the way the stars in your eyes glowed when you unwrapped the present, expressing how excited you were to try it out and sincerely thanking him, made rosho quite excited as well honestly, sorta like a domino effect
seeing you so excited with his gift, such a genuine and bright smile tugging at your lips, made rosho heat up a little, his heart skipping a beat or two
ahh, the fact that you loved his gift and knew you were going to use it for a while indeed make rosho happy as much as it also made him flustered
well, he did love the feeling at least
(and each time he stopped by and saw that you were using it never failed to make him blush at least a tiny bit, knowing that you were using his gift that he bought specifically with you in mind)
def has a clear idea of what to get so it's a simply shopping trip, and he buys the gift ahead of time to avoid long lines and the stress of whether or not it'd even be available
overall, rosho is very practical when it comes to gifts and buys you something that he knows for certain that you'd use
doesn't see any point in getting a gift you'd simply throw out after all
Rei
this man is rather lavish when it comes to his lifestyle, so i'm sure he buys something along those lines as well, luxurious and/or expensive
it's not really so much as he wants to impress you and flaunt but rather, being his s/o, he does think you deserve only the best
besides, as his s/o, it's not as if he could simply buy any ol' thing for you, at least, he thinks so
honestly will buy you anything that you once remotely expressed interest in. it was no problem after all
that elegant handbag you had been eyeing when strolling through the district together or perhaps a rather fluffy coat that was perfect for the winter season or even that belt that had caught your eye
whatever it was, rei was quite the perceptive guy, almost to a shocking extent really, and he'd buy it no matter the reaspn. he'd catch on to you before you could yourself
and rei certainly does enjoy the disbelief you have when you unwrap the gift, your speechlessness. he loves being the one to evoke such expressions from you really
won't have it if you try to say that it's, er, a bit much, not that you didn't appreciate the gesture of course. but wow, he really went all out
rei acts so nonchalant about the whole thing as well, as if it didn't really mean anything much, and he won't let you not accept it, even if you seem reluctant to at first
feel like another gift of his could be a date of sorts as well? like a lavish christmas night date in or outside
can see him bringing out a rather luxurious bottle of alcohol to spend the night drinking as well as an additional present if you drink as well because, well, rei loves his alcohol truly
besides, sharing a drink with you was one of his favorite things as well, and such a cozy night certainly called for it
ah, there seemed to be no better way to spend a cold winter night than besides the fireplace and drinking rounds of alcohol
