How have you been? It has been a while since we talked and NOW I JUST SAW YOUR POST
OMG WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN? I AM NOT SHOCKED BUT AT THE SAME TIME DAMN... 💔💔💔
Is it weird if I said I cried a little bit? I dont wanna be dramatic but wow this is like a hit of reality you always try to avoid man... And I have so many thoughts but I don't know how to say it? I wanna act like this one pick me girl video on tiktok where she goes "stop guys ✋ you are not like this, i know you 🥹" (lol sorry)
But you know i have so many things i wanna say but I don't wanna say something that gonna offend or hurt you or the rest of Fantaros
HI!!!!!
OH MY GOD I GET YOU!!!! I'm so glad we already talked about SawaLeya's situation months back so it's not shocking per se, more like. It's the sinking dread to see it being real and caught in 4K..........
It's totally understandable to cry!! When I saw the scene in question, I literally went to read back your messages and our convo for my own emotional support 🥲 I still agree where you said that Sawa is a challenging individual to become close to despite his kind demeanor. Truthfully I also refuse to interact with difficult co-workers so I can't find it in me to blame Sawa. It just sucks that person for him is a fellow member 😭
Joins you inthe tiktok girlie behaviour! yes we know this isn't them!! Sawa you're not like this we know you're better than this!! *continue to be delulu*
If I have to say, the incident this time is unbearable than usual because fans of other members could see it clearly too so it became a large scale fandom drama 🫠 Before this only the trained eyes of SawaLeya fans would see it (lol) and only discuss behind closed doors...
But because so many fans are involved, there are people that come to question the leaders and managers for not doing any intervention or remedial. Some started to nitpick on other members saying they're also complicit in sidelining Leiya...and a whole lot of other assumptions! Everyone is just very upset. :'((
I feel bad for Leiya, I'm disappointed in Sawa but most of all, I'm tired of being worried for some japanese dudes interpersonal relationship!! ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ︵ ┻━┻
And so I have made a line. Anything behind the camera is for them to settle as adults!!! These dudes are not our friends, we don't know them so I will stop worrying and giving them anymore of my time!!! I will only care when it effects their dance and performance!!!
Additional:
While it's true that they might not be close, I do still want to believe they're friends. :')
Just like how they talked with each other normally for fanradio, or when Leiya asked Sawanatsu about his running regime during the 24hours tv show, or how in the 2nd day behind the scene where they DO high five each other!!! they might not look each other in the eye yet but i'll believe!!! I BELIEVE IN SAWALEYA!!!!! 🙏🙏
See SawaLeya is doing high five properly tHEYRE FINE!!!! <3
