hi everyone!!! sorry i haven't been here in a while... eventho my blog is finally fixed and i'm no longer shadow banned, i still find it hard to be active on tumblr as i used to and have reverted to mainly using twitter now... _(:'3JL)_
other than moving to twitter, i also haven't been able to translate as i often as before. to be honest i dont follow fanta activities/shows as closely now. it's not exactly due to declining interest, more like i don't have the energy to keep up with everything in real time now. so yeah there's not a lot to fangirl about when i dont even watch them :')
secondly, i decided to focus on studying for jlpt starting this month! there's only 2 months left before the exam so i really need to lock in and study !!! TToTT
so yeah! i'll still be active on twitter for casual fangirling but i won't be checking this blog much until i'm done with jlpt exams 🙏 thank you for understanding and please wish me luck!!!! yo banan really needs it 😭😭 🙏
thanks for reading and hope you guys have a good day <3
hi everyone!!! sorry i haven't been here in a while... eventho my blog is finally fixed and i'm no longer shadow banned, i still find it hard to be active on tumblr as i used to and have reverted to mainly using twitter now... _(:'3JL)_
other than moving to twitter, i also haven't been able to translate as i often as before. to be honest i dont follow fanta activities/shows as closely now. it's not exactly due to declining interest, more like i don't have the energy to keep up with everything in real time now. so yeah there's not a lot to fangirl about when i dont even watch them :')
secondly, i decided to focus on studying for jlpt starting this month! there's only 2 months left before the exam so i really need to lock in and study !!! TToTT
so yeah! i'll still be active on twitter for casual fangirling but i won't be checking this blog much until i'm done with jlpt exams 🙏 thank you for understanding and please wish me luck!!!! yo banan really needs it 😭😭 🙏
thanks for reading and hope you guys have a good day <3
How have you been? It has been a while since we talked and NOW I JUST SAW YOUR POST
OMG WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN? I AM NOT SHOCKED BUT AT THE SAME TIME DAMN... 💔💔💔
Is it weird if I said I cried a little bit? I dont wanna be dramatic but wow this is like a hit of reality you always try to avoid man... And I have so many thoughts but I don't know how to say it? I wanna act like this one pick me girl video on tiktok where she goes "stop guys ✋ you are not like this, i know you 🥹" (lol sorry)
But you know i have so many things i wanna say but I don't wanna say something that gonna offend or hurt you or the rest of Fantaros
HI!!!!!
OH MY GOD I GET YOU!!!! I'm so glad we already talked about SawaLeya's situation months back so it's not shocking per se, more like. It's the sinking dread to see it being real and caught in 4K..........
It's totally understandable to cry!! When I saw the scene in question, I literally went to read back your messages and our convo for my own emotional support 🥲 I still agree where you said that Sawa is a challenging individual to become close to despite his kind demeanor. Truthfully I also refuse to interact with difficult co-workers so I can't find it in me to blame Sawa. It just sucks that person for him is a fellow member 😭
Joins you inthe tiktok girlie behaviour! yes we know this isn't them!! Sawa you're not like this we know you're better than this!! *continue to be delulu*
If I have to say, the incident this time is unbearable than usual because fans of other members could see it clearly too so it became a large scale fandom drama 🫠 Before this only the trained eyes of SawaLeya fans would see it (lol) and only discuss behind closed doors...
But because so many fans are involved, there are people that come to question the leaders and managers for not doing any intervention or remedial. Some started to nitpick on other members saying they're also complicit in sidelining Leiya...and a whole lot of other assumptions! Everyone is just very upset. :'((
I feel bad for Leiya, I'm disappointed in Sawa but most of all, I'm tired of being worried for some japanese dudes interpersonal relationship!! ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ノ︵ ┻━┻
And so I have made a line. Anything behind the camera is for them to settle as adults!!! These dudes are not our friends, we don't know them so I will stop worrying and giving them anymore of my time!!! I will only care when it effects their dance and performance!!!
Additional:
While it's true that they might not be close, I do still want to believe they're friends. :')
Just like how they talked with each other normally for fanradio, or when Leiya asked Sawanatsu about his running regime during the 24hours tv show, or how in the 2nd day behind the scene where they DO high five each other!!! they might not look each other in the eye yet but i'll believe!!! I BELIEVE IN SAWALEYA!!!!! 🙏🙏
See SawaLeya is doing high five properly tHEYRE FINE!!!! <3
i have seen some tweets that said "this isnt the kind of behaviour of a group that aims for dome concert should have" or "this is the signs of disband" etcetra
my opinion is: i dont know. i dont know what kind of group does dome concert or what kind of group stays together long. i'm not an idol group analyst or shit. because every other group i know is also having issues. even the accomplished jsb3 is in shambles rn. nothing is constant when you're supporting real living people.
whether fanta is a good group or not that's not something i can answer. i support fantastics because its the group where keito is the happiest. and when my best boy is happy, i'm happy.
my way of looking at the sawaleya issue through rose tinted glasses
Even if sawa doesnt go out of his way to interact with leiya, there is still someone he would hold hands with and gives a big smile whenever they lock eyes…my best boy Keito!!!!
ZUSSHO IS REAL AND FULL OF LOVE ❤️ 🐸🦖❤️
And because they have to physically keep sawa and leiya apart, leiya will always end up next to my best boy!
Meaning i get Endless supply of LEYAKETO!!!! ❤️🐵🐸❤️
How have you been? It has been a while since we talked and NOW I JUST SAW YOUR POST
OMG WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN? I AM NOT SHOCKED BUT AT THE SAME TIME DAMN... 💔💔💔
Is it weird if I said I cried a little bit? I dont wanna be dramatic but wow this is like a hit of reality you always try to avoid man... And I have so many thoughts but I don't know how to say it? I wanna act like this one pick me girl video on tiktok where she goes "stop guys ✋ you are not like this, i know you 🥹" (lol sorry)
But you know i have so many things i wanna say but I don't wanna say something that gonna offend or hurt you or the rest of Fantaros
HI!!!!!
OH MY GOD I GET YOU!!!! I'm so glad we already talked about SawaLeya's situation months back so it's not shocking per se, more like. It's the sinking dread to see it being real and caught in 4K..........
It's totally understandable to cry!! When I saw the scene in question, I literally went to read back your messages and our convo for my own emotional support 🥲 I still agree where you said that Sawa is a challenging individual to become close to despite his kind demeanor. Truthfully I also refuse to interact with difficult co-workers so I can't find it in me to blame Sawa. It just sucks that person for him is a fellow member 😭
Joins you inthe tiktok girlie behaviour! yes we know this isn't them!! Sawa you're not like this we know you're better than this!! *continue to be delulu*
If I have to say, the incident this time is unbearable than usual because fans of other members could see it clearly too so it became a large scale fandom drama 🫠 Before this only the trained eyes of SawaLeya fans would see it (lol) and only discuss behind closed doors...
But because so many fans are involved, there are people that come to question the leaders and managers for not doing any intervention or remedial. Some started to nitpick on other members saying they're also complicit in sidelining Leiya...and a whole lot of other assumptions! Everyone is just very upset. :'((
I feel bad for Leiya, I'm disappointed in Sawa but most of all, I'm tired of being worried for some japanese dudes interpersonal relationship!! ┻━┻ ︵ヽ(`Д´)ノ︵ ┻━┻
And so I have made a line. Anything behind the camera is for them to settle as adults!!! These dudes are not our friends, we don't know them so I will stop worrying and giving them anymore of my time!!! I will only care when it effects their dance and performance!!!
Additional:
While it's true that they might not be close, I do still want to believe they're friends. :')
Just like how they talked with each other normally for fanradio, or when Leiya asked Sawanatsu about his running regime during the 24hours tv show, or how in the 2nd day behind the scene where they DO high five each other!!! they might not look each other in the eye yet but i'll believe!!! I BELIEVE IN SAWALEYA!!!!! 🙏🙏
See SawaLeya is doing high five properly tHEYRE FINE!!!! <3
The last time I watched final stage was during revice (2022~) and even back then i dont think the theme song artist (Da-Ice) appears in final stage....
Oh fanta you are so special to gavv,,,,,,,,, 🥹🙏🙏🙏🫶