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[theblackfamilysheep]

Pure Of Heart // Dumb of Ass

𝙼 𝚞 𝚗  & &  𝙼 𝚞 𝚜 𝚎

𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢; @calvaluna​

𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐; @fairdoves​ @boywhelmed​ @deliciousfear​ anyone else who wants to tbh

(  𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎  𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝,  𝚜𝚘  𝚒𝚝  𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝  𝚐𝚘  𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕  𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚕  !  )

[theblackfamilysheep]

BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark   ⋆ fire   ⋆  open water   ⋆  deep water   ⋆  freezing ⋆  being alone  ⋆ crowded spaces   ⋆  confined spaces ⋆  change   ⋆  failure  ⋆  war  ⋆  loss of control  ⋆ powerlessness ⋆  prison   ⋆  blood   ⋆  drowning   ⋆  suffocation  ⋆  public speaking   ⋆  natural animals   ⋆  the supernatural   ⋆  heights   ⋆  death ⋆  dying  ⋆ intimacy ⋆ rejection  ⋆  abandonment  ⋆ loss  ⋆  the unknown   ⋆  the future  ⋆   not being good enough  ⋆  scary stories   ⋆  speaking to new people   ⋆  poverty   ⋆  loud noises   ⋆  being touched ⋆  forgetting  ⋆  being forgotten

tagged by: @calvaluna

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[theblackfamilysheep]

Muse Profile: Sirius Black

—  basics

▸ is your muse tall/short/average? Tall ( 6′3″ )

▸ are they okay with their height? Yeah.

▸ what’s their hair like?

Black, shiny. 

▸ do they spend a lot of time on their hair/with their grooming? He does have a tendency making sure his hair looks good. The time that takes varies day to day, but he always at least brushes it. 

▸ does your muse care about their appearance? He’s not as vain as he sometimes seems to be, but he does usually care about keeping himself carefully unkempt. 

▸ does your muse care about what others think about them? He cares more than he likes to let on, but he only truly cares for the opinions of a select few. 

—  preferences

▸ indoors or outdoors?

Outdoors

▸ rain or sunshine?  

Sunshine

▸ forest or beach?

Forest

▸ precious metals or gems?

Gems

▸ flowers or perfumes?  

Flowers

▸ personality or appearance?

Personality

▸ being alone or being in a crowd?

Crowd

▸ order or anarchy?

Either

▸ painful truths or white lies?

Painful truths

▸ science or magic?

Magic

▸ peace or conflict?

Conflict (as much as he’d like to say peace)

▸ night or day?

Night

▸ dusk or dawn?

Dusk.

▸ warmth or cold?

Warmth

▸ many acquaintances or a few close friends?  

Few close friends

▸ reading or playing a game?

Playing a game

—  questionnaire

▸ what are some of your muse’s bad habits? He drinks a bit too much, doesn’t handle his emotions well which either leads to him drinking more or self harming in the form of picking fights or punching unforgiving objects. 

▸ has your muse lost anyone close to them? how has it affected them? He lost his family young, and not in the traditional way. That hurt him deeply, though he pretends as though it didn’t. Losing James, Lily, and Peter and then going to Azkaban really did a number on him though. 

▸ what are some fond memories your muse has? Anything with the Mauraders. Being with Regulus before they grew apart. Meeting and babysitting (and spoiling) Harry. 

▸ is it easy for your muse to kill?

Not easy, but he’s in a war and he doesn’t hesitate to do what he has to in order to keep his loved ones safe. 

▸ what’s it like when your muse breaks down?

It’s not a pretty spiral. Usually involves him doing everything he can to push the people he cares about away from him, either because he feels like he doesn’t deserve having them or because he doesn’t want them to get caught up in his destructive behavior. Pretty much just a series of stupid decisions that will either push people away, allow him to not think for a bit, or get him physically hurt to avoid emotional turmoil.

▸ is your muse capable of trusting someone with their life? Yes, but with very select people. This trust is even harder won after Peter’s betrayal. 

▸ what’s your muse like when they’re in love?

It depends a bit, but a lot of times Sirius is afraid of the commitment and trust that comes with being in love. He’s usually afraid of people not liking what they see after getting to know him truly. But, if he gives in and allows himself to be in love, he’s fiercely protective and rather sweet. He wants his partner to be as happy as he can possibly make them. 

Tagged by:  @calvaluna (:o i stole it)

Tagging: @peacelonging @normalwitch @willowguarded @nxtalittlegirl @islandxfmisfits

[theblackfamilysheep]

WHAT IS YOUR DYNAMIC?

Alphas are the ‘dominant’ dynamic. They are generally aggressive, protective, and fearless. They’re incredibly strong, and will always step in to protect someone in danger. You’re like a knight in shining armour, racing to the rescue of whoever needs you!

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Tagging: @sweetxdisasters @islandxmisfits @spiritus-amicus @subcubare @hnikarr if you all want to :)

[theblackfamilysheep]

WHICH TRAGIC CHARACTER FROM GREEK MYTHOLOGY ARE YOU // 

pentheus

you are pentheus from the bacchae by euripides, and you hold yourself so tightly wound together and so perfectly in place that even the slightest push will make you shatter. you are determined, you are headstrong, and you are addicted to pushing yourself to your farthest limits just to see when you'll snap. you find comfort in tradition, order, and authority, because that's where you are allowed to be blind to the darkness inside you. once in a while, give into the temptation and the chaos you keep denying yourself. it's the only way to not be afraid anymore.

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tagging: (if you want to of course!) @humilemvatis @fightwing @dvineglory @insaniamcura @thexwayward 

[theblackfamilysheep]

“NEGATIVE” QUALITIES: ZODIAC EDITION.

adapted from this post !! bold what definitely applies to your muse.  italicize what somewhat applies to your muse.  italicize & bold what used to apply to your muse. repost; do NOT reblog.

ARIES.   tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate

TAURUS.   idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general ( coping mechanisms ), a tad codependent

GEMINI.    the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them

CANCER.    the literal meaning of I’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them

LEO.    no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always, a crackhead

VIRGO.    can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are

LIBRA.   solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love their self

SCORPIO.   easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves

SAGITTARIUS.   impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them

CAPRICORN.    scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a LOT for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally

AQUARIUS.    gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little

PISCES.    empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesn’t know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgmental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation

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[theblackfamilysheep]

what is your throne made of ? : gold.

those who rule from a throne of gold lead their people fiercely and courageously. even when they feel unfit to rule, they soldier on and never let their fears weaken any aspect of their reign. they value bravery over all other assets. although they care for their people with a burning loyalty, they also believe that violence is sometimes necessary, a symbol of strength to protect the kingdom when it is threatened.

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[theblackfamilysheep]

Sirius & his mother.

As much as Sirius hates to admit it, he takes after his mother. Where Regulus tales after their father, resevedness and logic first, Sirius takes after Walburga, all volatile emotions and impulsivity. He hears it less now that he’s separated himself from his family, espescially once the disownment is official. But occasionally someone who knew his mother will mention it, and Sirius will quickly go rigid with tension. It’s a quick way to blow his mood. 

He can’t do much more than deny the resemblence in a knee-jerk reaction though, because he can see it himself. He recognizes her when his anger becomes too much to contain or when he attempts to drown a manic episode in alcohol before it can really take root, only to help it along instead. It scares him, their similarities, and he can’t bring himself to look much deeper, because if he does he’s afraid there will be more. He always pushes the fear down and hides it with a flourish and a laugh, but that’s her too. 

He may look more like his father, but his expressions and emotions are all his mother. And so, he’ll cling to good emotions, ones he doesn’t link to her, for as long as he can.