#school flashbacks

[tech-obsessed-shark]

AGH HE JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL

[zu-is-here]

When did you decide to learn English?

I didn't, I just had the imprudence to go to school

*a humanitarian's whine*

[zu-is-here]

Have you ever eaten your lunch in between a on going class with your friends? Cause I sure did😜😜 and believe me it was so much fun when the teacher turned around to the noise and ended with saying'The pigeons sure are noisy today'😂😂

(≧∀≦)☆

[gncrevan]

rich bullies pay me reparations for the lasting trauma you caused me challenge

[gncrevan]

if you have a ton of unresolved trauma about being beaten up, bullied and abused by peers and teachers at school for the entire time you were a student clap your hands 🎶👏

[gncrevan]

not to misuse the term gaslighting but when people insult and degrade you and then whenever you call them out on it they tell you it's just your screwed impressions and they're not doing anything wrong and it's you who's wrong and this happens for most of your life with peers in school and with your parent ..... yeah i think that's gaslighting actually?

anyway someone did that to me today and hoo boy did i feel exactly like i was fourteen again 🙃

[gncrevan]

i’m tired of practicing selflessness and yet never being good enough, i’m tired of not receiving protection, i’m tired of those who should protect me considering me a danger instead, i’m tired of them protecting those who endanger me as if i could ever threaten them, i’m tired of the narrative where the victim is called an aggressor, i’m tired of punishment and being told i deserve it, i’m tired of loving the ones who hurt me, i’m tired of forgiving, i’m tired of understanding, i’m tired of crying every time i get exhausted enough that the memories can find me, i’m tired of lashing out, i’m tired of being wrong all the time in every way, i’m tired of trying (and failing) to please everyone, i’m tired i’m tired i’m tired let me rest

[gncrevan]

today i overheard two classmates talking about me and i was ready to go into flashback mode when i realised … they were saying how helpful i am and how nice it is that i always explain stuff to them and take my time to make sure they understand. which is incredibly sweet? except i was already in turmoil at that point so i had/have really mixed feelings about the situation but i try to think about how great it is that they see me that way.