#school is closed

[giffypudding]

Waking up to a snow day

[queenie435]

[thenavybluet-shirt]

It’s hard to feel excited about the fact that I’m about to graduate high school right now.  It’s hard to feel excited about having finished high school when all of the fun of the end of my senior year got ripped out from under me. I was looking forward to having more adventures, making my own prom dress with my best friend, having a post graduation star party. It’s hard when it feels like that has been replaced with the most boring summer of my life, and I for one, am over it already.

But I should feel excited, right? I’m about to finish something that has consumed the last 13 years of my life! I’m supposed to be excited about what’s next, that I get to go on to be my own person and choose my own path, but I’m not ready, I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye.

I wish I could be excited. On the night before I had to play in the orchestra for last year’s graduation, I burst into tears because I realized that I wanted to be graduating, that I want to be moving onto college and being more in charge of my life and I wish I could be happy for myself but I can’t muster up the excitement for me of 12 months ago, not when it looks ever increasingly like I won’t be in dorms next fall. Not when I can’t spend this time creating memories with my friends. Not when I haven’t had a chance to thank the teachers I love. Not when it feels like the only thing certain is that tomorrow and tomorrow’s tomorrow and the day after that, the world will still be on lockdown. I can’t be excited for her and it pains me, because she so desperately wanted to be walking across that stage.

I think it’s okay to not be excited. I think it’s okay because we all feel that way. We all in the class of 2020 are still mourning the loss of the senior year that should have been and slowly losing hope for the freshmen year we have been dreaming about. At least this time, I am not alone.

[astro-hotline]

Hawaii is experiencing a hurricane

So if you guys want to send any messages, astrology observations, comments, questions, GMS, etc, please send it my way! Just trying to keep entertained!

[contemplatingoutlander]

We are in the middle of a blizzard and the University is closed. I thought I’d post this wonderful video that stars Moses Brown Head of School Matt Glendinning that was made before the Blizzard of 2015. (Wow the principals of my schools were never that cool--then again they were nuns!) 

So for those of us experiencing this blizzard in the Northeast, stay inside and enjoy a day off!

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[sweetorangepoptart]

Snow day!

[definitly-not-an-waffle]

Mood #1

I’m not going to die of Corona, I’m going to die of fudging stress because of all that damn homework we have been assigned

[wholeblocklookinlikeu]

Ok so I have a panic attack, convince myself the reason I can't breathe is bc I have the virus and the proceed to freak out even more...this will be fun.