Slowly | Jihun
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Word Count: 2208 (probaly a bit less because of the chats)
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Jihun x OC
-Admin Hanna
gif by @henmi
It was 6am and you woke up because your phone kept making noises. Today you had the first free day since weeks -or actually- months again and all you wanted to do was nothing but sleep in. But there was one person who woke you up, or to be specific, there were five.
You stretched out your arm to reach your phone and you saw that you got eight new messages. You slowly unlocked your phone and stared at the chats for a long time. Maybe for a much longer time than you expected it. The next moment that you recall is that your phone rang again and you woke up because of it. Now you have nine unread messages.
Two were from your mother wishing you good night and a nice free day. You noticed that you got those messages at 23pm and you concluded that you fell asleep before she even sent them. You normally don’t fall asleep early because you work every day until late at night to finish some work. But you were way too exhausted yesterday to actually do anything.
Seungjun also send you two messages. And one of them was the one that made you woke up when you dozed off just a minute earlier.
> ʜᴇʏ, ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴏᴜᴘᴄʜᴀᴛ !!! > ωʜʏ ᴀʀᴇɴ'ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴜᴘ? ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ᴛᴏ ωᴏʀᴋ? ⁰⁶:⁰⁴ ᴬᴹ
You let out a loud sigh out of frustration and you started to stamp your feeds on your bed which caused you to be fully awake now.
> sᴇᴜɴɢᴊᴜɴ... > ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ɪ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ʏᴇsᴛᴇʀᴅᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴏғғ ᴛ ᴏ ᴅ ᴀ ʏ ? ⁰⁶:⁰⁵ ᴬᴹ
While Seungjun typed in something you went out of his and yours chatroom to see from whom you got the five left messages. It was from your chatroom with all five members from KNK. You thought that it was just some useless conversation they had at 6am in the morning and you decided to turn your sound off to get some more sleep, even though you were more than awake thanks to them, but your mind suddenly changed when you saw that Jihun wrote a message which said “Doesn’t Y/N have a day off..”. You quickly opened the chat and read the previous messages.
> ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏω ωʜᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪᴛ ɪs? ᶤᵈᶤᵒᵗ ⁻ ⁰⁵:⁵⁵ ᴬᴹ > sᴇᴜɴɢᴊᴜɴ... ᴊᴜsᴛ sʜᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜᴄᴋ. ɪᴛs ɴᴏᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇ. ɪᴛs ғʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ 6ᴀᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ. sᴏᴍᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ. ᶤᶰᵈᵒᶰᶰᶤ ⁻ ⁰⁵:⁵⁷ ᴬᴹ
You knew that Inseong had a temper but you didn’t expect him to curse like this in your group chat. But on the other hand you can quite understand him and you think that you would react the same as him. Especially at this time of the day. While you read the chat Seungjun already wrote you a couple of messages which only said that he was sorry and that he totally forgot it. You didn’t mind answering him since this group chat had your attention - or actually only Jihuns last message about you. > ᴛ_ᴛ ωʜʏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏ ᴍᴇᴀɴ?? ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ωᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀsᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ωᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ.. ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏω ωɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ɪɴsᴇᴏɴɢ!!!! ᶤᵈᶤᵒᵗ ⁻ ⁰⁵:⁵⁷ ᴬᴹ > ??? ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀsᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ ?? ᴅᴏᴇsɴᴛ ʏ/ɴ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ωᴏʀᴋ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ? ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴍ ᴏғғ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ!! ᶤᶰᵈᵒᶰᶰᶤ ⁻ ⁰⁶:⁰¹²ᴬᴹ > ᴏᴍɢ ʏᴏᴜʀᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. ᴅɪᴅ sʜᴇ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ?? ᶤᵈᶤᵒᵗ ⁻ ⁰⁶:⁰³ ᴬᴹ > ᴅᴏᴇsɴ’ᴛ ʏ/ɴ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴅᴀʏ ᴏғғ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ? ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ sʜᴇ ᴛᴏʟᴅ ɪᴛ ᴜs ʏᴇsᴛᴇʀᴅᴀʏ? ʲᶤʰᵘᶰ♥ ⁻ ⁰⁶:⁰⁶ ᴬᴹ
Maybe you had too many expectations but you were so happy that actually Jihun remembered that you had your day off today. You couldn’t stop smiling but then reality hit you. Maybe it was just the sound that your phone made because you got a new message again or it was just a sudden thought swing. It’s totally a fact for you that Jihun would never like you the way you like him. He already has a stressed life so why would he make it more stressful? Why should he try to be extra careful so that no one caught his relationship so that no rumours start? Why should he go through this to bother with his girlfriend? And why should you be his girlfriend? You had a lot of thoughts them and even more but you tried to forget about them. Today is not the first day that you had those thoughts. You have them whenever you hear his name or his voice, when you see him or just a picture from him. Your mind drifted away one again once Jihun texted you. And this time not in the group chat.
> sᴏʀʀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴇᴜɴɢᴊᴜɴ ωᴏᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴜᴘ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs.. ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʜᴇ ωᴀs ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴇxɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ.. ⁰⁶:⁰⁸ ᴬᴹ
You were about to send him back a message saying that he doesn’t need to be sorry and that it’s okay since it’s normal for you to wake up this early - or even earlier- but then he send you a new message.
> ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ɴᴏω ⁰⁶:⁰⁹ ᴬᴹ You swear that you just heard your heart beat. How could you possible sleep now? Why must he be so cute? And why do you like him so much? You replied him with a simple “I will” and tried to go back to sleep. At least, you tried. Whenever you closed your eyes you saw his face and started to think about those little messages he send you today. The day just started and you were already head over heels about Jihun.
Some time passed and you actually managed to fall asleep. You woke up at 09:30 am and now your free day can begin. You unlocked your phone again and noticed a couple of new messages from different chats. The first one was Seungjun’s from 6am apologizing to you for waking you up. You also got a couple of new messages from your group chat and overflew them quickly. Since Seungjun wanted to do something today he decided to go to the cinema to watch some movie. It looked like everyone agreed on that suggestion and you replied to them that you also want to come with them. Especially since first, you haven’t been in the cinema for a while thanks to your work, second, you didn’t spent a lot of time with your friends in a while and third, you also wanted desperately to watch that new horror movie.
Seungjun decided to watch the movie in the evening and everyone agreed. You had still some time since you would met up those five and you decided to spend some time in the city. Time passed and you made your way to the cinema. You came earlier so you didn’t expected them to be already there but somone looked familiar. You slowly approached him and he also turned around. Even though he was wearing a mask and a cap there was no doubt that it was Jihun. While you were running to him he also took a few steps closer and waved to you. Both of you greeted each other and you asked him where the others were. He said that Seungjun texted him a minute earlier telling him that they will come later and that Jihun and you should buy some popcorn and wait in the cinema hall where the movie will play. So both of you did and to be honest you didn’t mind that the other would come later so that you and Jihun could spend more time together.
You bought a big popcorn bag and sat down in your seats in your cinema hall. There weren’t many people there but it was propably only because the film hasn’t started yet. You checked your phone since Jihun was on the toilet and you noticed that Seungjun texted you something strange. > we won't come > enjoy your time with jihun alone ¹⁹:⁵⁰ ᴾᴹ You noticed someone sitting next to you while you tried to understand the current situation. You could feel your checks turning red but luckily the lights were already off. You didn’t notice that Jihun was leaning in until he told you that he got the same messages from Seungjun which caused you to jump in your seat and you let out a little scream. Jihun also got a shook and asked you if you really want to watch a horror movie with him. You slowly nodded and he flicked your forehead with his finger saying “No need to turn red.”. You turned your head around focosing on the screen while Jihun laughed it off. He quitely muttered “Cute.” to himself but you didn’t heard it. It was quite awkward for you to be with Jihun this close and noone around you. Well, technicly there were other people but maybe only around 15? You dind’t know if you should thank the others or not for putting you in a situation like this with Jihun. You know that Jihun would never like you so you tried to not make a big deal out of it and act like you are enjoying just some time with a close friend. You are just a “normal” girl who is nothing special beside all those idols who can sing, dance and whatelse that you can’t. But you didn’t know that Jihun would think the same way as you do.
You were releaved when the film started because you couldn’t endure the awkwardness anymore. The movie had a duration from almost 2h and you couldn’t believe that Jihun fell asleep when the movie actually got thrilling. While he slept he laid his head on your shoulder and at first you got a little shook because of the sudden touch but actuall relaxed when you saw his cute sleeping face. When he moved a bit to make himself comfortable on your shoulder you quickly focused again on the movie.
Because of a little jump scare in the movie you jumped in your seat due to the shook and totally fogot that Jihun was sleeping on your shoulder. He woke up because of your sudden movement and rubbed his eyes with his right hand. You instantly turned to him and apologized and asked him if he was alright. He looked up to you and both of you noticed that your faces where too close. His right arm was resting on the seat armrest and his left hand suddenly stroke your right cheek and your face turned red. He slowly leant in to kiss you but you turned around fast and tried to focus on the movie.
You somehow made it through the movie and when the movie ended you turned your face to Jihun’s direction and noticed that he was sleeping again. You slightly touched his cheeks over and over to wake him but he only growled. You told him quietly to wake up but he only muttered ”I don’t want to~.” while he laid his head on your shoulder. You stroke his hair with your left hand and said that both of you need to leave now. He answered “But I want to sleep”. You were quite for a while because you thought that he could rest for a few more minutes.
But after Jihun’s last words he took your hand and stared at you with his sleepy eyes. You didn’t get to say anything because he stood up and left the cinema with your hand in his. While you were on your way out the two of you put your jacket on and he his cap and mask.When you left the cinema he headed to your direction. You wanted to ask him so many things right now but you thought that it was better to keep the silence.
He suddenly stopped in his tracks and turned around. He lowered his mask so that it didn’t cover hismouth and reached out his hands to your face. You were looking into his eyes and he in yours. You wanted to ask him what he is doing but he started to speak.
“I can’t keep up with this Y/N. I really didn’t know that they planed this only to get me closer to you but I know that you don’t like me the way that I like you. I know that you will never like me especially because I am a singer and I know that you don’t want to get into chaos for dating me. But.. I really do like you. I want you to know that.”. Silence. You stared at his eyes and for the first time you really saw that he meant what he said. He really likes you. A small smile was formed on your face and Jihun looked at you weird.
“Do you think it’s funny?” he quitely asked you with disappointment while he slowly looked down. You shook your head and your smile got bigger.
“What is it then?” he was still looking away and you noticed that he was embarrassed because he confessed his feelings to you.
“Because I like you too”















