Did you feel it? At some point...
Past... It means something that's already been done in your life... Something that you have overcome... May it be joy, weakness, or even life itself.
I had a boyfriend once... To be honest, I have no idea why I accepted his proposal. Whenever I was away from him I used to miss him. Like really miss him but when I was with him I never felt anything... None of our kisses felt natural to me. None made my heart go crazy, not even his touch or hand-holding, not even his voice or his laugh. In fact it used to irritate me to no end.
So, no I never felt butterflies, flutter, heart skipping beat, craving for a touch, or anything like that with a person.
Maybe I never will and that makes me sad... Knowing that the only person I am comfortable with is me... I feel lonely with everyone but me... Maybe I was brought to this earth to explore and learn in solitude.
But I still want to hold someone's hand and feel like the world's most luckiest person... I want a kiss that makes me see stars, I want a hug that I never want to escape...