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Dead, just dead!
I still see their name come up and see them calling me from the gate of my house to come out and let them hug me right when the clock strikes 12:00 am. I still see them yelling at me that I am freaking awesome. I still and will always remember their last touch. Their last word. Their last feel. Just that I never thought it was the last kiss.
We never know.... Never.
Maybe somewhere, in a different time, in a different place, in a different world, you were alive, you were with me, you loved me and we were happy. [insp.]
You!
Your laugh used to be music. Your whines used to be my inspiration. Your nervousness for asking me out for the first time was the reason for that stupid grin plastered on my face for the whole day. Your funny face on my phone's screen was just enough to pull me through any shit hole I'd be digging for myself. Your soft gaze have always been my favorite lullaby. Your touch was my morning coffee. Your pout over my smugness was the reason I'd kiss you hard after our arguments. You were mine and I was yours and we kinda ruined this whole world's eyes with our sappiness.... And then you'd sing me to sleep whilst staying connected over phone until morning so that my grumpy morning voice would be the first sound that'd fall on your ear. You used to love me and then suddenly you didn't and I have no idea what happened. I think I never deserved you. you deserve more much better. a kind of person who will hold you when you feel sad, who will take you to romantic dates, who will take you on drives, who will kiss your forehead before you leave, who will make time for you, who will not snap at you when they are pissed but will sit and talk out differences... I am ashamed and sorry that I wasn't that... I am sorry I couldn't be that.... but I love you and I always will. even if we don't talk to each other anymore I'll always be by your side and love you with same ferocity...
The friend I felt like was always more than that...
The first time he tried to contact me was on April 8th 2017. And the first time I ever actually met him was almost a year back when I was going through the weirdest chapter of my life. My coach took me out for a breather and I met him at his favourite spot. We both were roller speed skaters. And we both shared the love for sport annd the heart break over not continuing it.
When girls bite their bottom lips or wink or raise one of their eye brows, I feel things. A HELL OF LOT OF THINGS.
“It is hard to stare at her, hard because she’s not the distant Girl who smiles at me anymore. She has become more than that, more than I expected her to become and more than I was looking for her to become. …It is hard to stare at her because as I know she is starting to love me, I am starting to love her. I don’t care what she’s done or who she’s done it with. I don’t care about whatever demons may be in her closet. I care about how she makes me feel and she makes me feel strong and safe and calm and warm and true.”
— James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (via books-n-quotes)
“In the end, he hurt me more than I hurt him. I broke his heart, but he tore mine into a million pieces. Even if I wanted to piece it back together, I would never find them all because he would always be holding some.”
— Colleen Hoover, Never Never (via books-n-quotes)
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“The things that we’ve done to survive, they don’t define us.“ (x)
THECLEXA FANFIC MASTER LIST
As you may (or may not) know, a few months ago I embarked on a journey to create a document for the Clexa fandom that would serve as a resource for those of you who enjoy reading fanfiction about our favorite lesbian warlord and bisexual space leader (and any AU personas they may take on…). Today, with much help along the way from the best co-captain and technology wizard ever (@ayokidd), WE ARE EXCITED TO RELEASE THE FIRST DRAFT OF THIS DOCUMENT! (Containing over 600 completed fics!)
Please continue reading for the download link, as well as more information on how to use the document!
It’s a good thing you all love reading so much, because this post is quite long…but hopefully informative!.
Check out Clexarkives or keep reading to access The Clexa Fanfic Master List!!
What is the Clexa Fanfic Master List?
The Clexa Fanfic Master List is an on-going Microsoft Excel document that will eventually contain ALL completed Clexa and Lexark fanfiction - categorized, organized, hyperlinked, and listed all in one exportable document for your reading and fic-tracking pleasure! YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT…all 5,000+ fics (or whatever the final tally is!) will eventually be included! The document will be periodically updated and re-released as more fics are added to it over time. This will all be located on our blog @clexarkives, where you can find the frequently updated Master List and some other cool features.
How do I access the Clexa Fanfic Master List?
You need Microsoft Excel (or a program that opens Excel files) to access the document. You can download the document by clicking this link here. This link will take you to Google Drive where you can download the file and open it on your computer.
DO NOT view the document in Google Drive - the hyperlinks won’t work! YOU MUST DOWNLOAD AND OPEN THE DOCUMENT IN MICROSOFT EXCEL. We are also working on a Google Sheets version of the document for anyone unable to access the document through Excel or a similar program. Hang tight!
Once you download the document, save to your desktop and enjoy!
What fics are/will be included in the Clexa Fanfic Master List?
The Clexa Fanfic Master List will only include completed fics (it is simply impossible to keep updating such a large document with individual fic updates…we’ll leave that to the internet). We are, however, keeping track of current on-going fics and these will be added to the document as they are completed. Unfortunately, any fics that have been started but abandoned (author has no plans to finish or hasn’t updated for an extremely extended period of time) will not be included (unless they are one day completed) because I’m sorry but my heart can’t take that kind of investment and let down.
How is the Clexa Fanfic Master List organized?
The entire document functions as one large Excel workbook. There are four main sections, accessible from the Table of Contents:
1) Master List: contains a list of all the fics in the workbook, organized alphabetically by author 2) Canon: contains fics set in the canon universe, organized by ‘Season 2’, ‘Season 3’, and ‘Canon Divergent’ 3) AU Categories: contains fics set in alternate universes, organized by specific categories (ie., ‘Enemies to Lovers’, ‘Teacher/student’, ‘Fake Dating’, etc.) 4) Smut: contains sexy time fics, organized by specific categories (ie., ‘Fluffy Smut’, “Strap On’, ‘3x07’, etc.)
How do I navigate the Clexa Fanfic Master List?
The entire document is hyperlinked to make navigation as easy as possible. You can click through individual tabs if you so desire, but we HIGHLY SUGGEST using the hyperlinks to navigate through the workbook.
Navigating within a main section:
The Table of Contents contains four main sections, or pages (as described above). Clicking on each of these sections will bring you to the page set up for that specific section.
Example 1: If you click the “Canon” section from the Table of Contents, you will be directed to the “Canon” page where the “Canon” categories ‘Season 2’, ‘Season 3’, and ‘Canon Divergent’ are hyperlinked.
If you click on one of these three categories, let’s say ‘Season 2’, you will find a list of Clexa fics that take place during Season 2 of the show organized by Author, Title, Chapters, Word Count, Summary, and a link to the fic on AO3 where it was originally posted and made available by the author.
Example 2: If you click the “AU Categories” section from the Table of Contents, you will be directed to the “AU Categories” page where you will find a list of AU categories.
Let’s say that from the “AU Categories” page you’re interested in the ‘Fake Dating’ category. You simply click the ‘Fake Dating’ category, and now you have a list of ‘Fake Dating’ AU fics organized by Author, Title, Chapters, Word Count. Summary, and a link to the fic on AO3 where it was originally posted and made available by the author.
Same goes for the “Master List” and “Smut” sections as well.
Navigating between the main sections and throughout the document:
Each of the four sections has a hyperlink that will take you back to the Table of Contents in the upper left hand corner of the page.
Each individual category has two hyperlinks, both in the upper left hand corner of the page.
1) The “Table of Contents” hyperlink will, you guessed it, take you back to the Table of Contents. 2) The specific category hyperlink will take you back to the main section of whatever category you’re currently in. (For example: If you’re in the ‘Season 2’ category, clicking the “Canon” hyperlink will take you back to the “Canon” page. If you’re in the ‘Fake Dating’ AU category, clicking the “AU Categories” hyperlink will take you back to the “AU Categories” page.)
How do I know I am looking at the most recent version of the Clexa Fanfic Master List?
The Master List will be updated periodically as we add more fics and as more fics are completed. You can find the most recent version of the document by checking our @clexarkives blog! We will also keep an updated link to the master list in our individual Tumblr bios (@ayokidd & @swan-heda).
Isn’t the Clexa Fanfic Master List basically like AO3 and FF? Why create a separate document?
Yes and no. We’re hopeful that the Clexa Fanfic Master List will give you more control over your fic reading than using AO3 or your web browser alone. If you’re like me (really neurotic and anal), you might also hate having 1,000 bookmarks saved on A03 and your computer browser that you have to search through every time you’re looking for a specific fic, and you might desire a higher level of organization and control. This document will help bring fics right to your desktop. We will update with fics we find and any fics you send us, which delivers a “master list” of not only your personal bookmarks, but everyone else’s as well!
This document is intended to make searching for new fics to read and keeping track of fics you’ve already read as easy as possible. Using Excel functions like “search” make it possible to find any specific fic you may be looking for anywhere in the document, on a specific page, or in a specific category.
Once you download the Excel file, you can edit, change, and personalize the document however you’d like! You can highlight fics you’ve read, sort by chapter or word count, or color code or rank fics based on whatever system you want to create. You can even delete fics or fic categories that aren’t for you if you know you’ll never read them. The world is your oyster! (…or more so this doc is your oyster?…)
Can I make suggestions for the Clexa Fanfic Master List ?
ABSOLUTELY!!! We both love fanfiction. We both read A LOT of fanfiction. However, we are only two people, and there are likely many fics we have yet to include (this IS a first draft after all), so:
READERS: If your favorite fics aren’t listed and you’d like them to be, tell us and we’ll add them! (Please also tell us if you’d like to see a specific category added - if there are fics written that fit it, we’ll add it!)
AUTHORS: If your fics aren’t listed and you’d like them to be (there are A LOT of fics and chances are if it’s not included, we just didn’t get to yours yet!), please tell us and we’ll add them! If your fics ARE listed, but you don’t want them to be, please tell us and we’ll remove them! Also, let us know if you disagree with the category we placed your fic into and suggest a new one, and we’ll move it!
EVERYONE: PLEASE reach out to us with any questions, comments, concerns, suggestions, advice, love, dislike (polite, respectful dislike) etc. you have to offer! Please feel free to contact us in any way you feel comfortable, anonymously or not (reply to this post, message us, flood our ask boxes, send us submissions, etc.) We are both super friendly and would love some feedback! Tell us what you like, what you don’t like, what you’d like to see in future versions, etc. Any feedback you provide us with will only make the subsequent updated editions of the document even better. This is, after all, for each and every one of you.
Enjoy!
May We Meet Again,
Swan-Heda and Ayokidd
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“I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.”
— Pablo Neruda (via coral)
Did you feel it? At some point...
Past... It means something that's already been done in your life... Something that you have overcome... May it be joy, weakness, or even life itself.
I had a boyfriend once... To be honest, I have no idea why I accepted his proposal. Whenever I was away from him I used to miss him. Like really miss him but when I was with him I never felt anything... None of our kisses felt natural to me. None made my heart go crazy, not even his touch or hand-holding, not even his voice or his laugh. In fact it used to irritate me to no end.
So, no I never felt butterflies, flutter, heart skipping beat, craving for a touch, or anything like that with a person.
Maybe I never will and that makes me sad... Knowing that the only person I am comfortable with is me... I feel lonely with everyone but me... Maybe I was brought to this earth to explore and learn in solitude.
But I still want to hold someone's hand and feel like the world's most luckiest person... I want a kiss that makes me see stars, I want a hug that I never want to escape...
“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”
— Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms
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Trying to prove my grandma a point
“Never ruin an apology with an excuse.”
— Benjamin Franklin
