#scott rambles

[soupycawl]

on this day i am remembering the fact i used to doodle centricide characters in the inside covers of all my school exercise books. i’m sorry to my maths teacher who accidentally saw me draw libunity when she was just trying to mark my work. shame i burned all the books when i left high school, it’d be nice to see all the doodles again

[outcasts-bshsj]

I keep thinking about Scott and his ability to see in the future and how it fucked up so many relationships that he had.

He was 14 when he first got them, just imagine accidentally looking into the future to see how many times your friends and family will either abandon you or die in various ways and you want it to stop!

But it never does stop, and you have to learn how to control it at such a young age.

You keep only a handful of friends but you learn not to get attacted to them so easily, but it’s so hard to. This is honestly why he likes Alex and Carey so much, they don’t care about the future that much and they take their fate into their own hands.

Something that he wishes that he could do.

He also wants to have someone who he can vent to, someone who understands that he’s scared of losing people and is afraid he’ll never meet that type of person again.

But, he vents to Vien and Beau. Who both have stayed with him through thick and thin, lets him yell and cry when confronted with a terrifying future.

When he’s with them both, he isn’t as scared of the future as he normally is, and he’s fine with that.

[soupycawl]

writing a mini stonathan drabble (the brainworms have got to me) and i just love self projecting onto characters i write. jonathan has misophonia now and steve wears mismatched socks because “matching socks is a waste of time” i just like putting little pieces of myself into my work idk

[soupycawl]

ok i died for a bit sorry it was like 35°C in the uk and my shitty little student house is a really effective sauna and my work’s aircon broke so i’ve spent the last 4 days under a freezing shower shovelling ice in my mouth but i will return to writing in the morn

[elvenkingsmajor]

I talked a bit over messages with Gem. We’re gonna try cure her freezing tomorrow, since I can do that now.

I really missed her. I’m glad to see her again.

[elvenkingsmajor]

I hate to admit it but I do miss Fwhip. I used to help him with redstone stuff and it’s weird to not have that routine.

I’m still angry though.

[elvenkingsmajor]

I’m working on making ice decorations for Winterfest. It’s nice to know the magic I’ve been given isn’t all that terrible.

[elvenkingsmajor]

Okay. I’m going to bed, and I’m handling the crystal situation tomorrow. And getting Winterfest decorations! I’m very excited about that.