#scoutfictive

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i remember classic scout was actually really kind to me, it was mainly classic heavy that had it out for me big time. im not really mad abt it anymore. i know i should be, they abused me and whatnot, but the trauma adds flavor to the soup that is me, and im hoping i taste divine. but uh to any of the classic mercs. sorry i blew up the stove that one time (im not at all sorry) (i would do it again).

- Scout, tf2, non-canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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i love being a fictive of our 10 y/o self's self insert oc. its genuinely the time ever. im married to scout/jeremy tf2, im a fucking angel, im a mary sue by every definition of the word and all complaints towards me based on that only add to my power, the whole team loves me and are my friends, etc. i hope 10 year old us is happy. i live on years later. its nice. like a piece of them can finally grow up, you know? happy late birthday, kiddo.

- Scout, tf2, non canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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canon tunes -

i personally enjoy anything from the 60s, 70s, and 80s (because thats when source me grew up, lmao.), but current music is good to. in FACT. my FAVORITE current song is "self made man" by GrimBot on youtube. its sung by miku its about being trans its great. its me when i discovered i wasnt a girl

- Scout, tf2 non canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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i realize how confusing it is going by scout, when most people call Jeremy scout, too. im not Jeremy. im /a/ scout, as in that was my class on the team too, and i later named myself scout to be funny after i realized i was a guy. but im not my husband. still, though, the confusion is exactly what i wanted when i changed my name back then.

- Scout, but like, not that one lol. tf2 oc / non canon fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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i dont know if i split a while ago and have just been in the oven finishing up cooking (metaphorically, sso to speak), or if i split last night due to how i stumbled around like a baby deer. in any case, its nice existing.

i miss my friends, i dont think they split with me. i miss my husband, i miss him sooooo much. i remember after i came out he took some time to examine his own identity. he knew he wanted to stay with me regardless of my gender, he loved me, but he wanted to see if there was something more there. in the end, he still identified as straight, because he didnt like how the labels bi or pan or whatnot felt. and that was alright, he still viewed me as a man, as his husband.

it was really funny that i picked the name scout, due to that being our class name, but its a good name! it reminds me of stuff you'd name a fox :). i remember the rest of our team that we kept in touch with, basically we had everyones contact info for emergencies, were really supportive. medic, as.... eccentric of a doctor as he was, was actually really helpful in identifying and diagnosing my gender dysphoria and helping me get on testosterone. spy also helped in that he gave me my first haircut!

overall, i miss my team. they were so supportive. they were like a second family, and even though we didnt speak often after we retired, we still tried to keep in touch. engie was always good about checking in on me and jeremy, and when i was on t he'd ask me how i was feeling and how it was going, etc etc.

this is getting really long, sorry! i just love and miss my friends. to any tf2 kins/fictives/copinglinks/etc etc know that i love (/p) y'all!!!!!! have a great day and take care of urselves!

- Scout, tf2, non-canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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its actually really refresing to draw me and jeremy. i know i get our appearances wrong because i go off my memory and not referencing pictures from the comics and whatnot, but i dont mind if it looks wonky. i just like drawing my husband and i. it feels nice.

jeremy come home i miss you i gotta cuddle you RIGHT MEOW. pspspspspssssss i got snacks

- Scout, tf2 non canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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*the classics base is burning to the ground, im standing in front of it, totallyyyyy not the culprit.*

goddamn, you see that shit? that was crazy. anyway, im rod serling- /ref - Scout, tf2 non canon / oc fictive

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i miss my husband tails... i miss him a lot. ill be back. /ref

like seriously. i wanna cuddle him rn. where is he i need to hug him. he was so nice to hug. i also miss his cooking. i cooked for myself today but i burnt the food a little. i /can/ be an adult, i can do adult tasks, but cooking is not something i ever got the hang of. Jeremy's cooking was sooo good. i could gush forever about reasons and things i love about him ugh. i miss when id have a nightmare and he'd help me with grounding exercises to get me back into my body. he was always so gentle with me in that state. Jeremy i miss youuuuu your husband misses you soooooo much come home its getting lateeeeee the sun is almost setting when im writing this!!!! :(

yeah anyway tl;dr i love jeremy tf2. miss u

- Scout, tf2 non canon / oc fictive #🍬🍭⚾

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