#screw depression

[thebekashow]

[pastelbabygoth]

I know its been two months since we lost someone wonderful named Chester Bennington. Honestly i just cant seem to get over it.. i feel like i know his hurt.. I've always loved the songs as a child but now that im older, the songs have so much more meaning..especially through difficult times.

[ivarsrideordie]

Yes. Laying here looking at the door, curled up in a ball, having to pee, not wanting to get out of bed and face the day. Almost every day. It's exhausting.

[louiseannbenjamin72]

In spite of.

I decided to get washed up and dressed today as if I was going out. I decided to do this to say screw you to the depression. It had been awhile. I then lit a fall scented candle and knit a little.  It’s a good thing. We had rain, so I am fighting the pain again. Life is still good. -L

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[stardew-spook]

When the going gets tough, Stardew Valley got me.

It is meaningful enough to make me feel like I’m not wasting my time, but calming enough that even if I don’t feel capable of doing anything else I KNOW I can save a small town from Jojo Co.

Fighting depression = Fighting Jojo mart

[averageisa]

This is a lay in bed and dry all day type of day.

[singpraises]

I swear, some days go by easier than others. Some days, I’m able to pull myself together. Other days, I just fall apart completely. I try to make plans like to clean the house and be productive but then I find myself sleeping all day just to wake up at 7pm with a headache and try to drink coffee to make the pain go away... then when people ask me how I’m doing, I can’t help but lie and say, “I’m doing good... and you?”

[kittengiggles-puppysnuffles]

It's the shittiest thing when I can feel myself spiraling and cant seem to stop it. At least this time I'm doing a better job of not taking it out on people around me.