Snowflake Challenge: Day Three
In your own space, talk about your creative process - from what inspires you to what motivates you to how you manage to break through blocks. Does your process change depending on the type of creating you're doing? Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
Inspiration for writing happens to me like a punch in the gut. It often comes out of nowhere and can be triggered by the most unexpected of things. I can go looking for it--kind of like picking a fight with my own imagination--with no guarantee of finding it (although I usually do, my imagination being a sensitive sort), when I have an assignment to fulfill. Other times, a line from a song, an image, a scrap from a book will bring it on without warning. But I need that blow--be in an image, a line of dialogue, an emotion--in order to really and truly be able to write well.
Writing is a solitary, entirely internal process for me. Much of my "writing" goes on in my mind before I put anything to paper. At that point, it becomes a matter of transcribing what is already "written" in my brain. Other times, I just let the story unfold and record what happens. But I am not a person who can write collaboratively or even share what I've written until I'm satisfied with it. As a young writer, I made the mistake of sharing a story-in-progress with a friend and found that I couldn't write on it any more after that. Suddenly, there was an audience before me whenever I tried to write. I saw the people who would be reading it, and I found myself worrying about pleasing them rather than telling the story as I thought it deserved to be told. I was inhibited; I worried how every word, every action by my characters, would be judged.
Writing is so intensely internal that I sometimes lose track of where I am. People will speak to me; I won't hear them. I sometimes end up in rooms with no memory of going there. I can also work in environments many would name distracting--I once wrote most of a NaNovel at the ice rink where my husband played hockey and now do a lot of work at the resort where he snowboards and works on Ski Patrol--because I can go deep enough into my own mind to block most of that out. I know I do weird things while in this state--I bite my hands and wrists a lot when not in the throes of inspiration!--and people probably wonder at me. Let them.
As an English teacher, I refer to the "five-stage writing process" in my job all of the time. Mine is really two-and-a-half stages: Imagination. Writing. Very light revision. If I do prewriting, it is only so I don't forget my own plot (I have no memory for plot and often have to look up which major event came before which other major event in Tolkien's books) and is in the form of single words or short phrases because, if I elaborate too much, I feel like I've written the story already and it's no longer fun. There has to be the opportunity for discovery in there. Revision is mostly to make sure things sound like they did in my head but the massive cutting and rewriting that some writers do is not something that I can fathom.
I also do scribal arts, but that process is one of focus and precision; it can be very meditative but is not dissociative, like the writing process is. Instead of wandering out into the wild terrain of imagination, it requires extreme focus, which can also be very relaxing (and can exclude the wider world because of the depth of concentration required, though to a lesser extent than writing for me) but is a wholly different experience.