#scuffed rants

[lululandd]

WHY DO YOU HAVE SO MANY SHIT ON YOU!!!!!

[lululandd]

rant;

ever since being in close proximity with my dad bcause i have to kinda take care of him a little bit after the surgery i just have so much hatred like

why does he have to frame everything accusarily

“wheres my glassses? the glasses i gave you! the one i gave you a few minutes ago!”

me: what glasses

“nevermind its in my pocket :)”

or

“since you FORGOT to give me my eyedrops earlier lets do it now and reset the timer”

me: the doctor said once every 6 hours now so i didnt forget

“well i want to do it now”

i want to cry this is why i dont talk to him in the first place when is this gonna be over i just hate the feeling of always being wrong even though i know im not like my brain is beating me up over this shit i dont like it its like ive regressed this brings back so many bad memories that i dont wanna rmemeber

[lululandd]

drawing is satisfying but dios mio does it have to be so taxing?

[lululandd]

went kinda feral in the comment section of a fic and i guess the author didnt really know what to do with a wild animal being in there

my bad dude djdhsgsg ill be normal next time

[lululandd]

i fucking hate when i click with someone and they say they have feelings™ and now the wholeass friendship is awkward sjsgsfsfsg and then they stop talking to me bcause apparently they were only hella fucking friendly bcause they thought were gonna go somewhere fhshsgfhs why

[lululandd]

i am having so much fun experiencing new outdoor shit but i also miss my pc terribly

[lululandd]

i wanna be one of those coolass motherfuckers you see ousside who draws in their notebook but man i have the SHAKIEST hand

[lululandd]

heehee a little racist comment is ok theyre a close personal friend i see that as a joke

ok dawg imma fuck off