#second guessing everything

[celestie0]

i just wanna post ch11 of kickoff n get it out there but my fucking mind is a prison and keeps telling me it aint shit n i should give up on my hopes n dreams and also should still be embarrassed about that one thing i said five years ago

[erised-and-progress]

Not a good night... Am awake for at least half an hour already and barely slept before. Normally cuddling helps but nah

[nightshadecofaidh]

I wear rose-tinted glasses until they're violently ripped off of me.

[loveblvd]

many many thoughts

[heartworm2424]

Trust issues are getting out of hand. It’s debilitating my relationship with others. I can’t bring myself to believe anything people say anymore. In my head I’m always like “no you’re probably doing some shady shit” “no you’re lying” “no” “you’re lying” “lies” “no”

[di-zzzy]

Maybe I’m not him....

[2057]

struggling today bc 90% of my ability to human well with others comes from body language and that’s not an option rn

[poptarts-of-doom]

It’s weird how change makes you feel lost. I find myself just sitting around not knowing what to do in my free time. So sleeping it is. That is when there isn’t a cat meowing in my face. I think they feel a little lost too. Binx especially, as he has been seeking attention the most.