Oct 19, 2015
School Talk kinda shitty so don't read if if you don't want to hear about me being disappointed by things that I shouldn't be disappointed about
Okay what kinda fucked up standards have I developed for myself Where I’m mildly disappointed about a 92.8 A in my photography class Like That’s an A Why do I beat myself up over grades lower than a 95 I fucking hate what [redacted university] did to my personal grade standards
But hey I got a 105% on the photo midterm exam and a 100% on the last project so that’s awesome
#school-#grades-#please don't let my fucked up grade standard affect you like I let it happen to me#self esteem-#college-#negative-#shit this is probably also a#humblebrag-#because I'm always paranoid that I secretly want to lord myself over everyone#but I don't#I'm just complaining about how my brain makes me feel inadequate#Emilie blathers
