Sad stuff down belowwww ~~~~ So I'm having one of those nights where I can't really sleep and I keep getting up and just...staring at myself in the mirror. I hate everything about myself. I hate how tired I look, how large my face is, how stupid my hair looks on me, how my nose is huge and my eyes crooked. I just. I hate everything--literally everything--on or about me. And I've tried so hard to craft myself into a creature I even remotely like, and after five years nothing has helped. I want to punch myself in the fucking face for how hideous I am, it should be a fuckin sin. At least everyone else can take solace in the fact that I'm pretty sure I'm the most grotesque thing to walk this planet, so that spot is taken. Ya'll will naturally look good in comparison loooooool.