Well I wanted to be alone,
Because I thought it was the only way.
Well I wanted to be alone,
Because I thought loneliness will stop me from losing myself again.
But you had a mysterious power over me,
And it took so long for me to see.
That every time I’d toy with you,
I was really toying with me.
That every time I pushed you away,
It felt unnatural.
Because you were keeping my demons at bay,
And whenever I’d cut you out,
I was pushing my best self away.
Foolish fears,
Not foolish to the world,
But foolish with you.
Well the blood moon was trying to reveal us,
But I felt like I’d been hit by a bus.
And I thought maybe you believed,
But then there was a disaster,
Because I had become a master of foolishness.
But you had a mysterious power over me,
And it took so long for me to see.
That every time I’d toy with you,
I was really toying with me.
That every time I pushed you away,
It felt unnatural.
Because you were keeping my demons at bay,
And whenever I’d cut you out,
I was pushing my best self away.
Well that time the monster came out,
For the last time.
And a friend revealed to me my real feelings,
And so I cried for the last time “who am I?”
Only to apologise the next day,
Only to meet with true love’s kiss the next day.
Because you were keeping my demons at bay, And whenever I'd cut you out, I was pushing my best self away. Because you were keeping my demons at bay, And when I'd cut you out, I was pushing my best self away.