#selfcafe

[oneartivist]

Thanks

[japharii]

The right answers come, when you drown out the noise my nEYEgga. Focus on your focus, them distractions will still be there when you get back. #SelfCafe . . . . . . . . #JaPhariiJones #FYP #Explorepage #Explore #Black #BaneJones757 #PicofTheDay #DoubleTap #JaPharii #QuoteOfTheDay (at Staunton, Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CieVz7YOlnG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[mmrmorning]

무인카페 나우커피 @midmorningarchive_art 나우커피, 무인 셀프 카페로 전국에 매장이 많이 있다. . #나우커피 #NowCoffee #무인카페 #SelfCafe #카페 #Cafe #그림 #Drawing #낙서 #Doodle https://www.instagram.com/p/CYCtldku5mL/?utm_medium=tumblr

[knightraven37]

Getting my workout on. Gotta take time to self care #workoutmotivation #selfcafe #lovemyself (at Planet Fitness) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVn18N1JjiT/?utm_medium=tumblr

[therisingjourney]

III

Mother's day

Woke up at 5am

I went to my parent's bedroom.

I slept

I had classes

He come over

Lunch: we are celebrating, my mom liked her gifts

Classes

We talked

I explained why I needed to heal

He kind of felt better because que understood

We begged... I felt so bad because I need to put my boundaries and this is the first and hardest one I need to

It hurts me looking at him like this

It hurts me too, really. I just think I had my grief when we were together

Dinner (parents, brother, brother's wife)

We had a good time

I saw tiktoks

He called me

I made my homeworks

He slept

I finished my homeworks

I slept with my parents

2am

I'm trying

May 10th

[therisingjourney]

II

My mom woke me up early

Tomorrow is Mother's Day so we went to have breakfast/lunch

I took a shower

We ate

I was in the phone almost all the time (kind of regret)

My parents know I'm not okay, they asked, I'm not ready to tell them

We went back home

I cried

I was hurt

I facetimed

I liked how I look

I liked my eyes, my smile

I did my homework

I forgot to eat

I had dinner

I felt nauseous

I brushed my teeth

1am

Trying

May 9th

[therisingjourney]

1

Woke up late

Didn't have breakfast

I did have lunch

I cried

I took a shower

I brushed my teeth

I did have dinner

I tried to dance like I used to do

I cried

I slept at 3am

Trying

May 8th

[stanleighsnickers]

Last night was bliss 🌙

Detangled my hair

Candlelit bubble bath

Reading in the tub

Lana del Rey

Studied by candlelight