III
Mother's day
Woke up at 5am
I went to my parent's bedroom.
I slept
I had classes
He come over
Lunch: we are celebrating, my mom liked her gifts
Classes
We talked
I explained why I needed to heal
He kind of felt better because que understood
We begged... I felt so bad because I need to put my boundaries and this is the first and hardest one I need to
It hurts me looking at him like this
It hurts me too, really. I just think I had my grief when we were together
Dinner (parents, brother, brother's wife)
We had a good time
I saw tiktoks
He called me
I made my homeworks
He slept
I finished my homeworks
I slept with my parents
2am
I'm trying
May 10th










