#selfproclamation

[ralph-logan]

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[thelotusloveproject]

Because, even when you don't intend to be, sometimes you get lulled into the muck!! Trust me, I know!! Snap out of it Mamas!!! All those #WomensDay post don't mean a thing if you still not crowning, if you still compromising, if you still allowing deprivation to taint your perspective on the abundance you deserve!!! If I can't love you BIG, BOLD and ON BLAST, I'm straight!!! #selfTalk #loveLessons #selfLove #compromiseForWhat #iAmMORE #loveNotes #friendlyReminder #lessonsByLuna #lessonsIveLearned #selfProclamation #selfReflection #lunaLotusLove #LUNATICS

[cursedayakasajyou-blog]

If you ever want to plot, send an ask!~ Always plot friendly.

[happybeginsandendswithy-o--blog1]

My Promise to Myself

Expect only the best from people.

Do this, and if they show any different than they obviously lack the energy, the care and the desire to reciprocate the way you treat them.

If this occurs step 2 is boot their booty out of my life, because they don't deserve to be anywhere in it. They are a lesson, nothing more.

[nyuu2965-blog]

Welcome back me! & MY VOW.

Haha...I guess I'll be talking to myself...not that I don't talk to myself a lot anyways, but here goes:

The biggest thing on my mind lately is something that everyone thinks about at least once in their life... their body Weight.

Well, okay that's a little bit of a lie, the biggest thing on my mind right now is the essay I have due in the morning for summer school (college summer school not high school...high school wasn't the best place...but I guess I can talk about that later xP) which is about women's rights...I think...still a little foggy on the details, but this is helping me procrastinate...so yay!

But I digress...

So, recently my mother (yes I still live with my parents when I'm not at school) allowed me to join kickboxing classes. I say allow because the classes themselves are expensive. I don't mean to brag about money or anything, so don't take it the wrong way, but they are unfortunately. v.v;;; Hence the "allowed". The price is one of the things she won't let me forget about either, which in itself is semi-depressing because this is my birthday present in and of itself.

Self torture for my birthday yay! :(((

Again I digress...I should really stop doing that...sorry.

Okay, where was I....right kickboxing. Well I made a promise to go every single day, minus sundays because they don't have kickboxing-specific classes on sunday, but so far (I've been doing this for about...2 and a half weeks now) I've skipped 2-3 classes in each week, which I really do feel ashamed about, but I can't seem to find the motivation to go.

Right, a little bit about me first. I am...overweight. Not too too overweight, but overweight enough that it makes me uncomfortable, which is when you know you've really got to do something.

*sigh*

I really want to go....that might be a lie, but I feel as if I should want to go. After all, the first couple of classes I was legitimately excited to go! Like really! But then everything started to get repetitive and I just lost motivation.

My best friend is skinny...like | <---skinny. No joke. She eats the world (in food content) and still is | skinny

...I guess I should just say 'stick' but | is so much more entertaining ^.^' right digressing...

I want to be the friend that she's proud to walk besides. I mean, don't get me wrong. She's my best friend regardless of whether I'm a whale, a flea (although she'd probably roll up a newspaper and smack me herself), a dog, a cat, a goldfish, a giraffe, a zoo, a monkey...where was I going with this?...right, right...friends....uhhh she'd be my best friend regardless of what I look like...

As a side note: I look and dress like a hobo most the time, so anything at this point would be an improvement....so yea...

And I'd be hers regardless of what she looked like...except if she was a mosquito. THEN she'd be dead...I hate those blood suckers >.>

Buuuut....I want to be a better friend...so call me superficial

"You're sooo superficial, Nyuu"

Yes, yes I know. But I want to her to be proud of me...I want to be proud of me and that all starts here.

Under the line....

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I publicly vow (let's see how long this goes...)

to write a report of my progress on my weight. (because I need a diary of some sort too, but that's not the point)

I am currently 180 lbs (as of yesterday, when I weighed myself)

and my goal, by the end of this year (so at the beginning or end of December?)

is to lose at least 10-20 of those lbs. (actually more, but let's be realistic here...)

So that I (most importantly I, but also others...but I guess you always do these types of things for yourself anyways)

will be proud of my body. And wear non-hobo-esque clothes. (so as to not embarrass my fashion conscious friends again :) and yes I know "non-hobo-esque" is not a word, but I make up words all the time, so bare with me)

This I promise to YOU, and more importantly, to MYSELF.

Signed,

~nyuu~

Dated: Wednesday, July 23, 2014. 6:11 PM

[bobbibackwards]

Sorry for cussing. #imfuckingamazing #amazing #selfproclamation (at on the 99)