#semester is over

[imperfect-thinker]

How I feel right now because my semester from hell is finally over. I can rest at night knowing despite tragedy after tragedy, I leave this semester with a 3.9 GPA 😮‍💨

[freaktualism]

Anyone here like Mahito? 🫡

[gingit-cake]

I need to know how many fic writers are college students or faculty because my inbox suggests a correlation between semesters ending and fics being updated. 👩‍🏫📚✍️ 💻

[theboy-thebitch-thelegend]

I’m done with the semester!!

♫ ♪ ♫ 🎈😸🎂✨🍾🥂⭐🎶🎉🥳 ♫ ♪ ♫

ok, not to lessen the celebration but, I’d like to say something important; partly to all of you and partly to myself:

I do apologise for being so distant over the past couple weeks, and it’s not just been on tumblr even- 

I get like this, I just throw myself into my studies / work / etc. and don’t communicate, don’t check messages or emails or notifications anywhere; I barely sleep or eat, I get SO perfectionist about EVERY project, I even start to distance myself from my siblings in my own house- 

I haven’t even been taking time for myself, doing my advent calendar (which literally was like, only 5-10 minutes for a little LEGO thing, just a little break- I didn’t even allow myself that).

and that is NOT healthy. It’s just not. 

it’s not fair to you guys; it’s not fair to my other friends and family; it’s not fair to myself-

and it’s very difficult when you have very high academic expectations placed on you ( “I don’t care what your professor says, that’s not a passing grade in this house!!”. it was a 78%, when I usually get 95%-100%s) and are always applauded for having such a strong work ethic, for being so dependable in your class / work / group projects. It’s also something that I’ve found is often romanticised quite often in academic communities and academia aesthetics.  So it’s hard to stand up and say “hey, no, this is not actually a good situation; the end results do not justify what I am putting myself through”.

But here I am, and I’d like to say I am going to do better; and next semester is my last one of high school and I am going to try to not get like this, at least not for so long at a time, and I am going to try to communicate more so that it’s not just all of a sudden “hey looks like she dropped off the face of the planet again”

But my final assignments and projects have been submitted, I am officially on break, and I promise to make it up to all you lovely people, and to myself as well.

Happy holidays, and I love you all! 😘

[fappinggeek]

[zagreusboon]

I'm so tempted to get tomodachi life for the 3ds

[enigmatic-feral-being]

Ya boy finished the semester without killing anyone! Can I get some cookies and a bro-hug?

[paprikaquinn]

Finals are done!

The semester is over!

Time to binge read a ton of fanfics 🤗