#send it out

[ghoulfriendfangs]

Childe after he ajaxs off: hello cumrag

[worldoflis]

So yesterday I had a tiny *teensieweensie* breakdown.

Wife sent me to the doctor. Doctor put me home for 2,5 weeks.

And like. Yesterday I was bad. Really bad. Lights out, like I could literally fall apart in a thousand tiny pieces any second and I needed all my focus and willpower for that NOT to happen. And it was super weird - like I know I’ve been bad before, by which I mean I’ve been TOLD I was bad before, cause I never much noticed or realized myself - I just got myself lost in some hyperfixation or other so deeply, got so disconnected from reality that I was just never really aware of exactly how bad things were (I’m talking like years ago here). So yesterday was... a ride.

And then there’s today and I’m fine. You know? Feeling a little fragile but still fine. Ok. No problem. What was the fuss about anyway. I’m overreacting. I’m a drama queen seriously what I am doing.

And then I remember I still need to send my colleagues an update about what needs to happen and what I’ve been doing so things keep running smoothly and I feel like I can’t breathe and I just wanna run away in the opposite direction and like-

Ok.

Ok.

Guess I’m not THAT fine.

[spiiderbitten-blog]

my brain: "new oc idea" "lemma hear it" "Twins™" "okay" "and one dies" "perfect"

[onmyowntwohands]

[5sosjapan]

I keep looking through the presale tag and the word just has no meaning to me anymore

[missprincesspopper]

Know whats annoying? You text me and tell you made the schedule and it was finished two days ago… BUT you still haven't sent it to any of us and the work week starts tuesday. Wouldn't it be nice if I knew when I was working? Yea. It fucking would.

[rriiaahh]

People reflect the energy you put out, so project good vibes if that's what you would like in return.