#sentimental crap

[pixel-dreamz]

You are the best!

Just want to say that y'all inspire me so much! I scroll through my feed every day and try to like as much as possible. And every time I do I am so inspired to play my game and love it more than I already do. Just wanted to make sure you all know you bring joy to my life and you are all awesome!

[pegsmothman]

Even though they did this, even though they destroyed this amazing show, let’s not forget what it gave us. It brought us friends and partners and people who have become family and connected people from across the globe.

For myself it found me at my lowest point, jobless and having just lost every single friend I’d had until that point. I was depressed, self harming and floating close to giving in.

So thank you all for the stupid fucking gifs and text posts and meta and fanfictions that I spent literally 12+ hours a day getting lost and forgetting everything in.

No matter what our blogs become from here on out. I hope this community lasts

[laplaces-diskman]

Once in a while I wonder how she's doing

In my head I picked up my phone

I find her profile from the years old message

I find she's happy being with someone

Someone I don't know

maybe they're engaged maybe they have kids

Maybe they have pets

Then I thought: what a creep and I stop myself

[laplaces-diskman]

Once in a while I wonder how she's doing

In my head I picked up my phone

I find her profile from the years old message

I find she's happy being with someone

Someone I don't know

maybe they're engaged maybe they have kids

Maybe they have pets

Then I thought: what a creep and I stop myself

[tiredpoetry]

i was just going through some old messages that are still in my inbox on here, and wow. i used to live on this website. it was my safe space, and still kind of is. my life is a lot different than when i was super active on here. it's kind of crazy. i was just looking at my blog via url and i have an about my on their that i haven't updated since i was 19. back then, i had just dropped out of college and was probably in the worst period of my life. i was ruining everything for myself left and right, i got really into drinking and drugs. i blew up every single friendship i had, i was in a downward spiral-- in a very dangerous way.

now i'm 24 and i still haven't gone back to college. i at one point had a 6 month depressive episode after getting fired where i did absolutely nothing but play mario cart and drink and and do drugs. i've had 3 different jobs. i'm now in a job i really like, but not a forever job. i'm seriously considering going back to college. i'm sober. i have a lot more tattoos, some of which happened during that depressive episode, haha. i realized that i'm nonbinary, which explains a lot of the masking my feelings with drugs and alcohol now that i can think about it. i'm mentally in a really good place, at least comparatively to my teenage years and very early 20s. i'm proud of the progress i made.

i can also now look back on the time i spent on this app and as weird or cheesy as it sounds, without a lot of the people on here i probably wouldn't have made it through my teen years. i had a community on her that was really unlike any other. i wasn't the most social person on here but the messages i would get when i treated this blog like a diary telling me that what i was feeling was okay, that the hard things would pass, really encouraged me. this place helped me to realize i was very much not straight, exposing me to things i never would have been exposed to otherwise; for better and for worse. i was able to have a place to talk about the things i truly cared about and no one made fun of my obsession with teen wolf or degrassi or any of the other fandoms i was in. people on here understood me in a way that i don't think anyone in my real world did.

i don't know, i'm just having feeling about this stupid website and my formative years, which maybe i'm still in, i'm not sure how that works, haha. but i guess what i'm trying to say is, if anyone reading this was one of those people who messaged me when i posted about being sad, or talked with me in the replies of a post about stiles stilinski, or liked my poetry, or really just interacted with me in any way, thanks. ya'll made me not feel so alone when i felt really goddamn alone. i appreciate you guys and hope you're all doing well, wherever you are out in the real world

[queenofcontrary]

This sounds like the cheesiest crap ever but I’ve always felt like a part of me was missing. A part that could only be filled by another person. I want to be the only person I need but I guess that’s not realistic. I’ve always felt connected to my sign, the Gemini, because of this. They’re twins, there are supposed to be two. But for me there’s only myself. I don’t have the other half

[hmschelsie]

The end is nigh

Tomorrow we say goodbye to a show that’s given us all such pleasure, laughs, and tears, memorable storylines, and incredible characters. Keeping that in mind I would like to thank everyone in the fandom for everything, the gifs, the speculations, the drama and the friendships. I was a late comer to the party, but I was made to feel welcome by everyone. The show might end tomorrow, but the fandom will never day. 

All the best to everyone. Thank you. 

[hiddenskyrim]

I made these for you! Just wanted to say “Thanks”. I just started this blog to amuse myself really, because I think of all this crazy shit when I’m playing, and I wanted to try out Tumblr. I didn’t expect such a fond reception. I’m glad that doing what makes me happy, makes you happy too. Kinda like really good sex. (Which is what these boiled creme treats are doing. This is dessert porn.) Lots more fun to come. Friend me on steam (sinajax). Cheers! -Sina