* 뭐라구 !? @seoulwriter : cont.
Does he? Is the solicitude that is claimed to be existent genuinely exists? Because throughout the years the boy had yet to witness or sense how his own brother, his half brother, a person he blindly adores and whom his heart is staunch to, his role-model and aspiration when he is finally legitimately an adult behaving in a hankering type of way. Yes, he would not repudiate the fact that his older brother by eleven years has gives him aid through several ocassions however, he cannot ignore the fact that indignation (resentment or exasperation provoked by what is perceived as unfair treatment) resides in his heart for his brother’s absence. Are the children in Africa more important to Jihoon than his own brother, his own little lost sibling in desperate need of help from the only male figure in his life which he trusts his life with?! So it seemed. “Mhm.” He gave a light nod of his head albeit his lips were sealed together meanwhile his gaze averted downwards -- a moment, a silent moment of despondency. Then, he revealed a smile, somewhat forced... yet it was his own way of overcoming anything that had included emotions -- dear god, he disdained emotions. “... sorry.”
