#seriouslyschizoaffective

[delusionalemotions]

hi there! im lamb and this is a blog i’ve made for delusional people to share their thoughts and feelings about things in a judgement-free space :-)

whether it be a vent or positive thoughts about something you have a delusional attachment to- anything that is sfw/not extraordinarily violent is allowed!

i can also try my best to provide support/advice if you’d like, but keep in mind im just a psychotic teen and only know so much!

anyone who’s delusional for any reason can submit, self-dxers are perfectly fine :-) your submissions may be as detailed or as vague as you are comfortable submitting.

please keep in mind my brain works a little oddly and ive made this blog/hope to manage it while my brain is in a certain “state”, if my typing style/activity/etc. wavers please keep in mind it just means im not in the right “state” at that moment :-)

send submissions (asks) here if you’re interested!

[dysfucktion]

hey! if yr schizophrenia/schizospec illness influences yr religion/faith, thats ok! as long as yr staying safe! it doesnt make yr faith unvalid! i love you!

[schizoalienboy]

Me: today is going to be a self care day!

Also me: sleeps most of the day, chugs three coffees in a row, still in pjs at 2.20pm, spending money impulsively online, constantly smoking, avoiding anything productive.

[schizopyke]

I love when the voices tell me people are after me. I know it isn’t true. You can’t fool me

[schizoalienboy]

My schizophrenia journal I bought arrived today, it's pretty cool. Much bigger than expected tho!

[schizoalienboy]

One thing I really, REALLY hate is when people use mental illnesses as adjectives. It makes a mockery out of those who suffer from them. OCD and schizophrenia are the most common ones. Liking things a bit neat or double checking your door is locked is not 'soooo OCD'. You know what OCD is? Opening and closing the door repeatedly bc if you don't you believe your brother will get hit by a car. Washing your hands in multiples of five bc otherwise you'll die. Compulsive rituals to stop bad things from happening. Not completely normal paranoia that you left the door unlocked and you'll get broken into, or that you've left your car window open and someone will nick it. The one I hate most is schizophrenia, bc unbeknownst to some of you I suffer from that. It is not multiple personalities. Something is not schizophrenic bc it changes from one style to another rapidly. Someone is not schizophrenic bc they're being violent. And don't get me started on 'cute but psycho' shirts and badges (psychosis is a required symptom of schizophrenia, and is horrific to deal with, not some cute aesthetic). Schizophrenia doesn't mean something is scary or a horror trope. We are not terms to bandy around as insults or edgy statements. We are victims of debilitating illnesses. Show some respect.

[schizoalienboy]

Schizo Representation

I'm sick of media and posts that only talk about hearing voices when it comes to schizophrenics/schizoaffectives. I haven't heard a voice in years, most of mine are visual, and some schizophrenics never hear voices.

If we're lucky enough to get representation of delusions, which is practically never, it's always the government based ones like being watched and taping over cameras. Which is totally valid, but where are the representations of people who believe they're a god, an angel, or in my case an alien? Where's the cotard delusion, the fregoli delusion?

Basically what I'm saying is, we need more diversity in representation of schizo specs. We're not all the same cookie cutter mold. Each schizophrenic/schizoaffective is as different from each other as neurotypicals are.

And yes, this includes self dx.

[everythingisupintheair]

Tpfw you look back at a picture and it WAS a gif and you for some reason feel really good all of the sudden