Jul 25, 2022
my landlord said she was gonna send a guy to fix my window but theres no one hereeeeee and its so fucking warm causde im trying ot stay out in the living room with no ac im dying
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my landlord said she was gonna send a guy to fix my window but theres no one hereeeeee and its so fucking warm causde im trying ot stay out in the living room with no ac im dying
I don't wanna be awake i just wanna curl up in bed with a loved one and sleep innn
Seto (Introduction)
Fictive (Source: Minecraft/Team Crafted)
17
AFAB non-binary (Ne/nym)
Pan
Enderborn
(Negative) Triggers: Loud sudden noises
(Positive) Triggers: The End, Minecraft, magic, libraries
(***To be updated as relevant)
Likes: Magic, Minecraft, books, cats, Rottweilers, pit bulls
youre not alone in bein' alone friend. im /extremely/ cut off from like.. almost everything. the internet is really my only link to actual society and even then i dont participate much. youre good bro, i feel ya.
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You're not alone. I became out of touch with society for about 7 years while only paying minimal attention to other people. I do feel like I'm missing out on a lot and I'm horrible with social cues and all those things. You just need to worry about what's a good course of action for you and you'll learn more about how other people work little by little.
thank you youre completely right :) its glad to know im not alone.
sometimes i feel like i missed out on high school. there are so many dynamics and experiences that i dont understand and havent had. we were so pulled out of society after... yknow everything happened that we didnt speak to anyone we didnt expereince anything. we went to school, went home, talked to our s/o (our only s/o for all those years) and went to sleep. we didnt... talk to people at school or have any friends at all. we didnt really have the highschool experience. im catching the tail end of it right now but i cant fit everything i shouldve experienced in the past 3 years in my last year of high school. there are so many things i cant understand or relate to with other kids my age and it kinda hurts. im scared that when i go to college ill be completely out of place.
everything just feels weird. ive stepped into a society i know nothing about and i feel out of place. im scared that this will make it easier for people to take advantage of me too. im scared. im scared of people.
today feels a little... i dunno surreal. not real. i think ive been dissociating all day :( not in a bad way. its jsut. i dunno ive been dazed and tired. but i dont feel bad at all. just weird. just different.
i dunno in what ive experienced of the lgbt community, specifically the t, theres all this pride for binary trans people and for us nbs theyre just like “uhh... youre here too i guess” and idk it bothers me. no one cares about our pronouns and its irritating