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No idea how she ended up being in her father’s room, reading his diary again, before he had to go to the hospital. Kanade didn’t want to delve into those memories though. She was most likely dreaming, a nightmare to be precise. Besides knowing better, she read the passages her father wrote again though.
Written inside there was how her music made him feel insecure about his own. That the song she gifted him to make him feel better, made him give up and doubt his own work. Him thinking only her music was worth being created now and how worthless she made him feel...
“Mafuyu was right...” In this despair, she remembered the adjective her friend used to describe her problem: “I’m cursed. An eternal curse, that won’t ever disappear...” An uncharacteristic sarcastic laugh escaped her. There was no salvation for her, even if one day she should be able to save someone with her music, it won’t magically get her father out of the hospital.
This work diary of his would forever be proof that she was the girl that hurt her own father. Ruined his life, without even realizing it.
“It doesn’t matter if I will be forgiven or not. I have to keep creating, like mother told me to, like father told me to do... I maybe can’t save him or myself, but before I disappear, I have to at least help someone... I promised...”
As usual, she put the diary, and with it her pain, aside to get up again. Now, why was she back home? She looked around in slight confusion but was almost tempted to just use the computer inside her room again in order to keep composing. It doesn’t matter where she was, she had to produce- else she was worthless.
And she really would have done so- if there wasn’t a stranger inside her father’s room.
“Who are you?” She asked, there was no judgment in her voice whatsoever, just genuine curiosity. According to the girl’s attire, she wasn’t from her world. Kanade could already guess, that she had to be from Chronolium as well. Still, the reason why she was here with her, she had no clue. But perhaps she would have some answers to that.
















