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Send me ♥ for a sexual/naughty text
[ sms ✉ khun ] i thought of a new dance. i was thinking the kind of dancing where the tip of my fingers tracing along your skin as the stage.
[ sms ✉ khun ] or we can skip the dancing and go straight to the part where we make out, with my body against yours.
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Send me ↕ for a scared/worried text
[ sms ✉ bora ] why aren’t you texting me back ??
[ sms ✉ bora ] it has be like, three hours since we last talked!
[ sms ✉ bora ] you didn’t get kidnapped, did you!?
[ sms ✉ bora ] i swear, you need a bodyguard and we should get one, bora needs to be protected at all costs, u hear me?
[ sms ✉ bora ] but seriously, pick up your goddamn phone
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Send me ☼ for a morning text
[ sms ✉ sooyoung ] sooyoungie~ good morning~
[ sms ✉ sooyoung ] you’re still not sleeping are you ??
[ sms ✉ sooyoung ] we’re suppose to be going to the carnival today, remember !? i don’t like waiting~
[ sms ✉ sooyoung ] don’t make me come over there….
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Send me ♣ for a drunk text
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] i want to play
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] it went throu yOUR WIDNOW too
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] i threw rouks but you’RE NO ANSWER MEh
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] where r u? heLLO??
Send me ► for a text not meant for you
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] you left your pants in my apartment….
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] how did you manage to drive home without them, fool?
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] …oops…
Send me ↕ for a scared/worried text
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] you looked upset the other day
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] who do i need to kill?
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] you’re okay now, right? RIGHT? :(
Send me ☼ for a morning text
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] morning sunshine, i brought you breAKFAST.
[ sms ✉ pretty boy ] you better be awake when i get there, otherwise i’m eating em’ alllll
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2. Do they have any daily rituals?
Seulgi wakes, drinks a cup of coffee (usually black, though she'll occasionally shake it up with some sugar) and then stretches. For a ballerina, flexibility is key, utter control of her body is the utmost importance. This ritual takes a solid forty five minutes for the most part, and is often followed up with a trip to the studio for proper practice and classes and rehearsals. Beyond that she tries to avoid ritual, finding it confining.
26. Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?
Seulgi plans only to advance as far in the ballet world as her skills will allow her, honing a knack for choreography in the event she injures herself, or for the day when she is inevitably too old to continue on. Beyond this she is floating, tenuous and uncertain. The future is a frightening abyss she prefers not to consider.
32. Thoughts on material possessions in general?
She can get by with very little and often has in the past. She lives in a studio apartment, cherishing few things. She's not one for knick knacks or hoarding but she has a few possessions she is attached strongly too. As a child she had very little, entertained dreams of her mother winning the lottery, getting a new and wonderful job, of having toys that weren't old and broken hand me downs, of having clothes that weren't threadbare, being able to afford new point shoes or a phone or even one of the things her friends all seemed to have. But she was imaginative and she had Taemin alongside her to keep her company, so she managed quite well regardless. As nice as having things would be, she's given up on the idea that she'll ever have all that much money.
34. Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)
Seulgi is exceptionally private. She can count on one hand the number of people she will allow into her apartment, few people know much about her at all. She doesn't volunteer information - even when drunk she plays her emotional cards close to her chest, keeps herself locked up tight. She finds it equal parts endearing and absurd when people spill their secrets so easily, rattling off their own thoughts and feelings for anyone to hear, exploit, use.
39. What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?
Dance. Drugs, alcohol and sex are close runners up, but for the most part when she is really down and out, miserable and worn out, she turns to dance. Her second best option is drugs and the company of her best friend slash perpetual next door neighbor. And if all that fails, she turns to holing up in her apartment with books and sleeping pills, trying to get herself back onto a proper schedule, trying to shake the insomnia that sinks its fangs into her so wickedly, so often.
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Seulgi’s hands are slender and small, fingers proportionally long but easily dwarfed by most others. She’s petite in build so this is unsurprising. She keeps her nails short and well taken care of, nails generally painted in one of many colors, often blacks or nude peach sorts of colors.
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27. What is their biggest regret?
Seulgi’s biggest regret is her failure. Her childhood was devoted to trying to put the pieces of her mother back together after her father’s disappearance. It was a constant from day one, whispered stories and choked sobs, quiet whimpers and the sound of her mother crying when she thought she couldn’t hear. And Seulgi wanted so badly to fix her, to help her, to soothe her worries and fears. And yet, in the end, her father returned and her mother welcomed him back with open arms to wreck everything Seulgi had tried so hard to build for them. Her biggest regret is not being the pillar her mother needed, not being strong enough or good enough to help her mother heal so that when he returned she could have told him to shove it up his ass and leave.
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Seulgi's taste in music varies drastically- for the most part she likes music she can feel, music that shakes her down to the bones. Dubstep, club type of music, the occasional rock and electronica samplings. She also has a surprising affinity for anything that sounds sort of dreamy, like it could come out of a music box, or is particularly haunting, or rap music that incorporates stringed instruments (see: Outsider). For literature she loves biographies of odd or offbeat historical figures, and is currently reading one about Harry Houdini.
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For the most part, Seulgi tries to have as little time to waste as possible. She's loathe to admit it, but in the quiet times, in the still moments, she is overwhelmed by herself, by her thoughts and her regrets and her hate and bitterness and fear. So Seulgi distracts herself by staying on the move. She dances until she cannot stand, she parties until she is blacked out, waking up bruised and ravaged and hungover in a stranger's bed. When all else fails, she sneaks into the apartment next door and gets high with Taemin- or around him, while he putters his way through mixtures, yammers her ear off about plants. Seulgi is a perpetual motion machine because to stop is to fall apart.
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Sleeping habits are complicated for Seulgi. Melinoe, child of life and death, born child of Olympus and Hades, spring and winter, spent her nights meandering the earth in the company of ghosts, gathering the souls of the lost and heralding them to the Underworld, harassing mortals who dared cross her path. Her nocturnal nature has perhaps carried over to the young girl, leaving her restless, wakeful and anxious in the dead of night. She is often frustrated with the attempt to sleep and seems somehow to require just a bit less than others, going days on bits and pieces of sleep gathered in quick naps here and there. She sleeps best with someone at her side- ironic, considering. She tends to curl up on her side, preferring to be tucked in beneath heavy piles of blankets. For pajamas, she tends to prefer a large, oversized t-shirt and nothing else. If she's going to be able to sleep it is strictly about comfort, or else she has no chance of sleeping whatsoever.
