I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, Grian. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, Grian. I'll always love you.

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I was so angry all the time and I struck out at everyone I loved most. Especially you, Grian. That's why I understand if you do hate me. But I want you to know this, Grian. I'll always love you.
I am on the floor!!! (No cause this actually made me cry. And I’m supposed to be crying over biochem. Go figure.) this is so insanely heartbreaking. And yet. Teacher max 😭😭😭😭god I want to wrap all of them in a suffocating hug. Gp wanting to retire…Lando panicking….this is all so heartbreaking. Did I mention teacher max?
teacher max coaching the tiny little football kids 😭😭😭 those are his babies
GP said he would never work with another driver other than max and he meant it. max's accident being what makes newey set the pen down, quit f1 for good. pushing christian towards retirement- that team was his family.
the lando angst I wasn't able to fit in that... he was the first one on the scene, and he couldn't get max out- pulled his gloves off to try and better unlatch max's belts, and burnt his hands in the process. thought he was trying to save a dead man, thought he killed one of his friends, thought he was going to have to tell charles that max was gone.
max with a cozy little flat, drawings from the kids pinned on the fridge, max making an animal themed classroom, max keeping a careful eye not just on his kids, but the others as well- looking out for kids like him.
max who stays at the building late, so the older kids don't have to go home yet, max providing a safe space, max always having an extra lunch in the fridge in case someone needs it.
max giving hugs whenever, max doing movies in class every few weeks, max spending his evenings in the flat coming up with ways to make the content engaging.
mick visiting max often, because some part of him is terrified to lose someone he loves like that again, and the story is just too familiar for him to be comfortable. gp calling max every day or two, checking in and chatting shit. max settling down.
Drew a more refined Artair Scarlet base and then some outfits for them to wear over the week :D
I'm only sharing these two though since I don't want to spam the same image in different outfits! But I tried to do something with the mystical and keen eyed vibes while leaning towards Artair's style, with the idea that this version is still human but also more refined in their ability to be a clairvoyant/medium, and may have leaned into that part of themself!
Edited to add the other outfits under a cut so I have them on here, as well as the body ref to show their tattoos.
sh au krueger asking nikto "you know he isnt real?" just like testing. seeing how much nikto knows about actual reality.
and niktos like. "he comes and goes." turning to see krueger just Looking at him. asking accusingly "should i ask him to leave?" bc obviously hes not doing that. he wants to see rodion.
krueger very gently replying "no"
Deeeeeetailed version heheheheahahaha Charles I love you 🥰 ❤️ 🫶 😚 (in a “I love my son” way)
Alts below 👇 :3
WIP
Alessa with a bat for a future AU/fanfic project
CHARLES CALVIN THE GENTLEMAN
Charles design for my fic <33333
Btw this looks like mush cus I drew this in 10 minutes :3
I did a better version pls look at it https://www.tumblr.com/pm-writer/769200060745613312/godamnit-i-posted-to-the-wrong-place-again
GODAMNIT I POSTED TO THE WRONG PLACE AGAIN bdsvjkxcvjkef I’m too lazy have this reblog
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