What a year?! 2018 is gone. It was a year of intense, refining exploration and discovery for me in many areas of my life. It was also a year of overcoming great and unforseen obstacles. The beginning of 2018 found me laying in a hospital bed with a malfunctioning heart and kidneys, blood pressure ridiculous and most of my blood on the outside of my body from internal hemorrhaging. Fast forward a few months later, precancerous growths would be found growing in my stomach and removed immediately. I've lived through some of the heaviest depression I've ever experienced in my life. And still the half hasn't been told. I am eternally thankful and grateful for/to The Most High for keeping me and making me over. I didn't publicize these happenings for various reasons, one being not to cause any undue alarm or worry. However, I have grown and continue to grow stronger and better every day. It was necessary. For every aspect of who and what I am, it was necessary. And because of FINALLY "getting it" and doing MY subsequent work (which is a lifetime journey not a quick fix), I was able to finished 2018 off strong with some very tangible manifestations I've been working out. I didn't wait for 2019. 2019 has to catch up with me. Bring it. #IfYouReallyWantItDontWaitAnotherDay #NowIsYourTime #ShaadSpeaks #RashaadCarlton #RashaadLIVE #PrinceOfSoul #ThePeoplesPrince #LOVEnation #ShaadieBoyEnt #Eph320 #YaDig https://www.instagram.com/p/BsGCqOFhCv0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jn0zkz7w81qh