palms pressed against aching gaze, the pressure hardly easing the exhaustion which pained them so. this was a burden, like most others, that she would simply have to bear, but proven all the harder for being on top of an aching body as well. one pass, then two, then three, she finally stopped unless she’d hurt her eyes all the more for the rubbing. nothing seemed to go well these days, did it? it was as if the world was against her, more than usual anyway. frustration built within her ribs, begging for release like the power that now so easily crackled to her fingertips. when was she ever going to have a good night of sleep, one not haunted by images she barely even understood, let alone recognized?
@shadowsignet 𝔯𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔡: "you look like hell. have you been sleeping?" he's not any better, but their time together is so limited he has to check on her first. violet is in the present, the now, unlike watching aretia burn from the back of a stranger's dragon while more clashed overhead in blinding rain.
xaden’s voice didn’t shatter the haze around her, but he did manage to cut into it, violet attempting to muster a smile as she turned to face him fully. he too appeared to have gotten little sleep, and the last thing she wished for was to bother him more with another issue. on top of the ‘keeping her alive unless he also died’. the overwhelming wave of being a burden to those around her practically drowned the young rider, but only practice kept the half smile on her lips. she couldn’t say if she sufficiently hid it in her gaze, but there was only so much she could do.
❝ it was alright. ❞ not a complete lie. her bed was comfortable enough, as always. but was it enough truth that he would be unable to tell? or was her shields up enough to mask it from him? doubt crept in easily regarding both cases, but she still held her ground nevertheless. ❝ are you saying i don’t look good right now? ❞ it’s a weak attempt at a tease, honestly pathetic, but what wasn’t about her right now? ❝ i think you should be looking in the mirror though. how much sleep did you get? ❞