#shadowy thoughts

[lostshadow86]

Also I have some questions

Do you people sometimes want to stay in your dreams?

Feel sad, melancholic, nostalgic, etc?

I had another dream today, and I wish to go back so bad, the warmth and all and other things/feelings I can't describe

[dbaydenny]

Thoughts casting shadows,

heavy weights to mire my steps

in deep dark regrets.

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D W Eldred

[hotsauceillustration]

Jetlag, Taipei

[rookmoon]

You know, if there’s anyone out there having a hard time, it’s good to know that no matter what, there’s someone out there willing to listen and help. If you don’t know who that person is, I hope you find them soon. If you do, congratulations! I’m really happy for you.

I know that as a person I fuck up a lot, and sometimes I hurt people close to me without realizing it, and I just want to be better. I want to be able to hold up the world, but it doesn’t work like that. I know I need to work on how I see things, and that there is a lot that I can’t do anything about.

I know that there are some things that I say that I really shouldn’t but I have such a hard time being stuck inside my own head and I just need an out. Personally, I’ve been having a lot of trouble with myself over the past few years. I’m not quite good yet, but I’m so much better than I was a few years ago, and I’m so glad that I’ve made progress.

I think what I need to do is focus on the fact that I’ve changed instead of everything that goes wrong. It might take some time, but I’m hopefully optimistic.

I hope that you can find that good thing as well. As ‘A’ told me a few weeks ago, there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel, and if you don’t see it, just turn around.

[rookmoon]

Do you ever

Wonder what the world would be like if you were a little different? If someone important had stayed? Or if something hadn't happened?

This is something that keeps me up at night