I took those pics loooong ago. I was quite afraid of sharing, for I am not fit or thin or muscled, blonde, blue or green eye coloured, and my obvious overweight can play a role against me in this standard of beauty the leather "community", as the gay have stablished. In addition, I have no advantage like racial ones... Then it happened again, my four voices started to talk, like a Council, we enlighthened us about what the Dragon thinks, what the Angel has learnt, about the solitude of the Vampyr, and the invulnerability of the Machine, we in deep on our core, don't want to be accepted, and if aomeone dares to, to make it difficult, more under truth and trust, than under reject people at any cost.
"You don't look like a gay", "You serial killer face and eye sight is all less gay or friendly", one very funny "but you listen to metal and that noisy music". I am a creature of many faces, and no one of us care about fitting in any place, our place is with us, and there are not spots for any other one inside our place. Some humans have dared to disqualified us about beauty and chance on love for this body we stole... Another subjects more that matter not.
Remember, Lucifer's perfection drove him away from the Paradise, and I, the Abyssal Vampyr, gotten so malignant and dreadful, that the Fathomless Abyss exiled him.
I just can say proudly: I am horrendous, and that makes me powerful, for nobody wants to accept they're not accepted, and live under a life of conditioned acceptance. We, the defaced, the lonesome, the furious, we choose to dance in the dark, with the beauty beyond understanding, who was rejected for his perfection, unifying the ends of the human-god drama.
Do not misunderstand me, I don't want your condescendence, neither do I need. I just wished to speak my mind, to make my claim, to offend visually and textually, to defy the hipocrisy. I don't need to be approved, or seemed as handsome or attractive out of folks sense of guilt. I'm here for the truth, for what flourishes inevitably. I'm not crying attention, I am wishing people to unfollow me, for I am not interested in satisfying them in anyway. I would commit suicide prior my plans if I ever change my essence on benefit or desire of others. My scars are not for free.
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