#sharing my secrets

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[fiasco-of-freyglen]

Does Fiasco think the party will survive the library?

Yeah. Most of the threats there are of the mind. Fiasco’s confident things will work out. More than confident.

[fiasco-of-freyglen]

Thoughts on Stick?

I answered this personally, I don’t see why I can’t say it here:

I think Fiasco is trying to see/understand where Stick is coming from, because it's clear that she still wants to protect them/him (because she literally saved his life last week), but thinks that his position in the conversation needs to be minimal, because he already hurt Lake trying to get her to understand where Stick was coming from. Fiasco honestly thinks that distance from Stick might be what Lake needs, and after this, it might be healthy for Stick to maybe permanently leave the party after she and Lake have some words

Lionel is also a cleric, and if he can build his healing abilities, Fiasco sees no reason to keep Stick around statistically. I want more Lionel moments, as well.

[fiasco-of-freyglen]

how is fiasco feeling after the johniasco *fiasco*?

Haha, very funny.

Fiasco feels awful. Johnny is Fiasco’s best friend and he does have feelings for him. Fiasco feels like he’s ruined his relationship with Johnny because he turned him down but isn’t really sure what he could’ve done in that situation. Johnny is Fiasco’s third crush, like, ever, and he still doesn’t know how to approach romance in an adult way.

I think he definitely needs some guidance from the elder gays, but honestly, fiasco is kind of insecure about his sexuality and isn’t really great at talking about it with others, if that isn’t obvious already.

[fiasco-of-freyglen]

WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SPEAKING IN RIDDLES?!

Obviously I can’t say. I’m glad it had the effect on the party it did, because that was really my intention.

If anyone would reblog this with their theories as to what they all meant, id really like to hear them!!!

[fiasco-of-freyglen]

realizing my last question might have made no sense (the back in black one) What I was trying to get at with the point about showing up late, did that effect the choices since Fiasco was by himself and couldn't bounce ideas off his party members?

I think fiasco frequently convinces himself that he’s totally alone in his own head (as opposed to other ardowin PCs of mine), and really does a lot of his decision making without the advice of the party. You may have noticed that fiasco will occasionally fully make a decision for the group and not really wait for an objection (for example, the decision to go to the archon library immediately after the gildhart raid, rather than going after Valentina, which conveniently worked out to be in the same place).

Because of the two days of isolation, fiasco made a lot of choices that he’ll have to deal with on his own (he believes, he’s wrong). In regards to Alithea, the choice not to immediately not give her sparrows letter was more of a decision for alithea’s health instead of actual strategy. Fiasco has no idea what the letter says, and by the last time sparrow was upfront and honest about what she is, he didn’t want to risk an emotional moment possibly being further detriment to alithea’s health.

[fiasco-of-freyglen]

Tattoo tour? I know there’s the Black Wing tattoo, but can’t remember if he’s got other ones. Any he wants to get in the future?

Fiasco has a black wing over his heart, but around the black wing is are two serpents eating each others’ tails. Fiasco really, REALLY wants to get more tattoos. I’ve got a few ideas, but the two tattoos he has have a lot of meaning, so his next ones have to as well. Also, getting tattoos in character is kinda hard because I don’t want to screech the session to a halt.

Also has a nipple piercing

[fiasco-of-freyglen]

Please send me asks the brainrot is killing me