I realize that I really do come back at random times, and very odd hours. I saw a few asks and I admit that it made me very happy and a bit tearful (I’m especially talking about you, 🫂).
I feel like I want to share a bit of happiness, and also answer some questions I was asked on how I’m doing now. I don’t know how long it will be, so I’m putting a separator just in case.
[Before that] I just want to say thank you. I feel truly grateful and happy whenever I come back here and see what I missed, I’m always glad to see that some people are still active and posting, it warms my heart.
I wish to all of you the most happiness and joy, for this year and the years to come. I feel forever grateful and blessed for your kindness and sweetness, for the ones who accompanied me on my previous journey here. Sending you all my most sincere wishes.
Hi again!
I have a lot of great news to share for once, a lot of things have happened, maybe too much to even follow without being lost sometimes.
About my online life, I haven’t started writing again since I left this account. It’s not negative, I’ve started to focus on other things and it’s going well, I still struggle but I feel less pressured than how I felt years ago. I’m less active online, cut contact with many people, but I do keep contact with a few and I regularly get updates on them too. I’m very happy everyone is doing well.
About irl, it’s a mess of news. The most important one, Sherlock is still doing awesome! Getting old but still living his best life, a spoiled brat as ever, hates the heat and hated me during the heatwave. But he’s living his little awesome life, he even made a friend with the neighbor cat!
For me, it’s a bit of a mess. I don’t know if it will be a surprise, but I transitioned a bit over a year now. My gender got finally changed on my official documents a few months ago, and I changed my legal name too. I feel much more like myself than before. So, I am officially and legally a woman now! (Sounds weird to say it like that, but you understood what I mean)
Other insane news… I got engaged. I’ve been with someone for a while now, we moved in together a few months ago, got a nice little apartment not far from where I was living before. And we proposed to each other on the same day (because we’re idiots and had the exact same idea in mind, but it’s cute because we both have rings now). Shared braincells, but not for studies unfortunately, they’re as dumb as me. We didn’t decide yet when the marriage will happen, we’ll be surely waiting for a year or two at least.
I’m still a student, finally finished my precious years, and I’m continuing at a higher degree/level (?? Can’t speak English anymore). But it’s going really damn great, I’m considered one of the top students and I’m working my ass off. I’ll be soon be working in a field I like, and I already got a promised job for when I graduate, thanks to a few internships I did.
I think that’s the main things that happened to me since I left! I suddenly feel like an adult when I say things like that and give positive updates for once. I do want to say that I feel like it’s thanks to a lot of you that I managed to be here now. If I hadn’t started that account and got allowed by all of you to share what I love(d) to do, I wouldn’t have been able to open up the way I am now.
That’s why I want to really put first that how grateful I really am, to everyone. I feel nostalgic of my time here, but I also manage to keep such great memories that I’m not too sad about it.
I’m sending all of you, even the ones who aren’t on tumblr anymore, a lot of love. I pray and hope for you, I admit that I do a prayer once a month specifically for everyone here, it keeps me happy to do that.
I love all of you, and I hope you will all keep loving yourself or learn how to. Struggles come and go, but I know that you can do it, even if it takes time. Life is precious, you are precious, and you all always deserve much more than what you are allowing yourself.
Sincerely, and with the most sincere wishes of happiness,
