Oct 29, 2019
I feel like shit! That could mean many things I know so let me explain.
Today I woke up feeling fine I was thinking it’s time to clean this flat but as I was staring at the mess I though lets try put some shelves up in the new bathroom, that turned out to be a disaster the shelf couldn’t fit I just though fuck this I hate this flat I hate this room I don’t even want to be living here. I sat back down on my bed feeling hopeless, staring at the messy floor thinking I give up I’m done with this life, feeling so trapped I just don’t know what to do. then 10 minutes later I bounce back to normal...… the life of bpd