#shdblr

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I want to be able to enjoy things like a normal person. I wish my body wasnt always in fight or flight mode and riddled with anxiety.

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I want to cvt but I have a trip coming up and im already trying to heal some styr0 😭😭😭

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Being SA'd is like being cursed with infinite never ending shame that you can never open up about because it only happened when they were your partner..so did it even really happen since you dated them willingly so you must've consented, or js being with them is a sign of consent and itll never be as traumatic as a super physically traumatic SA since there are no cuts or bruises or signs of hurt on you and even if there was it was so long ago and you've already moved on and left them that even if there was something to say theres no physical proof on your body its all just mental.

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Tw cat scratches

Dont report js block!!!!!!!!

Lwk doodoo but I got a dull razor still💔💔

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Me when I thought I could be open about my struggles js to make him uncomfortable and he has been for months but js said smth now so im js a terrible girlfriend.

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Thank god I can cut again

Everyone say thank you to my job making it easier to hide 🥹

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Me when im lwk bored as hell so I cut

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Genuinely want to shoot myself i hate all of everything and everyone cant have anything omfg I hate this