I’m redoing this now that I’ve been on here for a little while. :]
Quick Intro:
Hey, I’m Bee! I’m a 21 year old queer hispanic from the USA. I prefer if a mix of pronouns are used for me but it’s not required.
I have multiple different disorders/ mental illnesses but you’ll mostly only find BPD related vents here so big TW for BPD related stuff. It’s a safe place for anyone who struggles with any type of disabilities, disorders, mental illnesses, etc.
My DMs, Inbox, etc is always open for any comments, questions, concerns, etc. I’m not very active on Tumblr (I don’t spent a lot of time on here) and I don’t have notifications on but I will respond once I see your message. If you’d like to be mutuals, feel free to interact with this post! Feel free to like, reblog, comment or shoot me a message! If I deem that your account is too triggering for whatever reason however, I may not follow back.
Take care of yourself honey! 💛
Tags:
#SheBeeZee - lil rambles or whatever else
#Inbox - inbox stuff
#BPD - bpd related vent/ rants
Longer Intro:
Hello again! I’ll just go into a bit more detail here. :)
I’ve been off the internet for a long while since I did cut off everyone in my life a few years ago. I isolated myself until more recently when I really started struggling and needed a place to vent out some frustrations. I struggle reaching out to people so feel free to reach out yourself, I promise you’re always welcomed here! :]
I only really post BPD related stuff here to try to keep things more of a safe place where there’s not too many sensitive things that can easily trigger people. I do have a side blog that’s not too hard to find but I won’t link it here because I’ll be rambling more on there about other sensitive topics that can be triggering.
I never had a “Tumblr Era” before this so I’ve pretty much been going in blind. I also don’t spend too much time looking at stuff on here either, not cause I don’t want to but just the mental illness brain talking.
I also do have pretty bad paranoia so if there’s ever something I don’t really answer or I seem to avoid mentioning, please don’t take it personally. I don’t mean any harm by it but I just prefer to keep some things private and my privacy is something I value a lot.
As I mentioned previously, I do have a lot of different disorders along with BPD so BPD can look very different on me compared to someone else who has different disorders. I am not a professional and only use this page to vent thoughts related to my experiences or things I’m going through. People without BPD might also relate to some of my vents since I do have other disorders that can affect my mindset so please don’t take anything I say or vent about as professional medical advice. If anyone wants to talk about it privately, I don’t mind that but please don’t take anything I say as 100% one way or the other since BPD can really look much different in people as well as my other disorders that are also factors to take in.
Thank you so much for reading and I appreciate anyone who sticks around! It’s definitely made me smile knowing there’s a lot of people who can relate to things I struggle with. It makes me feel much less alone than I did when I first started this account. It’s made me feel less crazy and less “it’s all in my head” about things. I appreciate each and every one of you. 🫶 Hope I see all my cute lil flowers around often! 🌻 Take care of yourselves, stay hydrated and remember you’ve been doing amazing with the cards you got given. If no one has said it, I’m so proud of you and love you! 🐝
Thank you to all 159 of you still hanging out here and thank you to everyone who’s interacted with my page. It means a lot. 💛
I made this account while I was going through a pretty bad split and I’m not sure if I’m necessarily doing better but I feel like I’ve reached a point where I’m pretty over that situation specially but a lot of other roadblocks have happened which have taken a toll on me. I do miss posting on here but it also feels kinda overwhelming wanting to come back for some reason? Probably because I’ve been in a terrible head space. Anyways I’m sure no one’s gonna end up seeing this small ramble but thank you either way.
Aw I’m just realizing that it’s officially been a month since I’ve joined Tumblr 🥹
I was in a very very poor headspace (still am but it’s getting better 🫶) and desperately needed a space to vent and feel less alone. BPD is something that is still very misunderstood and it’s hard to vent to people about it. I know I don’t interact with people much since I’m still pretty shy when it comes to it but thank you so much to everyone who’s messaged, commented, liked, reblogged, or interacted in any way. It definitely makes me feel less alone and less empty. I know it’s silly celebrating one month here but sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart. 🫶
Thank you all for being the little flowers in my garden for this lil Bee to vibe in. 💛
