#shebore

[phlipshea]

carolines trying to corrupt me

[madeatlas]

@shebore​ sent,     💬    ⏤     send 💬  for me to make you a starter with a random line of dialogue from this generator.

‘  i want to have a baby.  ‘

[roseguided-a]

  the more i think about time travel in s7 of t100 , the more i think about bellamy / clarke seeing when everything got the scar on her neck but also eveline seeing the day , at the end of s4 , that bellamy / clarke gave her to octavia in the bunker before going out to becca’s lab to go onto the ring.   imagining eveline watching them hand her over (as like a spectral thing cause obvs she isn’t physically there)   and just feeling this dread fill her chest because she knows she’s being left behind.   in this , if i ever choose to write it depending on canon or even as a separate au ish plot idea for angst factor ,   she has to finally deal with her feelings of abandonment && the pain she felt over not having either of her parents growing up.   (kinda like when caroline in tvd saw the vision of her mother && stefan after burning the letter she’d written to her)   hitting the door as they go to leave && no matter how much she yanks it , pulls on it , or slams on the door she can’t get to them.   standing there watching them leave knowing how she’ll turn out , knowing what she’ll struggle with. crying , saying  “please don’t leave me.  don’t leave me!”         and that makes me upset.

[zeroged]

@shebore,    random.

“    clarke,...     ”      there’s a slow shake of her head    –––    the words sit in the air for a silent moment,    lips parted in   hesitation before raven has the courage to meet her gaze.      it’s time for her to suck up her pride,     acknowledge the way that she had treated her and own up to it    –––    hope to earn a resolution.    but there is a lot that needs to be said between them,   a lot that needed to be talked through,   explained,    and she doesn’t even know where to begin.         “    i  --    ”

[imthelcstprincess]

send “✘” and I’ll generate a number between 1 - 50 for what my muse says or does to yours; “✘”    #32 ↪ @shebore ( accepting )

“Kill me… Please… Just… Just kill me.”

[viciousheart]

‘ you were amazing. ’

𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐒 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐓 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄.  she  reaches  a  hand  over,  fingertips  brushing  loose  hair  out  of  her  eyes.     ❛   you’re  so  beautiful.   ❜     she  says,  completely  enthralled  with  the  blonde  that  lays  beside  her.     ❛   and  so  talented  with  that  tongue,   ❜     viviana  teases,  her  thumb  tracing  clarke’s  lips.     ❛   i  hope  you  enjoyed  yourself  as  much  as  i  did.   ❜ 

she’s  never  made  it  a  secret  that,  while  she  likes  both  men  and  women,  she  has  a  significant  preference  for  girls,  but  clarke  is…  clarke  is  on  a  whole  other  level.  from  the  first  day  she  met  her,  viviana  knew  that  there  was  something  special  about  clarke  griffin.  now  she  knows  that  there  are  many  special  aspects  to  her.  and  she  loves  them  all.  she  may  even  love  her. 

but…  if  she  does,  she’s  not  ready  yet  to  tell  her.  just  the  thought  of  telling  her  terrifies  viviana,  and  she’s  not  an  easy  person  to  scare.  but  she’s  never  said  those  words  to  anyone  before.  

no,  that’s  not  true. 

there  was  alexander.  before  vienna  got  outed  and  their  parents  were  floated.  he  was  the  only  thing  that  kept  her  alive  in  the  first  days  after  her  parents  execution.  she  was  bedridden  with  grief,  and  he  took  care  of  her.  he  made  sure  she  ate  and  helped  her  wash  her  hair  and,  most  importantly,  he  never  gave  up  on  her,  even  in  her  darkest  of  moments.  because  of  him,  she  was  able  to  rally    kill  her  uncle  for  what  he  did.  and  she  told  alex  she  loved  him  right  before  he  did  it. 

she  pushes  all  thoughts  of  love  and  alex  out  of  her  mind.  it’s  not  like  she’ll  ever  see  him  again. 

but  clarke’s  right  here,  right  beside  her.  she  feels  her  skin  under  her  fingertips,  warm  and  soft.  and  she’s  close  enough  to  feel  her  breath  on  her  face.  and  viviana  loves  her.  in  this  moment,  she  knows  she  does.  but  she’s  not  ready  to  expose  herself  like  that.  she  loves  her,  but  she’s  scared  to  love  her.

𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑     𝓥     𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆     𝓥     @shebore​

[azhefa-moved]

@shebore bc reasons

          his minder WANDERS as his gaze fixates on the fire before them. he had found peace in the valley. it took a long time. it took years of HEALING. but he found it. and now he finds it is slipping away. seeing the remnants of azgeda. seeing what wonkru has become, how much octavia has been weighed down under the mantel of leadership...strange new people from the sky claiming earth as theirs. it’s just a repeating cycle. loyalties are conflicting in his heart. he just wants to keep clarke and madi safe, yet that is selfish. he still owes something to his people, doesn’t he?  lips press together, fingers unconsciously toying with the golden strands of clarke’s hair.  “  those were my words,  ”  he says after a moment, gaze not lifting from the dancing flames.  “  wonkru. one clan.  ”   he made a choice to stay and FIGHT luna. he gave octavia a chance. he wonders if he had run from the rain, maybe things would be different. 

[guiltedripper]

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