#sheisnotalone

[sheisnotalone]

𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 | 𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐣𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐮

Pairing: Jennifer "JJ" Jareau x Reader (no pronouns used)

Warnings: none, this is just fluff

Word count: 937

Summary: Reader gets home from a work trip. Their girlfriend JJ missed them a lot and has to take care of them with food and cuddles

~ also posted on ao3 ~

A/N: Hello people, i know i have been MIA for the past two years and i'm sorry about that, tho i'm not really gonna be that active just thought since i maybe am getting into writing again, perchance, I'll also leave this here and not only on ao3

borders made by @enchanthings

“I missed you”, she whispers while grabbing you at your waist to spin you around. 

“Hi Jayie, missed you too”, you reply with a tired smile, taking a step back to stabilize your stance.

“Nu-uh, don’t you go away again” JJ says, hooking her fingers in the belt loops on your jeans and pulling you back into her. She presses her forehead against yours and wraps her arms around your hips. You close your eyes, enjoying being so close to her. It’s true, you missed her too, a lot. Even though you were gone for barely over a week, it feels like ages ago that you had been in her arms.

“You can never leave again, you were gone for way too long”, she mumbles. When you open your eyes again you can see her pouting. It’s just so adorable you can’t help but smile at her. 

“Hey don’t laugh at me, I’m seriou-” but you kiss her before she can finish the sentence. She instantly starts kissing you back softly, moving on hand from your hips into your hair while your own hands start sliding down into the back pockets of her jeans.

Both of you know it will happen again, that one of you will have to leave again. It’s just what you get for both having a job that you often have to travel for. You love your job and you know that she loves hers as well, but being apart multiple weeks a month just really sucks.

When you both pull back to breathe she smiles at you, “How are you feeling?”

“Tired”, you reply, burying your head in the crook of her neck. You inhale the scent of her body mixed with her perfume and it just feels like home. 

“When is the last time you have eaten, baby?” she asks, giving you a scolding look when you mumble “breakfast” into her skin. “I’m sorry… it’s just after finishing up I just rushed to the train to get back home as fast as possible, there was no time for lunch and I also didn’t want to buy an overpriced chocolate bar or something on the train” you answer truthfully. You were so excited to finally return home, you hadn’t really noticed your empty stomach until now. Right on cue it starts grumbling causing the blonde in your arms to giggle. “Okay sweets, hear me out. I make us some dinner but we eat on the couch all cozy and you can tell me about your trip if you want”, she suggests and you nod against her neck. She tries to pull out of your hold to lead you to the kitchen, but you fasten your grip not letting her go. It startles her for a second before she realizes what you want. “So lazy”, she mumbles before positioning her hands to pull you off the ground. You wrap your legs around her waist, to stabilize yourself, still amazed by the ease with which she can just pick you up even though you have been picked up by her strong arms more often than you can count.

She sits you down on the kitchen counter after effortlessly carrying you through your shared apartment. “So, what does my love want for dinner?”, she questions, already knowing what answer to expect when she sees the expression on your face. “Surprise me” you say, beaming up at her.

“You don’t have a preference, huh? Alright then, but I’ll not tell you what i’m gonna make” 

And with that she starts digging through the fridge, putting random things on the counter, cutting up vegetables and rummaging through the cabinets searching for whatever supplies she needs. 

If you would pay closer attention to what she’s grabbing you could possibly pinpoint on what meal she decided on, but your eyes are switching between the concentrated look on her face and the way her body moves around effortlessly while she prepares the food.

After some time - you couldn’t have estimated it even if you tried to - she turns around to you and happily exclaims „All done!“

She has already prepared to plates and set them on the coffee table in the living, so all she has to do now is pulling you off the counter you has been sitting on, leading you to the living room and cross her legs with yours after putting your plate in your hand and making sure you are settled comfortably on the sofa.

JJ loves just being able to touch you at any time. You know she craves physical touch as much as you do, so it’s no surprise that as soon as you both have finished eating you’re curled up in her lap the fingers of one of your hands interlaced with hers, while her other hand is playing with your hair. You feel the tiredness that this stressful day left behind creeping up again and if you closed yourself eyes you would probably just fall asleep in seconds, but you don’t want this evening to end. The upcoming days will be stressful enough so you might as well spend as much time as possible right here with your person where you can ignore all the stress and struggles. You move around a bit until you can look in JJ‘s face, giving her a tired but content smile. 

„Everything okay?“ she asks you, moving a loose strand of hair out of your face.

„More than okay!“ you whisper.

„Welcome home baby, welcome home!“ she whispers back to you and when you close your eyes you instantly drift off into a well deserved nap.

[sheisnotalone]

𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐬 | 𝐣𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲

pairing: jemily - jennifer jareau x emily prentiss (criminal minds)

word count: 807

warnings: none

summary: Emily begrudgingly agreed to go to the ice rink with her girlfriend. While JJ is a natural at it, Emily is struggling until JJ comes to her rescue.

borders made by @enchanthings

also posted on ao3

‘Why on earth had she agreed to this?’ Emily found herself standing on a pair of rented ice-skates holding onto the wall for dear life just hoping to not slip and make a fool of herself. It had been JJ’s idea, of course it had, to check out the temporary ice rink at the nearby Christmas market. Emily wondered how on earth her girlfriend was able to just move over the ice like she had been doing it all of her life. JJ was skating in circles, switching between going forwards and backwards, Emily wouldn’t even be surprised if she would start to jump around.

After a little while JJ returned to her girlfriend and realized that Emily had in fact not moved a tiny bit from the location where she had left her and she couldn’t help but laugh a bit. “Em, are you scared?” “What me? No, not at all. I just wanted to rest for a bit” Emily tried her best to sound convincing but of course JJ saw right through her. “Baby, do you want my help?” she asked while holding her arm out for Emily to hold onto. “Well yes, but only because i love holding your hand” “Smooth” JJ chuckled. She interlocked her fingers with Emily’s and started to pull her along with her very slowly. “Do you even know what to do?” she asked Emily who by now was grabbing onto JJ’s arm with both hands desperately trying not to just face-plant onto the floor. “Do I look like it?” Emily hissed and JJ just smiled, Emily looked so cute right now. “Okay let’s start slow” she said while maneuvering the both of them back to the wall again. “Hold onto the wall with one hand and my hand with your other hand. Then bend your knees a little bit like this” she motioned for Emily to look at her and Emily promptly followed her instructions. “Very good, glad you listen to me for once without arguing” she smirked earning herself a pissed look from Emily, if she could have she probably would have slapped JJ but she would probably just make a fool of herself if she let go of either the wall or her girlfriend’s hand.

It took a few minutes but eventually Emily was able to let go of the wall and slowly skate on her own just needing to hold onto JJ’s hand to keep balanced. A proud smile appeared on JJ’s face while they made their rounds, getting faster over time until they were moving at a normal speed. In a moment of courage Emily let go of JJ’s hand and instantly regretting it. The change made her lose her rhythm and she started to slip first almost running on the same spot like a cartoon character until she tripped and landed on her hands and knees. The whole situation looked so comically that JJ had to hold back a laugh before she helped her girlfriend up. It was easy for JJ to get both of them off of the ice and Emily seated on a nearby bench already checking her joints for any injury. “I’m fine, Jayje” Emily sighed, trying to be strong as always. “I know you are, but we both know that you would also say this if you just got shot so I’m checking anyways” Emily knew her girlfriend was right and defeatedly let JJ continue. When JJ had decided that Emily was actually alright, they agreed that it was probably the best idea to leave the ice rink and instead go and look at the stalls of the Christmas market.

The air was cold, but the faint smell of gingerbread and cinnamon drew them in. Everything was decorated with fairy lights and pine branches. There were quite a few people there, looking at the selection of items the sellers were offering. Emily pulled JJ close and kissed her cheek. They were headed for the stall with the best mulled wine, at least according Penelope who had been talking about it for the past few weeks. “Is it that one?” JJ asked, pointing to a little hut that was overflowing with people, Christmas music was playing inside and despite there being so many people it looked surprisingly cozy. They found a table in a corner and while Emily was holding it JJ was getting them drinks. She returned quickly balancing 2 mugs in one hand and a heart shaped waffle in the other placing all of it in front of her girlfriend. “I didn’t ask you to-“ Emily started, but JJ just shook her head “Shh, i know you only went on the ice because of me so please let me buy something sweet for my sweetest girlfriend” “I’m your only girlfriend” Emily remarked. “Well yes, but you’re also the sweetest”

[sheisnotalone]

𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐟𝐞, 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐭 | 𝐣𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲

prompt: just take my hand. (fictober 01) | prompt list

pairing: jemily - jennifer jareau x emily prentiss (criminal minds)

word count: 1584

warnings: brief mention of knife wounds

summary: on the hunt for an unsub jj and emily find themselves staking out at night on the top of an apartment building in a big city. they are enjoying their time together, but what happens when the unsub appears and the two women get chased over the rooftops?

borders made by @enchanthing

also posted on ao3

The night sky was clear enough to see stars even in a big city like this one. For a normal person it would seem like a night like any other. The leaves had started to fall indicating the beginning of autumn. Any passer-by in the street would have never known of the actions that were going down at this time far over their head on the roofs of the apartment buildings that were lining the streets.

The current case had the BAU on edge for the past month. The public called the unsub they were hunting ‘the bat’ because of how he would strike at night, dressed in a black cloak and seemed to appear to fly into the apartments out of nowhere. 

By now the team had learned that the unsub would get into the homes of his victims over the fire escape which he accessed from the roof. From the crime scenes it had seemed that he would be working alone, but something still seemed off. The cuts on the victims differed in depth and the way the knife had been handled but the placement of them had been the same on all 5 victims they had found so far.

In an attempt to catch the unsub in the act the team had split up to lie in wait on different roofs in the assumed hunting zone. That is how JJ and Emily ended up sitting on some random roof for the last 2 hours just like they had been multiple times since they arrived. They had been quietly talking about anything and everything to keep each other awake while scanning their surroundings for the slightest movement. If JJ was honest she did not even want to find anything even though catching the unsub would mean she could finally go home again and get a full night of much needed sleep. The blonde profiler found herself enjoying the company of the other woman who had been paired up with her a lot more than she had expected. Of course Emily had been one of her closest friends ever since she had joined the team all those years ago, but lately something was different. There were a lot more lingering touches and she found herself blushing a lot whenever the dark haired woman complimented her on the seemingly most mundane things. The blonde hadn’t fully figured out what was happening in her heart, but she loved all of it. JJ would miss all of the nights that she would spend with Emily on these roofs, knowing that when they returned to Quantico there would be too much going on again to just sit quietly with Emily and enjoy her company. 

Emily had been rambling on about how some show she had been watching on the nights they didn’t spend on these roofs, but JJ wasn’t really listening to the words. She found her eyes focusing more often than not on the way Emily’s lips moved while she was talking, her pale skin seemingly gleaming against the darkness of the night that surrounded them, she caught herself staring a little too long on the tip of the other woman’s nose that seemed to be just the most perfect nose that JJ had ever seen or get lost in the dark eyes that had something mysterious and exciting in them that the blond couldn’t wait to figure out one day.

JJ had to stop herself from grumbling every time she remembered why they were actually here and needed to force herself to actually look at their surroundings instead of keeping her eyes on the other profiler. Her thoughts got stuck on Emily way too often, even though she knew it was crucial she was physically and mentally present at the stake out but oh did the other woman mess with her thoughts…

“JJ!?” 

The blonde had to blink and shake her head to snap her head out of whatever string of thoughts had been keeping her focus to get her mind back in the present. It took her a second to notice that Emily was looking at her with concern. 

“JJ, did you hear that?” the other profiler repeated herself. She was looking around trying to find the origin of the sound she must have heard. JJ was internally beating herself up for letting herself get so unfocused. She had in fact not heard whatever Emily was referencing. She also started scanning their surroundings until she also heard something, the faint scratching of metal against concrete. Both women flung around in the direction where the sound came from and Emily quietly communicated to JJ to follow her. Guns drawn, they turned a corner and saw the silhouette of a person dressed completely in black.

“FBI freeze!” Emily yelled out making the stranger in front of the turn around.

“Oh you really shouldn’t be here” answered the person with a low voice before making some sort of swirling gesture with their hand that JJ couldn’t fully recognise due to the lack of light where the stranger was standing.

It took only a few seconds and suddenly the two agents were surrounded by people that were also dressed in the same dark clothes as the person in front of them. Where had they all come from? Were they here the whole time? If so then how had neither of the two women noticed anything? They started moving closer. JJ counted at least 15 people but before she could double check she noticed that all of them had some sort of knife or dagger drawn and pointed at the women. Quickly realising that their chances of winning this fight were essentially non-existent, the blonde tried to catch the other woman’s eyes and immediately noticed that Emily had come to the same conclusion.

“Run, I’m right behind you” she whispered and that’s what JJ immediately did. They managed to break out of the circle of strangers and try to keep switching directions as they ran in hopes of losing them. 

They eventually had to stop abruptly because they had reached the end of the roof. They could tell that the people were close behind them but there was seemingly no way out. On both sides of them were high chimneys and in front of them was an at least 5 feet wide gap to the next roof, it seemed too far to just jump over. JJ was mentally preparing herself for whatever might happen if they caught up with them when she suddenly noticed Emily climbing onto the ledge of the roof.

“What are you doing?” The blonde’s voice was full of concern. Did Emily really want to jump? 300 scenarios of the jump going wrong were playing behind JJ’s eyes.

“Do you trust me?” the question snapped JJ back to reality. Hesitation was rising inside of her. Of course she trusted Emily, but that was a pretty far jump to do from a standing position.

“JJ! Just take my hand.” Emily reached her hand out for JJ to grab it and JJ let herself get pulled on the ledge next to Emily. She dared to look down for a second before immediately closing her eyes. If they didn’t make it they would fall at least 8 floors until they hit the pavement. Emily could sense that the woman next to her was spiraling again, so she squeezed JJ’s hand tightly with her own.

“We can do this, do you hear me? Keep your eyes closed. I will count back from three and then we jump together. Just imagine we’re in a forest and we’re jumping over a small river to not get wet, can you do that for me?”

JJ nodded slowly, she was glad that Emily was still holding her hand. The sounds behind them were getting louder.

“Okay JJ, now or never! 3.. 2.. 1.. NOW!” 

JJ tried to focus on the imaginary forest that Emily had painted in her head as best as she could. There were a few seconds while both of them were in the air where she didn’t dare to breathe. Then suddenly she felt her feet hit the ledge of the other roof. Emily pulled JJ down from the ledge and right into her arms.

“You did so good” She whispered into the blonde’s hair before giving her a small kiss on the forehead. JJ felt herself relaxing into Emily’s touch. Tears were forming in the corners of her eyes since the adrenaline started to fall off. 

Knowing they were not fully safe yet, Emily moved both of them behind a nearby chimney so they were at least out of sight. She let herself slump to the ground pulling the JJ with her, making sure the blonde landed softly in her lap.

JJ let herself fall onto Emily’s chest. She was surprised at how vulnerable she let herself be, especially in a situation like this, this wasn’t like her at all, but instead of letting that scare her she tried to focus her brain on how good it felt to be this close to Emily. Holding JJ close, the older woman informed the rest of the team about the events and their current location. Hotch relayed to her that they would take care of the rest and Emily fully trusted that. 

“Emily you make me feel so safe, i can’t explain it” JJ mumbled into the crook of the older woman’s neck.

“You don’t have to, because I feel the same."

[sheisnotalone]

𝐨𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐲 | 𝐞. 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐬 (𝐣𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲)

i don’t need a reason. (fictober 03) | prompt list

pairing: emily prentiss & derek morgan, jennifer jareau x emily prentiss

word count: 359

warnings: none

summary: emily prentiss is a lesbian and a yearner, what can i say.

borders made by @enchanthing

also posted on ao3

Emily hadn’t been able to focus the whole day. She had spent the last night at JJ’s apartment and every time her eyes noticed the blonde today she couldn’t help but smile. They were set for another date this evening and Emily wished she could make time go faster to get out of the office and take JJ to her favourite Italian restaurant. It was Friday and they were planning to spend the whole weekend together. She was internally cursing the stack of paperwork that was separating her from the girl of her dreams. Had she just called JJ the girl of her dreams in her head? God it was embarrassing how hard she had already fallen for the blonde.

She must have gotten lost in her thoughts since she didn’t notice Morgan approaching. When he tapped her on the shoulder she visibly jumped.

“Jesus Prentiss, what’s with you today” 

“I- uhm… what? Nothing…” Emily knew he could see right through her. This was Derek Morgan after all, one of the best profilers of the team and most importantly her best friend. The look he was giving her told her that her thoughts were true.

“Really Derek, it’s nothing” she tried to wiggle her way out of the questions she could already see written on his face.

“Emily you have been unfocused the whole day and keep randomly smiling to yourself, why is that?” 

“I don’t need a reason. Am I not allowed to smile now?” she purposely faced away while speaking in an attempt to not let him read her face, but her eyes landed once again on JJ and lingered on the other woman just enough for Morgan to notice. 

“Oh that’s why” he chuckled “be careful Prentiss, the lesbian is showing” 

“I swear to god Derek if you tell Garcia about this…”

“Oh I am so telling Garcia about this, and you can’t do anything about it” and with that he rushed away. Emily debated if she should chase after him, but decided it was worthless anyway. It would have been only a matter of time before the team found out about her and JJ anyways.

[sheisnotalone]

𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 | 𝐣𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲

prompt: this is new. (fictober 02) | prompt list

pairing: jemily - jennifer jareau x emily prentiss (criminal minds)

word count: 675

warnings: none

summary: it took some time for jj and emily to figure out their feelings for each other. It’s all new and exciting, but they can’t let the team find out yet, right?

borders made by @enchanthing

also posted on ao3

It had been a quiet day in the BAU. The team had just closed a case and the remaining paperwork was all they were working on. None of them enjoyed that part of their job. That’s how half of them ended up surrounding the coffee machine hoping that a little break will bring back some motivation. Morgan was talking about a new building he was working at. Some sort of bathroom renovation was needed there and Garcia was mocking him for becoming Super Mario if he did the plumbing himself. JJ and Emily were standing next to each other, both sipping on a cup of hot coffee. They had been stealing glances at each other after their conversation last night. 

Thinking back, JJ couldn’t even remember how the topic came up. They had both been exhausted from the case and decided to spend the night at JJ’s apartment with a bottle of wine. This wasn’t the first time they had hung out like this, just the two of them. In fact they had been savoring every second they got time alone, no matter the circumstances. At first JJ kept telling herself that Emily was just a very good friend that she loved spending time with. But when she caught herself for the third time staring at Emily’s lips she couldn’t deny anymore that this was not just friendship. 

It took her embarrassingly long to actually confess her feelings to the other woman. After all they were colleagues and dating a fellow federal agent wasn’t exactly HR conform. But eventually she caved. In the moment she hadn’t even intended to say anything, it just slipped out and to her big surprise Emily told her she felt the same and had done so for a long time. She would have said something if she hadn’t been too afraid to scare JJ away, JJ wasn’t exactly out and about regarding her sexuality. 

Their first kiss was shy, full of insecurity and disbelief that the other person even felt the same way. The kisses after that were not so tame anymore. By now they had lost count of how many times they kissed each other. 

Fast forward to last night. The plan was to spend time together like they had been all those past week. Somehow the topics of labels had come up and Emily had asked JJ what she should introduce her as since they were a little too close to just be friends, but they weren’t married so wife wasn’t the right term either. JJ had blushed at the thought of ever marrying Emily, it wasn’t like the thought hadn’t crossed her mind before. She had timidly suggested that they could settle on the term ‘girlfriends’ for now. Emily had a big smirk on her face when she told JJ that if she wanted to be her girlfriend she had to ask properly. Emily will forever hold on to the memory when the words “Emily Prentiss, will you be my girlfriend?” left the blonde woman’s lips and how her eyes lit up when Emily replied with a yes.

That memory was also stuck in her head when she got pulled back to reality. Hotch had called out her name from the other side of the bullpen. “Emily, can you come to my office for a second? It’s nothing bad, i just want your advice on a file”

“I’ll be right there Hotch” she replied with a nod and Hotch immediately returned to his office.

“Well as sad as I am to break this up, it seems I am needed elsewhere” she informed the other agents standing around her. She let her hand brush JJ’s and then without thinking further she gave the blonde a quick peck on the lips before heading in the direction  of their unit chief’s office. JJ needed a few seconds to process what had happened and then she blushed.

“So, this is new.” Garcia said next to her with a grin. “I see you guys finally figured it out”

“Oh shut up Pen.” 

[sheisnotalone]

𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐞𝐠𝐠𝐬 | 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭

.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~

Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Natasha Romanoff x fem!reader

Warnings: none, this is pure fluff~

Word count: 1,028

Summary: You wanted to surprise your girlfriends with breakfast but accidentally drop a pan.

A/N: I haven’t posted a fic in a hot minute but I am back with some WandaNat fluff we are just going to ignore the fact that I’m procrastinating finishing the first part of my dark!wanda series. Okay I was trying to do my mechanics assignment and failed so I started writing instead. Btw most of this was written while sitting on the ground in a very crowded train, I thought you should know that. Also “asscrack of dawn” was brought to you by the wonderful @charturnus so go and say thank you to her. I hope you enjoy reading this, let me know what you think~

.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~

*GIF is not mine*

„SHIT“ you whispered as the pan hit the floor. It was 7 in the morning and you had tried to be quiet. You wanted to surprise your girlfriends with breakfast and therefore got up extra early so you would be done as soon as Natasha came home from her morning jog. She always left before the asscrack of dawn, but never had breakfast before exercising anyways, so being ready when she returns would be fine.

You were nearly done, you had already finished the little pastries. You found the recipe ages ago on Pinterest and this seemed like the perfect opportunity to try it. They were a tiny bit burned on the top, but if you consider your baking skills and the fiasco that occurred the last time you wanted to make a cake, you would call it a success. All that was left to do was making scrambled eggs and then setting everything on the table.

The house stayed quiet after your little accident, or so you thought. You placed the pan on the stove and added the eggs which you had already scrambled and seasoned. Maybe it was because you were concentratimg hard to not burn the eggs or it was because of the fizzing noises coming from the pan, but you didn’t notice the presence of a certain redhead leaning in the doorframe of the kitchen. Wanda was looking at you in awe through still sleepy eyes, following every single movement you made and admiring the concentrated look on your face. At some point you had started humming a melody and started wiggling around while still trying to get the eggs right.

“You know, you look really cute when you dance like nobody is watching”

You flinched and immediately turned on your heel to see who was interrupting your moment. Wanda smiled when you saw her and bounced off of the door frame to make her way to you.

“D-Did I wake you up?” you said concerned “The pan was heavier than I expected and I don’t even know what happened exactly but suddenly it was on the floor”

“Well yes, I guess you did, but that is okay, I was a bit confused when I found the bed empty after that crashing sound. I thought Tasha was back early, but then I smelled pastries so I thought I’d have a look” she replied softly pulling you into a hug.

“It was supposed to be a surprise” you pouted but leaned into her touch pulling her close.

“I know dorogoy, I know, but we can still surprise Tash if you want to. Besides I wouldn’t have seen your cute little dance if I hadn’t gotten up already” you blush at her words “Oh stop Wands, it was embarrassing”

“No it is not, nothing you do is embarrassing. Now come on love, what is still left to do?” she asked while loosening her hold on you.

“Not much actually. Finish the eggs and then set the table- THE EGGS” you quickly turn around to see the now dark brown eggs “I knew something had to go wrong, I knew it…” you frowned as you put the pan off of the stove. You started cursing to yourself but Wanda quickly interrupted your mumbling “Shh honey, I got this, you set the table and I redo these eggs, okay?” “Okay” you replied.

While coming back to the kitchen, after having carried the pastries to the table, you found Wanda humming some melody and after a few seconds you decided to snap your fingers along to the rhythm. She turned around with a smile and you started singing to the beat. Wanda quickly joined in, singing the harmonies and you continued getting breakfast ready while singing together.

(This is how I imagine Y/N and Wanda singing btw)

.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~

You two were dancing around the kitchen, tapping on the counters to the beat, occasionally using pots and plates or the cereal packages as makeshift instruments. At some point Wanda even made some kitchenware fly and dance around you. “Are these our background dancers?” you joked, smiling at your girlfriend who was standing next to the stove to keep an eye on the eggs. As response she pulled you to her, so you’re standing right in front of her, her front to your back, sandwiched between her and the stove. She carefully swayed the two of you from side to side while still stirring the eggs around in the pan. She rested her head on your shoulder pulling you even closer to her. You leaned into her touch enjoying being so close to her. She whispered “I love you” in your ear to which you softly replied “I love you too” before turning around and placing a kiss to her lips.

.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~.・゜-: ✧ :- ゜~

Natasha heard the singing coming from the open window when she returned home. She smiled when she opened the door. “I see my two favorite people are up already!” she exclaimed while making her way into the kitchen. “Nat, you’re home” you pulled her into a group hug still being in Wanda’s arms. “I see you guys made breakfast already” Natasha said proudly, placing a kiss on yours and Wanda’s forehead. “Actually Y/N wanted to surprise us Tash, but I kind of ruined it” Wanda blushed a bit while pulling out of the embrace “But I hope I can make up for it with the now perfectly cooked scrambled eggs”

“Of course Wands, thank you for helping me. Let’s get this set on the table and we can start having breakfast” you took the pan out of her hands ready to make your way to the dining room table but Natasha stopped you. “You know, how about we take this to the living room and cuddle up on the couch. I am in fact a bit touch starved, you know” she shyly said. “After all you are just a big softy, aren’t you” Wanda chuckled “But sure, I miss cuddling too”

“You guys act as if we haven’t seen each other in months” you shake your head.

“Oh come on Y/N, you love cuddling just as much as we do”

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[sheisnotalone]

𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐬 | 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭

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Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader

Warnings: self harm, blood, reader is depressed in this, apart from that it's pure fluff (let me know if i should add something)

Word count: 1.2k

Summary: Wanda and Natasha help their girlfriend through a rough time

A/N: I'm just out here wishing for someone to take care of me like this, so I don't have to make cinnamon rolls for myself to recover from a breakdown *sadly continues eating the cinnamon roll*

gif is not mine

"Do you think she's still awake?" Wanda asks Natasha quietly as they approach the small house you shared with your two girlfriends. "It's 3AM, Wanda, she should be asleep by now... but I hope too, that she's not" Natasha replies as she unlocks the front door. They had been away on a mission for two weeks and couldn't be more excited to see you again.

The empty and dark living room seemed to prove their suspicion at first, but then the two women heard muffled sounds from the bedroom. They found you all curled up in the bed, hugging a big stuffed animal - a cute hedgehog to be precise - already asleep. Your favorite movie playing on the TV across the room. The sight looked cute at first. Wanda had already walked to the bathroom to change into her pajamas while Natasha went closer to the bed, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. You stiffened before slowly opening your eyes. It was only then Natasha noticed the dried tears on your puffy cheeks.

"Hey baby, are you okay?" she whispers in your ear before pulling you into her lap.

"Yeah, I'm fine..." you lie, your eyes glimpse at your wrist that is still safely hidden under the hedgehog. Natasha of course notices, as she always does.

"Y/N, don't lie to me, it's the middle of the night, you're watching y/f/m which is not even halfway done, and I can see that you have been crying." She slightly pulls away to look at you, but you turn away unable to look into her caring eyes. You feel bad, you have been down the whole time since they were away. Being left alone with your thoughts is something you were never able to handle all to well, but this evening it became worse

"Can you please show me your hand?" she asks softly. You slowly push your right hand towards her, already knowing that this isn't what she wanted.

"Malyshka, the other one" she pulls your left hand out from under the stuffed animal. Seeing the cuts on your wrist made her heart drop, but before she could say anything Wanda enters the room. The smile on her face disappears when she sees the two of you.

"What happened?" she crawls onto the bed embracing the two of you in a hug. She wipes away a tear from Natasha's cheek when she sees your hand still in the grasp of the other woman. "Oh sweetheart" tears forming in her eyes as well now.

You look down, embarrassment filling your thoughts. Wanda pulls you in a hug and you start to cry. You didn't want to disappoint them, you didn't want to be a burden and you most certainly didn't want to make them worry or cry.

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You don't know what came over you. Your thoughts had been spiraling the whole day when you began feeling the numbness once again. That numbness that always feels like it's eating you from inside. You wanted to scream or cry just to be able to feel something but you couldn't. The weight of the world on your shoulders felt like it was about to crush you under it. You didn't even notice at first when you picked up the pair of scissors from your desk. The pain from the first scratch made you whine but it also felt relieving. It felt like it sucked the numbness from your body and replaced it with pain. Grounding you in a way that made you continue. It was only when blood had already started to dripple down your arm when it hit you. The realization. What you were actually doing at this moment. The scissors fell out of your hand to the ground. You immediately hated yourself. You had been trying so hard developing coping mechanisms, ways to prevent you from doing it. It had been months since the last time it happend and you had been a bit proud of yourself for the progress you had made. But now it felt like that for every step forward you had made you now had to take 5 back.

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"Y/N/N it's okay, we are here now" Natasha's voice is broken as she slowly pulls a strand of hair from your face. "We are here for you, we love you" Wanda whispers, slowly rocking you in her arms.

At some point you must have fallen asleep.

Wanda is the first of the three of you to wake up again. She slowly turns her head to look at the clock on her bedside table. 10AM. She decides to get up and made her way downstairs to the kitchen.

When you wake up you realize that Wanda is gone. You try to get up but flinch when your wrist strives over the bedsheets. The action causes Natasha to wake up. "Good morning, detka" she sleepily gets out. "Morning" you mumble back, you feel a bit better than yesterday now that you're not alone anymore, but you're afraid of what will happen. What will they say? Will they hate you for what you did?

The concern must have been written all over your face. Natasha sits up and pulls you into a hug. "Hey, hey it's okay" she says as you begin to sob against her chest. "I love you and nothing will ever change that"

"I.. love you too" you manage to get out. Once you had calmed down a bit, she takes your hand "You know we will have to put something on that" she tilts her head hinting at your wrist "But first, let's see what Wanda has been up to" she sends you a smile, pulling you up and dragging you down the stairs. As you get to the kitchen, you are greeted with the smell of fresh cinnamon rolls which Wanda had just pulled out of the oven.

"Good morning sleepyheads" she greets the two of you with a bright smile on her face. "I thought since you've been going through a lot lately, maybe some cinnamon rolls would cheer you up a bit"

"Oh Wanda, you didn't have-"

"Oh yes I did, I know they're your favorite! Now you and Nat get settled on the couch and I'll bring them over in a second"

"Thank you, Wands"

On the couch, you cuddle into Natasha's side "You-you don't want me to explain what happened? or why-"

"Shhshh" Nat stops you "I figured if you wanted to talk about it, you would approach Wanda or me, which you always can of course. I don't want to push you but just know that I'm here if you need me and that goes for Wanda as well"

"It sure does" Wanda exclaims walking in, carrying two cups of coffee, three plates floating behind her. "We don't judge you for it, you know. We just want to help you get better." She places the cups and plates on the table and sits down on the floor in front of you "If there is anything - and I really mean anything - that we can do, please let us know"

You nod quietly, thankful for their understanding.

"So do you wanna do anything specific today?" Natasha asks softly.

"Can-can we just cuddle?" you whisper.

"Of course, honey" the redhead pulls you closer while Wanda settles next to you. She grabs the remote and puts on some movie. You don't really care which one it is, you're just happy that you are with your girlfriends who will always support you, no matter what happens.

[sheisnotalone]

𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 | 𝐰. 𝐦𝐚𝐱𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐟𝐟

prompt: strawberries + picnic | prompt list

pairing: wanda maximoff x reader (no pronouns used)

category: fluff~

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"Hey stop tickling me" Wanda giggled trying to get out of your lap where she had been sitting in comfortably for the last few hours.

You had driven the two of you out in the fields to have a picnic. The past few weeks had been really stressful and both of you needed a break. The scenery around you was beautiful. Trees shaking slightly in the light breeze, the humming of bees in the air between the beautiful flowers and fluffy little clouds in the sky. The cozy blanket you had put on the ground protecting your clothes from getting grass stains.

While you had prepared some sandwiches and snacks to bring, Wanda had handpicked strawberries from her little garden.

Wanda rolled out of your grasp laying down next to you on the blanked. She pulled you down so she can rest her head on your belly. "It looks like an elephant" she said excitedly. "What?" you chuckled confused. "Look" she raised her hand and pointed to the sky. You followed her movement with your eyes then raising your gaze to the clouds. "That one right there" Wanda remarked excitedly. Then you saw the cloud she was referring to. "It actually does" a smile formed on your lips "and that one over there looks like an alpaca".

This went on for a while each of you pointing out funny little clouds that travelled above you. Both of you enjoyed the calmness of the moment.

After some time you felt Wanda shuffle, but before you could say something, she was pushing a strawberry into your mouth. "Wha-" you got out as you swallowed the fruit after having chewed it a bit, but were quickly interrupted by her lips meeting yours. You started kissing her back and she smiled when she tasted the strawberry on your lips. "I love you my little strawberry" she whispered to you before deepening the kiss.

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