ENEMIES TO LOVERS, LOVERS TO ENEMIES AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
@shelbysdevil said: “ we could have had a future, you know. i wanted to do this with you. but you ruined it. ” (for Adelia)
“Lady Adelia Lennox, may I introduce you to Mr Thomas Shelby.” Her Brother-in-law’s polite and unexpected words had caused Adelia’s stomach to instantly lurch and as she’d turned to inspect whether it was merely a case of mistaken identity; the simple case of a man with a similar name; the truth of it, was not something she was prepared for at all...Tommy; Tommy Shelby, alive and well and standing in the middle of her ballroom. Instantly all the colour had drained from her face and she had been forced to excuse herself, claiming to have fallen suddenly ill. Immediately she had been accompanied to the dayroom by two servants, who had deposited her in a chair whilst the rest of her husband’s guests continued their revelry in the grand halls of her home. After waving her husband Henry away, insisting that she merely needed a quiet moment alone, Adelia had sat, staring out of the window, attempting to compose herself and stop the tears now threatening to fall.
Several years have passed since she was threatened and practically abducted by Major Campbell, forced to leave for London and vanish from Birmingham that very night, without leaving a trace. Tommy had only ever known her as a nurse named ‘Delia’ and so it had not been difficult for Chester Campbell to hide her whereabouts. The threat of incurring her father’s wrath had been compounded by the threat to kill Tommy if she had ever ventured near him again and so, painfully, reluctantly, she had complied. Even now, Inspector Campbell sends her correspondence, letters that sternly instruct her to keep her distance and contain details of the crimes the Major has judged Shelby to have committed, the seriousness of which had been enough to keep her silence. She has tried to move on with her life, has even married, but Tommy has never been far from her mind.
The minute he steps in the room, everything around him vanishes into obscurity; there is only Tommy; there was only ever, Tommy.
“I ruined it?” Her words are spoken with hushed anger, knowing that outside the dayroom her husband and his friends are likely standing, sharing jokes and cigars. Why does it make her feel shameful, dirty even to have him see her framed by such obvious privilege and opulence? Her title, her family name, wealth and standing in society; these are things she never shared with him, not because she wished to keep them secret but because, with Tommy, none of that ever seemed to matter.
“You really think this was my choice? You think I wanted to leave Birmingham…Major Campbell threatened to kill you, what choice did I have?”
Guilty, that is how she feels, she should have defied Campbell, should have made an attempt to, at the very least. “I never wanted to hurt you.” A future…could they really have had a future together? They are so different, even now. If Tommy was invited here, it was likely only so someone could use him to their advantage, or make a corrupt bargain with him. People may think Shelby a devil, but it is the aristocracy that are capable of dealing out the very worst cruelties without so much as batting an eye.
“I don’t love him.” The words are blurted, spoken coldly and in truth it is the first time she’s uttered them, or even truly admitted it to herself, but somehow she feels she needs to tell him, that he needs to hear it. “I’m the daughter of a Duke, Thomas, I don’t get to marry for love.”