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(i'm shepgarrus) #9 for Crazy for Loving You from that fanfic ask!
9: Were there any alternate versions of this fic?
No, not really. The plot has taken more rubber ducking than most of my other plots. But luckily my roommate is excellent for helping me figure out the issues. And I think I’ve got it all planned out to the end now. ...Maybe. ........Probably. ..................Possibly.
Fic Questions!
I was tagged - ages ago omg I’m sorry - by @shepgarrus to post the last fic sentence I’ve written! Thank you for the tag! As I haven’t written a dang thing since 2018 started, you get the last line from my silly little New Years fic:
"As I love you, my Siha." Thane dips his head, kisses her slowly, then pulls back only long enough to whisper "Happy New Beginning."
...eh, it’s appropriate, right? Tagging.... hmm. @shiverpeakstraveler @tiaraofsapphires @ariannadi @wafflesrock16 @flux-eterna @octobig @scientistsalarian and anyone who feels like doing this! ♥
Fighting the Flames
inspired by @shepgarrus ‘s post about firefighter!Shepard and police officer! Garrus, and our conversation about his scars and how he acquired them... still gon call shep commander cuz I can :>
They got the call early in the morning, a fourteen-wheeler crashed into an oncoming car, apparently the driver was drunk. Jane Shepard didn’t bother with questions until they were on the road. Lt. Alenko explained that the Fourteen wheeler was carrying some sort of fuel and it was getting out of hand, Chief Anderson wanted them on the scene before a fire started, just in case.
Of course, in Shepard’s experience when they called her team in it meant things were going downhill, fast.
They arrived on the scene, rendezvousing with the police department, Shepard barking out the plan for getting the family trapped in the destroyed car out. “Alenko! Wrex! Jaws of life on the door!” she said, going to the Police unit already on the scene.
“Commander!” a familiar voice said, one of the taller police officers running over to her. “Office Vakarian. what’s the situation?”
Garrus sighs, shaking his head. “It’s bad. driver was drunk, there were kids in the car...” he says. “we got the parents out but those kids are trapped.”
Shepard nods, that was all she needed to hear. “Right, I've got Wrex and Alenko on it.” the chaos around them pulls them apart, and just as they were getting the children out of the car when the fourteen wheeler exploded.
Shepard was thrown back, her arms wrapped around the little girl to shield her from the blast. her ears were ringing, and it took her a few minutes to regain her bearings, passing the child off to Kaidan. Someone stumbles away from the fire, just as another drops to the ground. she runs over to the person, panic surging through her when she realizes just who was lying at her feet.
“Officer down! we need immediate transport to Huerta Memorial!” Shepard yelled, crouching down and pulling the first aid kit from her gear. there was so much blood and shepard couldn’t find where it was coming from. third degree burns, shrapnel... she puts pressure on the gushing wound, blood seeping through the bandages quickly, too quickly. Garrus heaves, taking in a deep, wet breath, his lungs were collapsing. Shepard worked fast, all her training in the front of her mind as others milled around her, trying to help but doing nothing. a shaking hand grasps over hers, sharp blue eyes looking up at her, full of fear. Panic at loosing her best friend makes her hands tremble, tears burning behind her eyes.”you’re going to be alright, Garrus, you’re going to be fine.” she whispers, forcing a smile. “Where is that fucking ambulance!?”
the sound of sirens breaks through her panic, EMT’s pulling Garrus’ body onto the stretcher. “i’m going with him.” Shepard demands as she enters the ambulance after Garrus is inside, the EMT’s closing the door and speeding off, sirens wailing in the dark.
The waiting room is quiet, and almost deserted. a cup of stale coffee in her hands, dried blood still coloring her skin. she stares blankly at the pale beige colored walls, her green eyes unfocused.
the sound of footsteps makes her jump, standing abruptly from the uncomfortable chair. the doctor approaches her. “Are you Jane Shepard?”
she nods, once slowly and then once more faster. “Yes, yes that's me. Is Garrus-” she stops herself, exhaustion making her slow down. the doctor nods, looking down at her charts. “Mr. Vakarian is fine, he’s out of surgery now and he’s awake, but he probably won’t be very coherent.”
“Can I see him?” she blurts, relief washing over her.
the doctor nods. “Yes. follow me please.”
she’s led to a room, the steady beep of the machines he’s hooked up to reminding her why she hates hospitals. the doctor leaves, shutting the door and giving them some privacy. Garrus’ face is half covered in bandages, so is part of his shoulder. his good eye opens, a sleepy smile on his lips. “they won’t give me a mirror, how bad is it?”
Shepard smiles, taking a seat beside his bed. “hell Garrus, you were always ugly, slap some makeup on it and you’ll be fine.” she squeezes his arm reassuringly. Garrus looks down at her hand, then back up at her. “are you my girlfriend?”
Shepard’s eyes widen at the question, reminding herself that he was probably so high on morphine he could touch the clouds. “ah, no.” she says, laughing. Garrus shrugs halfheartedly. “knew it. too pretty f’r me.” he slurs his words, eye closing sleepily.
Shepard smiles. “Get some rest Garrus. you need it.” Garrus doesn’t respond, but the soft snoring from him is indication enough. Jane sits back in the chair, feeling like a hand is squeezing her heart. she looks up at the ceiling, finally letting the tears building up behind her eyes fall. she didn’t believe in a god, but whatever was out there she thanked them.
Thanked them for bringing him out safe.
A Tag Meme
tagged by @shepgarrus thanks dude <3
Rules: tag 15 people (i have like 25 followers and they’ve all tagged each other already gimme a break fam) @carolyntheclockworkangel90 @afterlife-club @thealexmachina @turianbadboy AND THAT’LL HAVE TO DO
Relationship status: dating a nice boy - hopefully moving in together later this year and i’m both excited and terrified thanks for asking
Favourite colours: currently big into sunflower yellow and that lovely fresh green you get in spring when new leaves first start coming through on the trees
Lipstick or Chapstick: palmers cocoa butter lip balm is the OG folks trust me on this
Three favourite foods: 1) roast pork with crackling is a god-tier food, bonus points if accompanied by proper crispy roast potatoes. 2) stinky blue cheese and smoked cheddar. i was a fussy eater as a kid but i’d still chow down on as much weird cheese as i could get my grubby little child hands on. 3) a really good pizza with heaps of black pepper
Song stuck in my head: t͖̻̭͕̽ĥ̥̫̘͖̦͌͌̇̋͝ḛ̤ͤ̓̈͐ͦ̚͟ ̴͍̑̆͑̏͊͗̉v̲̩̩̹̫̖e͠n̫̠͖͇ͯͯ͊ͩ̍͜g͉̩̤̬̠aͪ͠b̧̮͕͇̺̥u̶̻͎̥̫̞͇͊͆s͒̄̄̒̒͋͂͟ ̖̤̙̟͊̅̆ͮͯ͞ỉ̩͍̭̘̹̩̫̈́ͭ̓̐̒s̤͓̺̣ ̷̋͗̋͗ͨ͋͂c̷̻̼͔ͧ̏͂̂̽͒o͕̦ͧ̌ͅm̖͕̝͎̲̤͑͐͑ͯ̀͆̾ī͈̘̺͙̦ͧ̉ͤͪ͟ͅṇ̷͈̬̖̬͇̖̋̾̅͂̌ͪͤg͓͓̲̣̦̩ͫ̀̆̇ͧͭ͡ͅ ͍͇̖͙ͭ͂̑̀ͨ̀ą͈̝̻̫̄n̄͒̓͐d̠̜ͨ͗ͯ͘ ͥ̂̀e̵v̓ͧ̇͋ͦ҉e̢̺͑̚r̺͓̯̥̱̾͑ͮ̏ͩ͗y͈̘̻̑͐́ͥ̚b͆ͧö̷̦̝̭͕͎́ͫd̸̳͍̳̹̓ͧ͒͐̽̃y͖̹̙̆̾̆'̩͖̺̟ͧͣ̌̂ͭs̛̯͓̣̖̼̗ͥ͑ͧ̿ͭ ̧̤̘̺͚ͪ̾̃ͦ̽ͦ̊ͅj̦̗̪̣̤̔́ů͎̥̄̅ͦ̈́̀ḿ̖͆p̠̞̪̱ī̦͙̹͂̏͗ͥ̑̈́n̠͕̭̙̱ͧ̏g̜̟͍̉̋ͨ̽ͥ͐̄
Last song I listened to: walking the wire by imagine dragons. it sounds like standing at the top of the biggest hill for miles around when its sunny and windy with a hint of rain on the horizon and just breathing in real deep. it may also be a shakarian anthem
Last film I watched: thor: ragnarok and now taika owns my entire ass sorry i don't make the rules
Top 3 TV shows: 1) happy valley - bbc drama set in yorkshire. it was on uk netflix last time i checked and i legit can’t recommend it enough (esp. series 1) p l e a s e watch it, it tore my heart to pieces. 2) the good place - its so much fun to watch and has INCREDIBLE writing like god my mind. 3) the last leg - my favourite british comedy panel show (i thought nothing would ever surpass have i got news for you but here we are). its mostly current-affairs-oriented funnies but it did make me cry one time bc its also just 3 adult men who are really good friends validating the shit out of each other.
Book I'm currently reading: n/a i forgot how to read when i left uni apparently
Last thing I googled: shepadoodle. my cousin is getting one and if you're ever sad you should google shepadoodles until you feel you feel better
Time: 20:26 wait no 20:31 as of posting
How many blankets do you sleep in: 1 currently bc its hot as all fack
Dream trip: i'd L O V E to go to the states but i'm petrified of flying so not super attainable BUT i'm going on a 7-day horse riding trek across wales in a couple of weeks and honestly that’s pretty close to living the dream for me rn
Anything you really want: a dog to go walking with and for the world to be kind to my mother
tagged by: @shepgarrus thank you!!!!
NAME: ewelina/lyn for english speaking friends
BIRTHDAY: august 20th
ZODIAC: leo
HEIGHT: around 169 cm
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: i’ve no idea. not straight, that i am sure. girls and fictional men i suppose
FAVORITE COLOR: green, black, red, lilac???
FAVORITE BOOK: i don’t know. jo nesbo’s books are wonderfully written, i liked remigiusz mróz’s political one aswell (i have no idea if there is an english translation tho), i’m weak for fantasy since i read tons of that when i was a kid (cornelia funke’s reckless is something i love).
FAVORITE ARTISTS/BANDS/COMPOSERS: epik high, my chemical romance (a big used-to-be-emo here), muse, placebo, some kpop aswell, some rock & metal too, umm uh, ive been listening to abel korzeniowski’s dance for me wallis lately even tho i’ve never seen that w.e. film. it’s beautiful. and i sometimes listen to chopin tho rarely
LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: i don’t know. again. lol. i haven’t been doing much stuff recently except playing games.i don’t even watch that many tv shows and kdramas
HOGWARTS HOUSE: slytherin. and maybe a little bit of ravenclaw, too.
RANDOM FACT: i have a scar on my knee and it looks like a worm. lol
WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG?: january 2012
DO YOU HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS?: i do but i don’t use them
WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO GET A TUMBLR?: a person to whom i used to be close, they said it was fun
sorry for being lame and not knowing how to answer simple questions lmao
im tagging @veridan go sis
i was poking around at open mass effect urls last night and found some awesome ones and now i want to change my url to one of them but the problem is that i have to choose between several awesome ones.................
ngl
This makes me cry.
Whaaaat is wrong with meeee.
