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[chaoryn]

𓏲 ʚ +18 pick a pile: your s/o's late night fantasies about you ɞ

disclaimer: this reading is for entertainment purposes ONLY so take it all with a grain of salt.

take a deep breath and choose the picture that catches your eye the most or that your intuition tells you to.

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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile one ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙

you have your s/o utterly obsessed. not just attracted, enchanted. to them, you're a walking fantasy. the hottest, most magnetic being to ever walk this earth. they dream about you every night, and when their thoughts turn spicy? oh, it gets dark.

they imagine themselves loving you like no one else ever could. not just good sex, they want to fuck you so hard, so right, so completely, that you never forget their name. they want to leave fingerprints on your skin, bruises on your thighs, scratches on their back. they want to make you cry from pleasure. they picture you breathless, fucked out, and all because of them.

in their fantasies, they’re the one in charge. dominant, in control. they want to hear you beg, not because you have to, but because you need them. you’re on your knees, moaning their name like it’s a prayer, and every movement they make turns you into a mess. they adore that power, how easily they can ruin you with just a whisper, a glance, a single touch.

a lot of them fantasize about being called “mommy” or “daddy,” not just for the kink, but because it makes them feel needed. craved. worshipped. and in return, they worship you. they want to kiss every inch of your skin, praise your moans, look into your eyes while you cum and tell you how good you are for them. how perfect, how you make them lose their mind.

but they’re not just about roughness. no. they also imagine taking their time, savoring you, fucking you slowly and deeply until your legs shake. they want to know every part of you. where you’re most sensitive. what makes you gasp. what makes you scream. they want to learn your body like it’s holy scripture and memorize every detail.

some of them dream about tying you up. silk ropes, handcuffs, blindfolds. others imagine roleplay: being your doctor, your teacher, your vampire lover who’s waited centuries just to taste you. their creativity in bed? limitless. they fantasize about fucking you against a wall, on the kitchen table, in the shower, in a car... anywhere, as long as it’s you.

and the oral? god. they imagine licking you until you lose your voice. until you're trembling and gasping and clawing at the sheets. they want to hear you sing with pleasure. and if you haven’t had sex yet or have fears about intimacy? they honor that. they want to protect you, guide you, prove that with them, you are safe. and wanted. and free to be everything you are: soft, wild, vulnerable, dirty.

they don’t just want your body, they want your soul too. they want to see the face you make when you fall apart. they want to hold you afterwards, kiss your sweaty skin, brush your hair back and whisper, "you’re mine." they fantasize about worshipping your insecurities, touching the parts you hide, making you love yourself through their eyes.

they want to fuck you senseless and then feed you strawberries. run you a bath, hold you. because to them, you’re not just someone they want to ruin, you’re someone they want to keep forever.

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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile two ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙

the s/os from this pile? oh, they’re nasty. their late night thoughts are red hot, filthy, and dangerously obsessive. in their eyes, you’re not just sexy. your body, your energy, the way you move, the way you sound. everything about you drives them wild, and when they fantasize, it always starts the same: with you beneath them, moaning, begging, breaking.

they fantasize about hurting you. not to harm, but to worship you in the filthiest ways. spanking your ass until it stings, pulling your hair to hear you gasp, using a whip just enough to make you tremble. they want to turn pain into pleasure so deeply that you crave it. they want to take you right to the edge, over and over, until you’re shaking and dripping and unable to think straight. and they’ll be the one in control the entire time.

just like pile one, domination is at the core of their fantasies, but there’s a twist. they don’t just want you to obey… they want to train you. make you hold back your orgasm until you're sobbing, tease you until you're begging, edge you with just their words. “can you handle what I’m about to do to you?” they love saying shit like that, watching you squirm under their gaze while they smirk, untouched and in control.

but don’t be fooled, even the filthiest doms here have a secret: they fantasize about you taking control too. not just a little. they want you to flip the script and ruin them. ride them, use them, make them whimper and beg. make them your toy. and that’s the thing. they wouldn’t do this for just anyone. it’s only you. you’re the exception. you’re the one that gets to see them on their knees, desperate, aching for your touch.

they’re obsessed with your body. that ass? perfect. they want to spank it, fuck it, watch it bounce. your chest (whether it’s breasts or pecs) makes their mouth water. and the idea of you riding them? oh god, they’ve thought about it way too many times. even if you haven’t touched each other yet, they’ve imagined what it would feel like. and it’s always you in control, taking what you want, making them lose their mind.

they want to please you. they want to devour you. breakfast, lunch, dinner. you are the meal lol. one of their favorite fantasies is you sitting on their face, moaning above them, while they lose themselves in your taste. they want you to cum in their mouth and praise them for it. and if you’re the shy type? oh, they live for that. they want to bring out your inner beast.

some of them even fantasize about licking cream off your body because your skin, your taste, your scent… it’s all addicting. they want to ruin you and be ruined by you. they want to be the best you’ve ever had. better than anyone before, better than anyone after. they want their touch to haunt your body, their moans to echo in your memory, their name to be the one you whisper when you’re alone.

they want to fuck you until your body gives out, until you’re shaking, sweating, unable to move. they want you breathless in their arms. and then, they want to pull you close and kiss you like you’re the only thing in the universe – because you are.

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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile three ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙

at night, when everything is quiet and the world slows down, your s/o’s mind? it’s loud. loud with desire. loud with the need to have you. loud with the image of your body trembling beneath theirs. in their fantasies, you're not just a lover. you're their addiction, their muse, their sweetest sin.

they can’t stop thinking about the way you move. the way your body bends, the way you look when you stretch, how your lips part when you're focused, it drives them insane. they imagine you walking across the room and suddenly needing to be inside you. right there. no patience. no mercy. they imagine ripping your clothes off just to taste every inch of you, to see you blush and beg and fall apart.

they think about your mouth a lot. what it would feel like to have you go down on them, slowly, like you’re savoring it. they think your mouth was made to ruin them. and if they have a dick? they’re absolutely obsessed with the idea of you choking on it, your eyes watery and shining, hands gripping their thighs, and they’d moan your name like a prayer.

they imagine fucking you in positions that let them see everything, especially 69, where they can watch you fall apart while they devour you. if your dr involves being apart, they’ve thought about video calls where you both get off together, or even making a sex tape just for your eyes only. they want to be remembered. they want your body to crave them even when they’re not there.

if you wear heels (especially red ones) they’re done for. they want to fuck you while you still have them on. they fantasize about grabbing your waist, pulling you back onto them, heels scraping the floor as you moan like you're losing your mind. they want to mark you. claim you. make you theirs.

but don’t get it twisted, some of these s/os secretly want to be owned by you too. they want to be on their knees, obeying your every word, moaning as you degrade them. they imagine you in leather, stepping on their pride, reminding them who they belong to. they won’t say it out loud, not at first. but they want it. badly.

some of them want to watch you. touch yourself. beg. others want to see you get fucked by someone else (just once) to see how good you look when you’re lost in pleasure, so they can take you right after and remind you that no one else compares.

if you're still a virgin, they want to be your first. slowly. lovingly. but also thoroughly. they want to teach you, guide you, show you how good it can be. and if you’ve done it before? they still want to be the best. they want to make you ride them, over and over, until you can’t take it anymore. they love the way you move, and when you ride them? they're speechless, moaning.

they're impatient, yes, but they also love the tease. they want to undress you slowly, drag it out, make you wait. they want the tension. the build-up. the look in your eyes when you realize what's about to happen. and then they want to ruin you.

just like pile two, they also dream of being dominated. of giving up control, of being used. they want you to whisper filthy things in their ear while they beg for more. they want to be humiliated. praised. broken. and only you get to do that to them.

and finally, they want to make love to you. the soft, slow kind. the kind that makes you cry. the kind that feels like a promise. they want to kiss you in the shower, on the balcony, in the kitchen, in the car, wherever. they want your moans echoing off the walls. they want to be your fantasy too. because every night, when they close their eyes, you are theirs.

─ © 2025 chaoryn ⛧

[daisys-reality]

☆ꜞ˖ ᴘɪᴄᴋ-ᴀ-ᴄᴀʀᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴅɪɴɢ

Your childhood in your desired reality ᝰ☆

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it's october! the real autumn starts now🎃🎑🐈‍⬛ this topic has been requested by someone anonymously a looong time ago. here it is now !! a pac about what kind of childhood your dr self has, had, or will have - it's timeless! please adjust the tense of the verbs according to your situation/dr. if it doesn't resonate with what you have currently planned for your dr, you can also see it as what kind of childhood would currently match your dr (for what you have planned). but please take this just as inspiration and not restriction !!! you can experience whatever you want ♡

ᝰ. 𝙿𝙸𝙻𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𐙚

Dear pile one, your childhood in that reality was a very balanced one. If issues arose in your family, they were mostly dealt with fairly and resolved efficently. There was structure, and less chaotic situations, interactions, or feelings. You were most likely taught good morals and values + people around you really acted up on those values. Honesty and integrity have always been important. Your family members might have been all very transparent with you, stressing that everyone's opinions are important and that everyone should be treated fairly. Or you just developed a strong sense of justice as a kid. Your childhood made you a very upright person who dislikes the mistreatment of others. Your childhood might have been very special or extraordinary. Some of you might have had an old money lifestyle - where your family upholded certain standards for your lifestyle. You might have had a very good education or had the opportunity to learn many useful things early on. You learned critical thinking and how to make important decisions already as a child. You might have had certain responsibilities, but it was nothing too overbearing or exhausting - you were capable of taking care of them without any problems. You might have been a very intelligent child, and people around you noticed that. You always left a very good impression on others. Many people might have complimented you or talked well about you to your family members. You might also have been very independent early on. Perhaps some of you might have been more so a shy kid but it never hindered you from following your path and doing your thing. People around you most of the time communicated clearly with you, and you all came to a mutual understanding in most situations. Learning how to express your needs and expectations has been a theme in your childhood. I don't see any extreme family drama or shadyness for most of you. You all treated each other with respect, not overstepping each others boundaries nor invading each other's privacy. You might have gone through some major transformations during your childhood. You might have lost contact with some people during your childhood, or perhaps some relationships/friendships ended, and you learned how to find closure and move on from that. For some of you, legal matters might have played a significant role. You had a lot of vitality and good fortune in your childhood. You experienced a lot of joy and warmth as well. You accomplished a lot and had the opportunity to take action and pursue your goals. It's like life or the universe favoured you ;) Everything usually went your way, and you often felt that sense of fulfilment and satisfaction. You really embraced your childhood and enjoyed your time with the people around you. You also spread light and positivity to your family and the people you came in contact with. The connections in your life there (especially the important ones) flourished, and you felt truly understood. You were able to share all your happy and sad moments with them without feeling overbearing or ashamed. Some of you might have lived close to the sea or close to nature with a big beautiful garden, fresh food, and a stable home. Some of you had pretty, high-quality clothes, or some might have dressed up a lot (making yourself pretty or perhaps dressing up like a fairy lol). Playing hide and seek outside, having a secret place/hideout, playfighting, having many (educational) hobbies, and meeting up with friends one on one to talk/chat and eat snacks.

If some of you had some negative experiences from your childhood, it could be that some of you often had a fully packed day, not really finding the time to rest and do some self-care. Maybe some of you felt like you had to grow up too quickly even though you family didn't really demand it from you, you were just always a bit more quicker to pick up things, a bit too aware for your age etc. Sometimes, you might look back to your past and think, "Man, I should have been a bit more childish and sillier." You will perhaps look back with nostalgia and a certain bittersweetness; wanting to go back to your innocent and playful self, just enjoying the joy of the simple moments instead of always striving for more and more. Perhaps trust and assurance are things you will crave to feel safer and at peace. You will learn that it is safe to feel young at heart and will surround yourself more with gentleness the older you grow.

ᝰ. 𝙿𝙸𝙻𝙴 𝚃𝚆𝙾 𐙚

Dear pile two, I think you had a more or less a happy childhood in that reality, and your older self is quite grateful for most parts. Looking back at it fondly. Traditions were passed down, and you might have experienced big family reunions. In very early years, you felt free to roam around and play to your hearts content. I think that you felt loved by your family. You felt like you could trust them (- I'm not sure why I'm wording it so roundabout...). You might have (many) meaningful connections that started in your childhood (a best friend for life, a childhood sweetheart, a close bond to your cool aunt that really inspires you etc). You might have had a strong intuition as a child and always strongly listened to your heart. You might have been the kid that randomly says really profound words in one moment and then does something very stupid afterwards lmao. Your older self might be very attached to your childhood memories, family, and childhood home, and you might have had many formative experiences which strongly influence you even as an adult later on. You in that reality seem to find a lot of comfort in your childhood memories. You might have often found yourself indulging in your imagination/daydreams/fantasies - lost in your own world. Your home or hometown was like a safe heaven from the outside world. You had a lot of shared memories with childhood friends. There might have been some negative things going around in your family/home during your childhood, but most of you might have been oblivious to them, or perhaps you chose to be oblivious to them. But later on, you realise how much these unresolved issues actually impacted you even though you tried to ignore them. Because of certain life experiences, some of you might have even made major decisions in your childhood that shaped your life path later on - your memory becoming your motivation to continue going that path (e.g., carrier choice). To you, it might have seemed like many things were delayed or it was not so easy for you as it might have been for others. Perhaps external circumstances were not super good for some of you, or some of you had internal struggles and it hindered your personal growth. There were some obstacles on your way, and it forced you to become more introspective, perhaps...to find ways to overcome them. You might have gone through some phases where you felt like you had no direction, no energy, no passion, or like your sense of creativity is blocked. Some of you didn't receive enough encouragement or felt like opportunities were taken from you. You might have felt very disappointed or felt like you disappointed the people around you. Perhaps your family did not support certain behaviours, dreams, hobbies, and it made you feel very discaroged ??? which, in turn, made it difficult for you to find real passion or motivation later on, often just feeling uninspired to see things through. Finding ways to reignite your passions will be a significant theme in your later childhood. Initiating conversations, moving on from past memories, asking for support and guidance as well as finding new activities to enjoy together with others might help rekindle your vitality.

You might at some point become a thief" of your own joy, as you felt like your emotions or needs were often dismissed or even punished in your childhood.... Even dealing with hidden shame and a sense of feeling useless might be things you struggle with because of your childhood. The goal won't be to find a future solution but to find peace in the present moment, even amidst the unknown. At some point, you might need to confront the deception - how you deceive yourself and how you avoid taking personal responsibility - running away from all this. Finding out what your inner child needs to feel safe, loved, validated, and supported will be necessary. While this reading ended up mentioning many negative things, your childhood was/will not be all bad... I think you will mostly become aware of these issues only until later, before that you will mostly ignore all negative things and live in your own bubble🫠 Also, please keep in mind that this is a collective reading and not all needs to resonate.

ᝰ. 𝙿𝙸𝙻𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙴𝙴 𐙚

Dear pile three, you might have a strong bond to your family and are/used to be quite sensitive to the emotions and feelings of your family members. Or you are used to people expressing their emotions strongly but you might actually be more quiet about your feelings and more so the type to just enjoy observing instead of openly participating. You might have a great imagination and your inner world must be very colorful and exciting. You might have been more intuitive and compassionate but did not mind taking on more of a leader role at times. Your friends and family knew that you always were a good listener and took comfort in that. But sometimes other people's loud expressions of their emotions were too overwhelming for you which made you prone to mentally/emotionally withdraw or even dissociate for some of you. You can become very tight-lipped about your own feelings when you feel overwhelmed, or you just had your moody moments because of your sensitivity. While you're good at understanding others, you family and friends might sometimes struggle with understanding you and understand whats wrong when you're like this. While you were an overall very mature child, because of your moodyness your family might have often called you immature. In your childhood you learned how to control your emotions, perhaps brcause you came to dislike emotional chaos. You might have enjoyed storytelling or your family members telling you stories to fall asleep. You liked imagining yourself in those stories. Overall, you might have been more the calm one when you were around your family because they might be more chaotic and loud. But you also have a firey personality within you! You just naturally take on a more steady presence when your with your family. As a child, you might have sometimes shown a tendency to play on others' emotions to get what you want... but more so from a naivety instead of malicious intentions. You had the emotional intelligence and wisdom as well as the sharp intuition to be able navigate any kind of situation without problems. You were a clever child. With time you learned to be more graceful and diplomatic in the way how you used your skills.

Perhaps in earlier years, or when you were alone or felt safe with someone you showed your more energetic, adventurous, and even impulsive side. With your friends you might haven been more a leader than passive on the side. You didn't mind challenges, they excited you. You were likely passionate and bold, perhaps seen as a daredevil at times, or someone who is always "the first" to try something new. But perhaps it sometimes looked like you lack patience and thought before acting (which is don't think is true). You were a very charismatic child but you energy might have been a bit overwhelming for some. I think you felt more free to show these side to your friends or perhaps siblings than to your parents, relatives or perhaps to all kind of older people of authority (e.g. teachers). You might have a rebellious phase at some point where you didn't want to hold back, dim your energy, or "behave" anymore. To heal your inner child, you will have to face your confidence, visibility, and inner radiance. You will be asked to reflect on how safe or unsafe it feels to be seen in your full power. Your healing begins when you stop shrinking yourself to fit into someone else’s comfort zone. You will realize that's okay to take up space. You may have internalized words that told you confidence was arrogance or that brightness draws criticism at some point. But hiding your light does not protect you—it only dims your impact. Once you've worked through this, you will be an unstoppable force that shine brighter than anything lol.

[chaoryn]

𓏲 ʚ pick a pile: 𝓦hat makes your s/o go feral for you ɞ

disclaimer: this reading is for entertainment purposes ONLY so take it all with a grain of salt. this is a collective reading for the shifting community!!

take a deep breath and choose the kitten that catches your eye the most or that your intuition tells you to.

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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile one ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙

your s/o’s are literally your personal bitches. they are down SO BAD for you, and this is NOT an exaggeration!!! seriously, they are obsessed with everything about you, and they would do ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING for you. and when i say anything, i mean ANYTHING. they would lie, steal, kill – hell, even die for you if they had to. so, honestly? there's nothing that doesn’t make them go feral for you because the simple fact that you exist is already enough. they might struggle to put their feelings into words, but what they can’t deny is that THEY LOVE YOU SO F*CKING MUCH. seriously, their communication skills are kind of a mess, and it's hard for them to express what they feel or think, but they are this close to telling you the truth because they literally cannot keep this bottled up any longer.

for some of you in this pile, you and your s/o aren’t together yet, but something tells me you love playing hard to get (or maybe some of y’all are in a whole enemies to lovers situation LMAO). either way, your behavior is driving your s/o INSANE. but like, in the best way possible (you're in the "enemies" part, and deep down they're in the "lovers" part LMAOO). what’s hilarious is that they do not want to deal with these feelings, at all. they don’t even wanna deal with the concept of love itself, so much so that they keep searching for reasons to convince themselves why you two shouldn't be together. but it’s all a waste of time because, deep down, they think you’re perfect. you are someone they see as worth it. so yeah, they can fight it all they want, but they’re not going anywhere. LMFAOOOO. even if they don’t show it much, they miss you when you’re apart, and they HATE seeing you cry/sad. what’s even funnier is that YOU’RE NOT INNOCENT EITHER, PILE ONE. especially those of you who aren't with your s/o yet (or are in an enemies to lovers dynamic), you’re also in denial. deep down, you’re scared of being alone, and you’re stuck in your own internal battle too. so now BOTH of you are out here pretending you don’t care about each other when literally the entire multiverse knows you do. except you two. lol.

but your s/o doesn’t blame you for feeling this way, and they hope you don’t blame them either. love is complicated as hell. honestly, they are gathering the courage to confess because they cannot take the pain of holding it in any longer. these feelings are eating them alive. they’ve tried to forget you, tried not to smile when they think of you, tried to act like they don’t care, because if they tell you how they feel and you don’t feel the same way… they know they’ll be picking up the pieces of their shattered heart for the rest of eternity.

and if you are in an enemies to lovers situation, it’s like… they’re ASHAMED that they don’t hate you. like they want you to give them a reason to hate you because you’re not supposed to have feelings for your enemy, right? 🙈 but idk, things don’t always work like that lol. they literally wonder if you’re going through the same internal crisis they are lol. listen. years could pass, and your s/o would still be head over heels for you. nothing will change their mind because they are 1000% sure they’re the right person for you. (cocky much?)

also, their favorite physical feature of yours? your eyes. oh, and they are possessive over you, which is hilarious because a lot of you aren’t even in an official relationship with them and they’re out here like, “you’re my wife/husband 😠.” another thing that drives them crazy is that you’re not like the people they’ve been romantically or sexually involved with before. usually, their charm, looks, or player energy (LMAO) gets them what they want easily, but you? you’re like, “nah, i'm not your doll 🫸.” you don’t just let them have you, and that’s what makes things interesting. many of you have spent your past molding yourselves to please others, but you’re not doing that anymore, and that challenges them in a way they love.

oh, and both of you are jealous as hell. i can't even tell if they’re worse or if you are LMAO. some of you are out here side-eyeing your s/o just for looking at someone else 🤨 and vice-versa. my gods… your s/o needs therapy. they overthink EVERYTHING. like, they’ll sit there and analyze a situation to death until they convince themselves of some wild conclusion that only exists in their head. example: you mention you don’t like XYZ (which happens to be something they like). a normal person would just be like, "oh, they don’t like XYZ." your s/o? “they don’t like XYZ? or do they just not like ME? am i the problem? am i an inconvenience in their life? is that why they avoid me?” ...yeah. good luck with that lol. or this could be you, if that's the case for you, i say this with all the love in my heart, seek therapy!! <3

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˙ ᩠୨ ⌢ ⁺ pile two ੭୧ ₊ ⌢ ୧ ᩠ ˙

what makes your s/o go feral for you are the little details that make you who you are (it can be as silly as like your taste in music, your favorite drink, your perfume etc.). it’s like they feel they shouldn’t know this much about you just from observing you lol. but at the same time, while they notice these tiny things about you, they also want to get to know you on a deeper level, to know who you are when no one is watching. do you even know that yourself? that’s the real question. honestly, this could even be an invitation to self-discovery lol. overall, they think you two are a perfect match, and they just want you to go ahead and kiss them already (especially for those who aren’t official with their s/o yet). funny enough, this pile gives me the impression that you’re the one making more moves than your s/o.

okay, this was supposed to be a fun and lighthearted reading, but your s/o's are lowkey depressed in this pile, and i’m not gonna sugarcoat it. some of them could be seen as villains or just deeply misunderstood, struggling with low self esteem, and feeling like their mind isn’t in the best place because of all the heavy baggage they carry in their chest. it's a whole mix of unresolved trauma that therapy could actually fix!!! it’s like they’ve had their heart broken before, faced multiple disappointments, so when something (or rather, someone) good comes along, they assume there’s a catch, that it’s too good to be true. but honestly, they’re so tired of all this bullshit, and it’s like they want to take the initiative for once in their life… but instead, they just wait around, hoping you’ll randomly walk up and kiss them lol. it’s funny because they come off as the "dark and brooding" type *emo emoji meme*, the whole "my hEaRt iS bLaCk 🤪" aesthetic, but in reality? you know what they actually want? FOR YOU TO DEVOUR THEM, TO DOMINATE THEM, TO PIN THEM AGAINST A WALL LMAOOOOO I LOVE EXPOSING YOUR S/O’S BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, THEY’RE ALL JUST YOUR LITTLE BITCH!!!! they love when you take control like that, which is another reason they go absolutely feral for you. it’s like they can’t wait, even if it means getting knocked out by you (especially those with an enemies/rivals to lovers dynamic lol). if you hit them, they’d say thank you. if you told them to shut up, deep down, they’d love it. they like provoking you just to get a reaction out of you. in a way, this might be their version of affection, or maybe they interpret your resistance and toughness as a sign of love, yk? very much childhood trauma lol.

they know how you see them, or at least they think they do. in their mind, you either see them as “too much” in the overwhelming sense, or as “TOO MUCH” in the damn, they’re hot way. but if they’re being honest, they’re confused! because they lowkey think you’re just toying with them, even though you’ve raised their expectations so high that it irritates them. I SWEAR, THEY’RE SO FUNNY LMAO. they’re like: "you think you can win me over with your charm?fuck, you’re right." also, your voice?? yeah, that’s another thing that makes them go feral. they think it’s beautiful, attractive, and if they could, they’d listen to you talk all day, even if you were just saying the dumbest shit. your voice does things to them, though they’d never admit it out loud.

for those of you who are “just friends” (yeah, sure), your s/o is starting to realize that… oops, maybe you’re not just friends. some of you might’ve even been this close to kissing, but it didn’t happen 🤡. so now there’s this huge feeling of missed opportunity, like you can’t take that step because it would ruin what you already have. (but we all know you do want to ruin this friendship for a good reason cough cough kiss your each other cough cough but you won’t, because a lot of you are scared to take that leap of faith.) your s/o feels way more than just a simple crush on you, and while that makes them all warm and fuzzy inside, it also terrifies them. like… what if you don’t feel the same? what if they get crushed? OMGGG THEY’RE SO IN LOVE AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! seriously, they love spending time with you, even if some of them would never say it out loud, especially if you two are rivals/enemies, or they’re just not the type to express their feelings.

they basically want to breathe you in, to know what’s going on in your mind. they look up at the stars thinking about you and wondering what it all means (it feels like both of you are on some kind of journey). you make them feel incredible, and they wonder if you even have a clue how deep their feelings run for you. BUT THEY’RE ALSO OBLIVIOUS!!! IT’S SO OBVIOUS THAT YOU LOVE THEM, BUT THEY IGNORE ALL THE SIGNS 😫. gods, this is so frustrating LMAO.

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your s/o literally sees you as some kind of fallen angel or divine being. no one compares to you in their eyes. literally NO ONE. they’ve put you on this pedestal so high it’s actually insane. just the mere fact that you exist is enough to make them absolutely feral for you. like fr, even if you were the walking embodiment of a red flag (which hopefully you're not 👀), they would still go blind to all the signs just to be near you. if you two are in a relationship or even just friends (but like, come on now) they lowkey believe that no one else out there is on your level. like it’s giving partners in crime, ride or die, us-against-the-world type beat. they are OBSESSED.

also? for some of y’all, there’s a celebrity/public image/ glamorous lifestyle vibe coming through. but with that glam comes chaos.it’s giving burnout, haters, no stability, relationship struggles, the whole "famous but dead inside" thing. and someone here (and idk if it's you or your s/o, the energy is messy) is running from their problems like it’s an olympic sport. there’s this self sabotage loop of relying on unhealthy coping mechanisms (like alcohol or smoking), and it’s just… a lot. but for real, whoever this is: YOU NEED A BREAK. like, go easy on yourself for once. if you’re the one going through this, please get help. seriously. whoever this is might not even wanna admit how broken they are just so they don’t have to deal with it. but babe… it’s gonna get worse if you don’t.

this pile is giving DEPRESSION™. like, darker than the other piles. pile three, are you okay? no? didn’t think so. you or your s/o are out here shattered, probably tried to live up to some fairytale or expectations and got hit with the brutal reality of life instead. now you’re like “f*ck it, hope you suffer” to whoever hurt you and honestly? valid. being good vibes all the time doesn’t fix sh*t, lmao. so now it’s “head up, pain in the chest, tears wiped, still sexy” energy and your s/o? they’re eating that up, it’s that “i may be dying inside but i’m still hot” attitude, and they’re OBSESSED. some of y’all are hiding how bad it is just to keep up appearances, and if that’s you? please take care of your mental health!!! seriously. seek help. this isn’t something you have to face alone.

this was supposed to be a fun reading and now it’s a damn funeral, i’m screaming, BUT I REFUSE TO SUGARCOAT IT. it’s hard to tell who’s going through it more (you or them) but what’s clear is that they want you close. like, BAD. being apart from you messes with them. your s/o might pretend they’re fine too, but babe, they're NOT. they’ve got walls up so high, they don’t even know how to express themselves properly, which leads to major communication issues between y’all. they wish they could tell you what’s really on their mind. they’re scared to lose you and hate themselves for not knowing how to love you the way you deserve.

the idea of you with someone else? oh god. that’s their villain origin story. the thought of you kissing or even smiling at someone else while they’re lying in bed thinking about how dumb they were for letting you go?? yeah, it haunts them. they play it cool but they would absolutely mentally self-destruct if they ever lost you.

if you're involved romantically or platonically they crave more from you. more calls. more messages. more effort. they want to feel like you’re choosing them as much as they’re choosing you. some of you might’ve even been their childhood friend or first love, and you helped them survive a dark past just by being there for them. they remember that. they hold onto that. random but some of you were literally their first (iykyk).

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