I have not posted FOREVERR really, a long post, not since before christmas!! and I thought to lighten up my page a little bit with a small spark, I will walk you through the first day in my current top 3 realities I am shifting too!!
which include (in order), twilight reality, marvel reality, fame reality. I’m also going to write these like small diary entries so the feel a bit more real :D
this post is for my twilight reality!!
(btw I have yet to shift here - and all this is "made up", I don't like to call it that but there is a chance it will be different in my actual dr, I like to imagine a lot, and writing helps me embody that - so that is what this is.)
(all little backstory of my twilight reality quickly, i am shifting to october 2003, the book timeline - so two years before bella arrives, as I want to have time in forks with the cullens before then. My soulmate IS bucky barnes, but known mostly as james barnes - no metal arm - think 40's bucky - he is also a cullen, the first one carlisle had turned in my dr. I am a witch and a vampire, and because I didn't want to do all that drinking blood shit, for my venom to survive, I eat, drink and sleep like a human but I can last 4 weeks without it.. - if you want more about my twilight reality I will happily share more in the future!!)
A rainy morning in forks, washington - october 2003 - twilight reality. "of all people to be a vampire, it's the witch"
today, this morning it was a rainy foggy somewhat horrible (to me beautiful) day. First day in forks, and it won't be my last. I arrived here in the evening last night from New York City.. I had been staying there with bucky and my sister Everlynne. I hadn't rested for a while, and bucky and his brothers had built me this beautiful house in the forest, and the bed was big and to die for.. funny enough I am already dead, but you get the point. I slept all night and woke up to the rain, something bucky said wasn't new - rainy forks.. its exciting. While I was resting, bucky had set up the apothecary shop for me. New home means new store to set up, the "witch" store comes everywhere with me. Today was the day I was meeting the Cullen's.. Bucky's family.. me and him have been together since the 1980's, not yet married only as he wanted his family present.. and with my lengthy past, I wasn't ready for new vampiric faces until now.
so that was the goal today, meet his family.. met 7 new faces, 7 new vampires. I hadn't had the best past with vampires with the whole Volturi thing, however things have changed since 2 centuries ago.
I did have a whole long lengthy conversation with bucky this morning, I was some what afraid.. I think it was just the spirits energy around me, when they are nervous, it makes me nervous and god if they could cause thunder the house would've been rattling. My biggest worry is if they found me weird, and he just told me I was weird and so were they, I can't lie he isn't the best person to affirm to you due to his brutal honesty.. but to be fair it was sort of.. what I needed. We didn't actually go to the cullen's house until that evening, not until I was ready. And I wanted to spend the cloudy day getting to know my new home, to set protection and to explore the forest around it, to breathe in the trees and the air and the new atmosphere.
I also went down to the shop before hand, exploring the town of forks, it was small.. and welcoming in a way.. in their own sort of way. Though words do spread fast in a town where everyone knows everyone, so while I was moving things around in the shop, several new faces had looked into through the window, and I am not afraid to admit it. I did close the curtains eventually.
It wasn't until around 7pm actually that we went to the cullens, the house was.. enchanting, big, open. Not exactly the place you think 7 or well 5 vampires lived. I found out that evening that Rosalie and Emmett had their own place not so far away.. and I really didn't blame them. My house was nothing like this place, yes it was big and beautiful, but it wasn't open, the light didn't shine through like it did here. And even when it was cloudy outside.. it was still as if the sun was shining.
I followed James through the house towards the kitchen / sitting room, his hand cold in mine. And we were met with 3 then 5 faces. In which James introduced them each.. Carlisle, Esme, Edward, Alice and Jasper. They were all so welcoming in their own ways.. Esme had hug me, a motherly hug one that I hadn't felt since my own mother in the 1700's and Alice had already known more about me then I knew.. that was her powers fault I guess. Though Edward just looked at me like he was trying to figure me out.
I said my hello's, before Alice pulled me over to the couch and Esme followed with a tea she had made me.. bucky had definitely told them about the way I have to feed my vemom.. which saved me from explaining or well for the minute of couse. While I sat with Alice and Esme.. bucky got pulled away but the boys, which he told me later was for storytimes and 101 questions. Edward told him my mind was nothing but either riddles or overcrowding thoughts... the overcrowding thoughts I understood that was from the spirits.. but the riddles? I guess that was their way of protecting me.. I don't even know at this point and to be honest I haven't had anyone read my mind.. not even Aro. However I did scare him a bit.. anyways! I am of course.
Esme and Alice made me feel welcome in the time james was absent, they didn't push for conversation, and they mostly talked themselves, about forks, them, their family and even some rules in place.. which they also said they didn't have to worry about me with. They also had told me about Rosalie and Emmett and how they were on vacation at that time but would be back before school was back in session... I hadn't known they attended school's but I guess it made sense, especially because they were turned young and they said it made them be able to stay longer in places.
That night actually, we stayed at the cullen's. I felt safe there, and Esme insisted. To be honest me and her watched rom-com's in silence all night.. something that I couldn't do without bucky voicing his opinion. Yes they are stupid, but there is something about them...
the whole fear I felt before about meeting his family, felt stupid to me now, as I hadn't felt as welcome as a vampire until now, and I wished I did it 20 years ago when he first asked me..
In hopes, I want everyday to be like this while being with them.. but the spirits tell me that the calmness won't last long..
I always forget how much I love writing.. until I do it and then the words fly out of me.. this was a massive yap and I hope you guys enjoyed as much as I did writing and even visualising this.
Like i said at the top of this post - this isn't experience yet, just something I like to do to embody and sort of guide me in a way. It helps me feel like its real on those days where I second guess things.
anyways!! I will post my marvel reality one tommorow.. until then happy shifting my beautifuls!!