Monster (Request)
Here you go! Another request done *wipes brow* I’m trying to get some done before Admin Coconut comes back from a bts concert!! (Lucky duck (＞人＜;)) This is probably the most emotional request I’ve gotten so far! Than you anon!
-Admin Ritz o(^▽^)o
Jonghyun x Reader Angst Rating: PG-13 Warnings: Cursing
You didn’t even know why you were fighting but you were. You were throwing things, screaming at each other, and saying things you didn’t mean. You were so close to breaking down but you needed to hold your ground. Jonghyun never spent time with you. You understood he is an idol but you deserved a little attention. He wouldn’t go home after practice he’d just sleep at the dorm leaving you, dinner ready and set up, alone in your cold apartment wishing he’d text or call you. When he did come home you’d have loud arguments about anything you feared that he was changing into something you couldn’t even recognize as your boyfriend.
“WHY DO YOU THINK IT’S OKAY TO BE FLIRTING WITH SUHO?” Jonghyun screamed pulling his hair. You gasp at his accusation, tears threatening to fall but you hold them back. You try to take deep breaths but you can’t calm yourself down.
“ITS NOT CALLED FLIRTING HE’S MY FRIEND I GET LONELY YOU KNOW” You yell back. He scoffs and turns away from you rubbing his mouth then he turns back and glares at you a bitter chuckle escaping his lips.
“What” You say to him pointedly but he still continues to laugh and shake his head.
“Why the fuck are you laughing right now you ass” You ask him picking up yet another glass ready to chuck it at the wall but he grabs your wrists.
“Let. Go.” You whisper menacingly. He lets your hand fall limp and shakes his head in disbelief.
“You’re doing this just to get back at me for not spending time with you” He says a smug smirk plastered on his face that you want to smack off.
“WHAT” You yell “IS THAT HOW LITTLE YOU THINK OF ME? YOU THINK I’D JUST HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS JUST TO GET BACK AT YOU? I’M NO WHORE!”
“WELL IF THE SHOE FITS” He yells back not thinking about what just came out of his mouth. His eyes soften as he see’s your shocked expression. You laugh tears streaming down your face.
“So you do think of me like that. All I wanted was my boyfriend but all I have is a monster” You whisper. Your head spins as you try to clench your eyes shut hoping it would stop the tears but the keep on running down you face. You let out a sob and turn to the door ready to leave but Jonghyun grabs your wrists trying to pull you back.
“Let go of me” You sob “Don’t you dare touch me again” You pull your hand back roughly and turn back at him “I hate you” You say before slamming the door shut and running out of your apartment building to god knows where. The tears are blurring your vision and all you can do is run away. You don’t know where you’re going but you need to get out. You feel like you’re being suffocated as you try to calm yourself down but you’re just crying hysterically your chest heaving.
You hear screams and honking before a huge weight hits you hard and you fall over. You struggle breathing and you can taste blood in your mouth. Your head spins and you feel like throwing up you try to look around but there’s too much blood running down your face to see. Your body falls limp on the ground and you can’t move. The next thing you know there are sirens near you but the noise is muffled, everything goes in slow motion as you’re picked up and placed on something. Before you can try to speak everything goes blank.
Back at your apartment Jonghyun is going crazy. He’s called you only to realize that you left your phone back home. He called Suho and the rest of your friends but he had not luck. He sat with his head in his hands feeling like the biggest idiot in the world. The apartment was a mess, as soon as you left he threw a fit punching walls and knocking glasses over. He got up and thought he could clean up a little while he waits for you to come back home. Suffering cuts from the glass he had trouble answering the phone. He got the call hoping it was you but it wasn’t at all.
“Is this Jonghyun of SHINee?” The voice asked
“Um, Yes may I ask who’s called” He sniffed trying to make his voice normal
“Yes this is the hospital calling and we’re afraid that you’re girlfriend has been in a car accident.” Those words hit him hard. His mind went racing, tears flooded his eyes and he began to feel faint.
“Is-is she okay” He choked out
“Thats the thing… She needed immediate surgery to fix her punctured lungs, I’m sorry to say that she only has a 50/50 chance of surviving this” He said morbidly
“No..” He whispered “I-I’ll be right there” He said frantically hanging up his phone.
The drive was awful. Tears blocked his vision as he raced to the hospital. All he could think about is how this could have been prevented if he wasn’t a sorry excuse for a boyfriend. It was all his fault everything he said to you lead up to this and now he’s about to lose the best thing that has ever walked into his life. He parked his car and ran inside the E.R. He walked up to the lady by the computer.
“Mr. Kim Jonghyun?” She asked looking up at him
“Y-Yes” He said “Where is she?” He asked
“She’s still in operation so you’ll have to wait Sir” He said coldly not even bothering to look at him.
He fell into a cold seat his eyes stuck wide open in shock. It almost felt like a dream, he hoped it was one. Everything seemed to be spinning and everyone was giving him looks. He tried to not look weak because he knew that cameras would be on him as he walked out. He decided to rest his head in his hands and take a deep breaths to calm him down but it made him feel worse. Tears starting forming as he realized that today might be the last day he would ever spend with you and he spent it being a dick.
He would never see your smile as you woke up to him staring at you, he’d never see you cutely dancing around to SHINee songs, he’d never see you cook early in the morning for him with messy bed head, he’d never watch you put on makeup skillfully, or prance over to him after award shows, he’d never feel your comforting embrace ever again. He would never touch you ever again and you’d leave this world with sad thoughts about him.
Tears were streaming down his face before the doctor came out taking off his blood covered gloves. He removed his mask and looked over at Jonghyun sighing.
“W-What happened is she okay?” He asked wiping his tears
“Y/N is very lucky” He said sitting down next to Jonghyun. He already felt a sense of relief wash over him as those words left the doctors mouth but he knew that wasn’t all. “She suffered a punctured lung, bruised and broken ribs, a concussion and a few fractures.” He said looking over at Jonghyun
“I-is she going to be okay?” He asked fearing for the worst.
“Yes actually. All those problems can be fixed with a few months at the hospital and some medicine and she could be ready to go home” The doctor said getting up to shake his hand.
“Thank you so much” He whispered capturing the doctor off guard as he hugged him.
“Y/N is a fighter we lost her two times but she kept coming back she sure is special” He said patting Jonghyuns back then turning away to grab some papers for him to sign.
“She sure is” Jonghyun mumbled quietly.
That night he spent his time sitting in your hospital room signing papers, informing his members and your parents and staring over at you to see if you’d awake. When you did he cried and begged for your apology kissing you as lightly as he could afraid to hurt you. You, even with the bandages around your head, a cast on your hand, and stitches pulled him in for a passionate kiss telling him it’s alright. He sang to you the songs he spent making while you slept to you all night. You finally felt like you had your Jonghyun back.
